BECAUSE USTADZ I'M DISABLED
chapter 19

"Master didn't tell Femila you were going to settle in Kalimantan?"

Andra remained silent. His hand suddenly stopped playing the phone hearing Mario call the name Femila. "For what." Said later.

"Femila deserves to know the real events sir. Not just guessing. Convince that he is not worthy of master because of disability. Or guess the mistress disagrees because Femila is disabled."

"Isn't that true, you didn't approve of our marriage because of the now disabled Femila."

"Master can tell the reason the madam took such a stance. At least it doesn't become an abyss of regret in both master and Femila's lives."

"It should be like that. But what does everything mean? Just add to my asa as well as Femila." Inner Andra

Soundscape airport air calling passengers GGG boingxxx airline destination Syamsudinnoor Airport South Kalimantan to immediately board the plane.

"We're in, sir." Take Mario to his master who looks worried.

Andra and Mario were standing from his seat entering the plane that would air to where he had once stopped. We came back South Kalimantan, Bumi Lambung Mangkurat.

The iron bird was now airborne, leaving a gaping beam of wounds on the woman who was resting hope on someone who had been airborne there.

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Silla stopped her steps, looking at her best friend who was now sitting watering the plants in the garden of the house. Still looks beautiful best friend, although now his body is a little thin.

"Hey beautiful," said Silla.

"Hi, "excited Femila returned the embrace of her best friend.

"Sorry you've come here."

"Yes, I know you're busy."

"Enlightened?"

"Yes, you can see for yourself. I'm very healthy."

"Thank God,"

"Isn't this the rose you were telling me about?" Tanya Silla saw five red and white rose plants growing densely and many flowers and had been watered by Femila.

Femila smiled. "It's beautiful, isn't it? But beware, the rose is not as beautiful as we see it, if we wrongly hold can thorns that we can."

"That's just a rose, she's not just any flower that people can touch because behind her elegance she has a scary weapon." Silla Timpal.

"Why are we melancholy like this?" Femila Laughter. Silla also laughed at the dramatic about the roses.

"When do you go back to the office?"

Femila let out a rough breath, "I don't know Sil." Answer Femila.

"Emmm...Do you miss Andra?" Silla asked carefully. Feeling curious and compassionate with the condition of his best friend who canceled the wedding.

"What's missing him for." Femila's words were clearly inversely proportional to her heart's statement.

"He doesn't deserve to miss you." Silla Sahut.

"It hurts so much Sill, lives like death." Lirih Femila's.

"You must be strong Fem, remember there are still many people who love you, including your mother, your father and your best friend."

Femila.

"Mama, papa you're not home?" Silla's question shifted the conversation because since her arrival she had not seen Femila's parents.

"Mama to the boutique accompanied by papa."

"We just go for a walk, you haven't breathed outside air for a long time. How long will the seminy take?"

Femila smiled then nodded her head.

"I showed you a new place to eat, and guaranteed a delicious menu there." Silla said by holding the wheel of her car.

"OKs. Anyway I'm staying with you."

Twenty minutes later they arrived at the sea food. Silla knows that this other friend likes to use very much with all kinds of seafood.

"Don't just eat shrimp. Must be in every place the shrimp is looking."

"Yes, yes, it's up to you to give me what menu. Who wants to buy you."

"So dong. Change the menu, change the new flavor, a new atmosphere, and a new life sheet," with Silla's emphasis on saying a new life sheet meant to encourage her best friend.

They had lunch and chatted left right, until they forgot the day started in the afternoon.

"Every weekend I try to play with you. If it's another day, you know myself I'm super busy having to handle your work." Silla said stopping the speed of the car in front of the house gate. "It really doesn't have to get into the house."

"Yes, you're gonna have to hit the gas, don't park first." Femila

"I go home first yeah," took off Femila's embrace. "Ba bay..."

Femila waved her hand. Looking at the departure of his best friend until lost from the sight of his eyes.

His feet stepped into the house, but he felt unfamiliar with the car parked in front of his house. Looking intensely at the car and a bit accelerated his steps into the living room because of curiosity about the arrival of the guest.

"Assalamualaik." His words were like they were stuck in the throat as soon as the guest's face turned towards Femila and answered his greetings.

"Waalaikum salam."

Ustadz Mirza and Habibi stood up to answer Femila's greeting.

"What are you guys doing here for?" Ketus Femila's.

"I, would, would, would, thank you for having the case revoked." Ustadz Mirza said that sentence with great difficulty. Fearful of Femila's response she couldn't guess.

"I don't want to deal with you anymore, so I hope this is the last time we meet." Remila stepped inside leaving ustadz Mirza and Habibi.

"But mbak, Femila I mean. Sa-s.."

"It's ustadz, the important thing is that we have good intentions to thank you." Habibi's refusal to withdraw Habibi's hand to get out of Femila's house.

"Remove Bi, why use the pull of all hands."

Habibi grinned at the expression of ustadz who felt engap his hands tightly by himself. "Fear of ustadz khilaf coming inside." Habibi then took off his hand.

"Open Bi, not clear." Mimicking the language style of today's children.

"Bi's college." Pinta ustadz on Habibi who still has not entered the seat of the wheel.

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Femila stepped in doubt, but the longing she harbored could no longer be hidden. Defeat all ego or shame. As long as you meet him who is able to treat longing.

It was not that he did not hear the employees whispering about it and looked at it either with pity or just reproach it. All he tepis just to hold the pain of longing treatment.

"Sorry Miss Femila. Do you want to see Mr. Andra?" Ask the receptionist as soon as Femila stops in front of the receptionist, of course with a different eye gaze aimed at Femila or maybe just the feelings of Femila only.

"Yes." Yeah." Answer the short Femila.

"Miss Femila didn't know that-..," hesitantly continued the word.

"If what?" Read Femila.

"Emmm.that, sir Andra is not here."

"You mean?"

"He's going to Kalimantan." Someone interrupted Femila's conversation and the receptionist.

Femila looked directly at the man. No stranger was the face of the handsome man who was in front of him eleven twelve with the face of Andra.

"When did it come?" Sapa Femila looked at the person she had known a year and a half ago, introduced Andra in a family event held by the Andra family. Every time Om Fery came to Jakarta he also met with Femila of course with Andra as well.

"It's been one week. We'll talk inside." Take Uncle Fery step first.

Femila sat in front of uncle Fery, as soon as she entered the ceo room. A very familiar room for Femila but now it has been occupied by others.

Actually there is a doubt to follow Uncle Fery into the ceo room but curiosity now surrounds him.