BECAUSE USTADZ I'M DISABLED
chapter 25

Femila pulled out her hand. The hue of his face looked wryly staring at the figure of the person who had helped him rise from the fall. "I can do it myself." He said with annoyance. But unfortunately Femila forgot that he was now difficult to stand alone on one leg without the help of crutches.

Brugg

Femila falls back and Ustadz Mirza is confused how to act.

"Why just stare! You insensitive men." Femila grouse took the crutches proffered ustadz Mirza. Then rise carefully.

"I'm wrong mbak, make no mistake ustadz, I'm sorry." Sela Habibi's.

"You two are wrong. Why should so many millions of mankind meet you in this restaurant!" Femila stepped away with increasingly shaken footsteps, sometimes grinning to feel his back was quite sore.

Ustadz Mirza just smiled but in her heart said, "How can she ask me to marry but her attitude is like this?"

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Femila slid her body into the bed, her eyes looking at the ring on her ring finger. Turning it around then he took off, a diamond-eyed white gold ring. Staring intensely at the ring inscribed with the name Andra.

"How are you Andra? Do you feel the same longing as I do? All of your photos I have removed from the phone memory, but your face why is still clear in my brain memory, not the slightest look faded even more clearly visible more and more days. Oh my God, how hard it is to erase his tracks. Can I meet him again?" Wail Femila whose tears were now starting to wet her cheeks.

"I'm like living but not living Andra, every day I have to fight against my own ego, have to be self-sustained. Not long ago you left, but why am I so tired. I should have done all of this. Didn't I deserve to be with you who are so perfect?" Femila's heart raged still with tears that began to wet the pillow that was in her arms.

Long she monologues her eyes begin to close, the pillow she holds is getting alkaline because for too long she cries. Now that his eyes were perfectly closed, the ring he had been holding fell down rolling somewhere.

Anita's mother's voice echoed from behind the door. It seems like the morning has already greeted. Femila did not know how long she cried last night, what time she began to fall asleep. Femila just squirmed her body and closed her eyes again because of the drowsiness she still felt.

"Femila baby, let's get up." Mama Anita breaks into Femila's room because her first call is ignored by Femila.

"It's noon, baby. You don't usually sleep until noon. Papa has even gone to the office and mama also wants to go to the boutique."

"Still sleepy Ma." Answer Femila.

"Last night you didn't sleep?

"Sleep."

"Why are his eyes black like a panda?" Telisik mama Anita's.

"What the hell Ma, Femila wants to continue sleeping."

"Geez baby, if you don't wake up how's mama going to the boutique?"

"When you stay at the boutique, why wait for Femila to wake up." Femila Sewot.

"You promised you'd help me out at the boutique."

"Femila is not a promise! Mama herself is making it."

"Come on, wake up."

"Later Femila. Mama's gone." Femila pushed her mother from the edge of the bed to get out of her bedroom.

"Then it will be true." Shouted Mama Anita from the outside door.

"Yes." Yeah." Short Femila.

"Issst that kid's hard to move on." Grumpy mama Anita then left.

In fact, it had been half a full day Femila just locked herself in the room. His phone rang a few times but he did not listen. Enjoying solitude is what Femila wants to feel.

"Oh my goodness, you didn't come out in the morning? How many times did your mother phone call you. How many times did Mina call you to eat you didn't mind." Omel mama Anita so go home.

"Mama just came home not tired of what. Nagging that."

"Quick shower mama wait for dinner."

"Yes Ma." Lazy Femila because it was in fact from morning until his mother came home he was still at home in bed without eating let alone bathing.

"Wait at the dinner table, baby." Shouted mama Anita.

"Yes Ma." Reply Femila from the bathroom.

"Mommy knows baby, this is the hardest time for you. But mama is sure it will be beautiful in time if you go through with sincerity." Inner mama Anita monologued and tears that flowed into her cheeks instantly she removed.

Femila who was clean stepped onto the dining table there was already mama Anita and papa Riyan.

"Femila didn't come to the boutique?" Ask papa Riyan.

"Again lazy Pa."

"Once in a while invite Silla to take a walk to let your mind fresh. If you want to go to Bali can also, papa will take care of the ticket and all its needs." Papa Riyan's proposal.

"Ready Pa!" Femila with sumringah.

" There's a guest sir." Mbok Mina said in between their meals.

"See me wait mbok. We'll be done eating soon."

"Yes sir."

After a few minutes papa Riyan who had met the guest entered to meet Mama Anita and Femila who were still sitting at the dining table.

"We're meeting guests together."

"Who are you Pa?" Curious mama Anita while tailing her husband and Femila.

"Look at me." Answer papa Riyan.

Femila looked at the figure of the person she met one week ago.

"Assalamualaikum Ma'am, Femila." Ustadz Mirza grabbed Anita's mama's hand and kissed the back of it.

"Sit the Son." Mama Anita's. Although he did not really like the arrival of guests who are now in front of him but Anita mama still has the manners of receiving guests.

"I'm sorry to hear that my Mom and Dad are interrupting his istirakhat. I came here to mean silahturahmi and will connect the cord of friendship more tightly by asking the son of the Father and Mother."

Femila immediately pursed her lips. "It turns out he kept his promise and brave also this person immediately proposed in front of mama and papa." Inner Femila

"Did we hear wrong, son? You mean what? Do not just because of pity with the condition of Femila who now you finally propose to him. Indeed, Femila is not married you also contributed greatly in that. But marrying her is not the solution." Mama Anita said at length.

"I mean Mama, he's the one who hit Femila!" Surprised papa Riyan because he had never seen ustadz Mirza.

Mama Anita nodded and still with a crimson face held back her anger.

While Femila was still silent with her thoughts.

"Go!" Get rid of papa Riyan.

"Pa calm down, don't bring emotions." Mama Anita said while sitting her husband.

"I told him to marry me Ma, Pa." Rememila without any burden.

Mama Anita and Papa Riyan were surprised to turn to Femila.

"What do you mean, Femila?" Ask mom Anita.

"What's wrong, Ma, it's Femila's decision."

"No, mama doesn't agree Fem, getting married isn't a joke."

"Papa disagrees too." Keep papa Riyan.

"Who wants to mess with Ma. Ustadz Mirza actually came here to propose to me. Isn't that so ustadz?"