BECAUSE USTADZ I'M DISABLED
chapter 17

Andra was warm. Her hair was stroked subtly, her head leaning in the lap of her bundle. But the shadow is getting dimmer, dimmer and lost in the engulfed white light the brighter the light. "The motheraaaa ." Shouted Andra awake from the dream with a sweat that soaked his body.

"It's just a dream, why is it so real?" Inner Andra.

Stabbed his face with both hands, his feet came down from the bed and stepped into the kitchen. Dark is just a night light that lights up. Put the water in a glass and then gently stir.

"What's mama doing there? And you are Femila. Have you slept?" Inner Andra monologues imagining two women she loves.

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Femila sat in the garden of the house staring at the roses that had bloomed. Think of that rose plant. It was brought by Andra from Bogor. Five red and white roses. One year ago as their anniversary gift. Now the flower has bloomed. But their love has withered.

Femila smiled remembering those memories. After one day locked up in his room, now he is trying hard to face life. Trying to make peace with the situation. Today Femila will come to the police to complete the BAP accident case that befell him.

"We're leaving now, baby." Take Mama Anita while helping Femila stand up.

Papa Riyan today could not accompany him because there was an important meeting of the company. Just Femila, Anita's mom, and Hadiwinata's lawyer.

"Good day, Femila, Anita's mother." Sapa lawyer Femila Hadiwinata in police parking lot. He was waiting for his client there.

"Jiang."Answer Femila.

"Please go straight in, Mother Anita can wait in the waiting room."

"I can't go in with Femila?" Ask mom Anita.

"Sorry Mom, all you can do is enter me and mbak Femila."

" I'll just wait in the parking lot."

"Yes please."

Femila stepped into the investigation room.

"Good afternoon Femila's mother . Please sit down." Greet one of the police officers.

Femila sat down with her lawyer.

"Is mother Femila healthy?"

"Healthy sir."

"There are some questions we will ask to complete BAP before the case goes to trial."

"Before you ask a question, may I convey the meaning of my arrival." Femila.

"Please."

"I'd like to revoke this case before I go to trial."

"I'm sorry, Madam Femila why you need to unplug the file." Surprised lawyer Hadiwinata by the statement of his client who suddenly revoked the file without his knowledge.

"Brother lawyer, sorry here you are just as a companion is not entitled to make a sound!" Police investigator commemorating lawyer Hadiwinata.

"But sir, " Lawyer Hadiwidata tried to refute.

"I warned you. Or please come out." Cut the police investigator.

Lawyer Hadiwinata fell silent immediately, confirming the police's remarks. The victim or suspect has the right to be accompanied by each inspection process. In the investigation process the position of the lawyer is passive. That is, lawyers follow the examination at the level of investigation only as spectators. Limited to only seeing and hearing within sight and within hearing. As long as his presence follows the examination, the lawyer is not allowed to give advice.

"You mean you're gonna solve this case in a familial way?"

The police read the receipt that looks like it's already worn. Occasionally nodding his head.

"Did anyone coerce or threaten Femila's mother to withdraw the file?" Police search.

"This case I unplug without any coercion or threat from outside parties. It's purely from myself.

"Well, if this is the decision of Femila's mother. Please complete case retraction file. Thanks for the cooperation."

"Together sir."

Fifteen minutes Femila completed the files she had to sign for the case's retraction. Finally he came out still accompanied by lawyer Hadiwinata

"Why can't Femila tell me first, if I want to unplug the file?" Ask lawyer Hadiwinata. Once in the parking lot.

"Sorry sir, it's my decision, please respect."

Lawyer Hadiwinata nodded slowly. "How should I convey to Mr. Andra." Confused lawyer Hadiwinata.

"Tell me the truth, sir. I thank you for helping me and I'll excuse you." Femila thrust her hand.

"Yes mbak." lawyer Hadiwinata returned Femila's hand.

After Femila got into the car, Anita's mom got into the car. His face stared curiously at what was happening in the investigation room. However, Femila's flat-looking mimic made Anita's mother undo herself to immediately ask.

"I'm revoking Ma's case file." Rememila in the middle of the trip.

"You mean? You forgive ustad Mirza?"Confused Anita's mother by her son's decision.

Femila. "Pardon ustadz Mirza? No, I did not do so on the basis of forgiving an ustadz who had ruined my future. A future that has been beautifully engraved with my lover. But, because of Andra. Free everything without Andra then free this case continued anyway anyway will not return all that was lost to me. This case is Andra's struggle for justice for me so let Andra feel disappointed, a failure of justice to be achieved. Like me, disappointed to be treated unfairly by Andra's decision to end the relationship because of her mother. Can he fight for me? Nah! He immediately gave up! But is it worth fighting for my disability?" Inner Femila was raging.

"Honey, whatever your decision mama will support." Mama Anita's words embrace Femila's shoulder and then kiss her head.

"Thank you Ma."

After 30 minutes of travel at home. But when entering the parking house there is a luxury Lamborghini Gallardo parked there. Of course, this black car at a fantastic price is no stranger to Femila.

Sure enough when entering the living room a handsome man was already sitting on a chair.

"Siang Fem," said Andra.

Femila smiled back at her ex-lover. Ex-lovers counted since 40 hours twenty minutes passed.

"Why was the case file revoked?" To the point Andra.

"Do I have to answer your question?" Ketus Femila's.

"Please Fem, let me help you to this matter."

"You don't have to bother helping me in this case because this isn't what I need right now!" Femila was trying to hold back her anger so as not to overflow the fact that she had already raised her tone.

Andra remained silent. He understood the direction of Femila's conversation. Is correct. This was not what Femila needed but the passion and support of the people closest to her. But instead, he broke the rope of love when Femila needed his presence.

"I'm sorry." Andra then left Femila.

Femila felt tight. More and more claustrophobic just heard the word sorry from Andra.

"Sorry Femila, I have to take care of my mother's feelings and I don't want to give you the hope that definitely adds to the lara." Inner Andra.

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