BECAUSE USTADZ I'M DISABLED
chapter 16

After four hours of completing BAP at the police station ustadz Mirza out accompanied by five lawyers. The other five lawyers could not accompany him. Thanks to the intelligence of lawyers and loyalty and the evidence and witnesses that exist and consider the situation, Ustadz Mirza can still run the BAP settlement out of custody.

"Get closer to the trial. May there be a best way that I will sincerely walk for the sake of Allah." The ustadz Mirza.

Hopefully BAPnya smooth, get the results of the decision according to the wishes of ustadz. Amens.

A message came in from Hana.

Thank you for your prayer.

Reply ustadz Mirza.

"Go to campus Bi." The new Pinta ustadz Mirza got in the car and sat in the front seat next to Habibi.

beep

The horn of his lawyer's permission precedes the road.

"Assalamualaikum ustadz." Gamal opened the car glass and waved his hand.

"Wassalamu'alaikum." Answer ustadz Mirza and Habibi simultaneously.

Today there is a schedule of regular meetings with PMII (Indonesian Islamic Student Movement). This study is usually done once every two weeks. The contents of the study in the form of questions and answers about Islam or problems of daily life. Students who follow this extra are quite a lot. Moreover, female students look very enthusiastic.

"In addition to science can also refresh the eyes." Some students there are like that because that fills the study of a handsome young ustadz.

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Mother Rima entered Andra's study. Closer to his busy son in front of the laptop.

"Weekend keep working baby?" Ask Rima's mother to find her son who is still struggling with work despite holidays.

"There's one file that needs to be resolved soon Bun." Answer Andra, even though he wants to busy himself to forget the problems that happened to him.

"Mother farewell." Closer kissed the head of his son.

Andra remained silent.

"Hour 4pm this afternoon should be at the airport." Connect mama Rima.

"Serious mama's leaving?" Andra looked at her bunda with a heartbreaking face hoping that her mother would cancel her plan.

Mother Rima nodded slowly.

"Bun, how can Mother do this to me?"

"I'm sorry dear mother, until whenever you will not approve your relationship with Femila and the best way, Mother must go."

"Mother please, if indeed we can not get married two months, we can withdraw the marriage. Just don't you ask me to cancel."

"Mother's decision is final. If pushed back, would Femila be the perfect woman?" The tone of Bunda Rima is rising. "She's still the ca-cat Femila." With stammering and lower tone of voice pronounces defective sentences.

Andra remained silent. Worryingly. In reality, he still had to choose.

"Mother leaving." Hugged Andra and kissed her cheek. "Mother hopes soon you will catch up with Mother."

Andra remained silent. Staring at the back of the woman who had not been absent with him for 30 years now left him. His chest felt claustrophobic grappling with choices that one should not have chosen. "Be careful Bun." His words were clearly not heard by the mother because the roar of the car carrying the mother Rima was out of the house.

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Femila plays her fingers on the phone screen. Opening a photo gallery, reminiscing about the time that was immortalized in the portrait of the phone. Sometimes a smile was on her beautiful face. Without her realizing it, there was a man she missed appearing in front of her. Looking intensely at the mimic changes Femila each shifted the screen of her phone.

"What a handsome prince." Femila pinched her phone screen while staring at the photo of her lover.

" It's better looking than the real thing." Chirping Andra.

The phone he was holding almost fell down from shock at hearing a familiar voice.

"Oh my goodness Andra. I guess the picture can talk." Greget Femila's.

Andra smiled looking at her lover's expression.

Andra's hand pinched Femila's left cheek in a fit of anxiety and sat down next to her.

"Aww.. sick know." He pursed his lips and stroked his left cheek. "It's night. Why here?" Connect Femila.

Andra showed her watch to Femila "New 7." Said later.

Femila smile. Not because of time, but because of longing. Half a day he had been waiting for Andra's arrival but his nose had only been seen at night.

"Fem,"

Femila stared intensely at the look on her lover's face.

"What dear?" Femila asked still staring at Andra.

Andra scooped her face violently. His mouth was stiff to start talking.

"I heard you went to the hospital yesterday?" Femila asked with a changed face.

Femila gets word from Silla that Rima's mother is in the hospital. At that time Silla will come to the office of PT PERKASA BINTANG to ask for a file signature. He immediately squeezed the phone and contacted the assistant ceo for an admission agreement. But Mario said that his master was in the hospital because his parents were in the hospital.

Andra nodded.

"What's sick mother?"

"His heart is back again."

"Mother has heart disease?" Surprised Femila.

"Yes. Actually it's not been a long time and I don't think it's heart problem anymore." Obviously Andra.

"Now is it okay?"

"It."

"What about you?"

"You see for yourself, I'm healthy." Femila excitedly said it.

"Thank God. I pray you are always healthy and happy."

"Amen."

Femila cupped her two hands on Andra's cheeks. "Is it because of this that Mr. Andra's face is so sour?" Canda Femila's.

Andra smile. "There's a more important thing." Reciprocity.

Femila took off her arms leaning her body against the chair. "What's important, baby?" Ask later.

"We're ending our relationship." Without looking at Femila the sentence managed to escape from Andra's mouth.

"Why does my chest hurt? It hurts so bad." Femila's inner monologue with a blank look.

"I'm sorry Fem."

"Is it because of mom?" Ask Femila because since Mother Rima knew Femila handicapped mother never asked her news.

Andra remained silent.

"I've guessed this. Where can you be so perfect have to be with me who is this flaw." Lirih Femila's.

"I wish you could be happy without me."

"Can you be happy without me?" Femila returned the question to Andra.

"I'll try." Said Andra trying to stay firm and wanted to hug the person beside her. But being sad in front of Femila only added a burden to Femila.

Femila. The tears that he had been holding back could not be contained anymore. Just flowing without knowing yourself. "May I hug you before we part?"

Andra immediately pulled the body of her lover. No, exactly her ex-lover into her arms. Tears that had been damming in his eyes also spread on his cheeks, sobs were heard from two fainting who were still hugging each other tightly.

Femila is unable to resist Andra's wishes because it may be the best course. Even since the accident that hit him, his brain always crossed about separation. Although pushed aside but can not be avoided in fact this happens anyway.

"Andra took off her embrace. Greetings to mama. Say sorry to him." Andra moved from her seat.

"Wait." Femila reached into Andra's pants pocket. Picking up Andra's phone enter the key with her date of birth and look for the name contact listed on Andra DARLINGKU's phone then delete it.

Femila proffered the phone "My contacts have been removed. Let's live each of our lives." Remila was still trying to strengthen herself.

Andra took her phone. Then step away.

Femila stared at Andra's steps that began far, far, and away from the reach of her eyes even had to start far from her life.

"Is this really over?" Lirih Femila was still blankly looking her tears broke.

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Andra stared at her now-silent room at the owner. "I hope this is the best for us." He then stepped onto the mattress that was usually slept by his mother holding a bolster pillow. Trying to close his eyes. A line of tears appeared on Andra's cheeks. Remembering the new farewell. Still closing my eyes and hoping this was just a dream.