
After arriving at the hospital.
The ridge starts to come down, opening the car door. Holding Ainun's body wet with rainwater, the nurses came pushing the Brankar, putting Ainun in a push-collar to take him to the ER room.
Anxiety felt by Galih, he bulak back here and there, worrying about the state of Ainun. Why did Ainun fall unconscious by the roadside? Staring at the watch, it turned out to be ten at night. The first night for Galih and Anna, should have been the most beautiful, but the traumatized Galih and the presence of Ainun returned, making the special night an unpleasant one, for those two who have already run a marriage.
Galih did not understand why everyone wanted to connect with his wife, his head always remembered Ainun's screams that grimaced in pain, asking for help. Though the incident of rape was a long time ago, 20 ago and may have been forgotten, but why is still always imagined to the mind of Galih.
"What's after this, I have to tell you the truth, but. I was afraid Anna was disappointed and left me, I loved her so much. "
His hands leaned against the hospital wall, his head lowered, his eyes on the floor. Galih is aware of his bej*d behavior, until tears come out, wetting the cheeks. Imagine how sick Anna would be, if she knew everything.
Amidst Galih's shadows and daydreams, the doctor finally came out after checking Ainun's patient. "The Ainun patient family. "
The doctor's call made Galih's daydreams disappear, rubbing the rough tears that fell, he was embarrassed if the doctor saw him crying, "yes, doc. I am a family of patients. "
"After examining Ainun patients, patients with PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) or posttraumatic stress disorder are mental health conditions triggered by traumatic events. Did you know before? About Ainun patient's illness. "
Galih had guessed, Ainun had not fully recovered after he escaped from his house, "Yes doc, I already know. I've treated patients before, but not completely."
"Yes, the patient should not be pressured and the environment that triggers the trauma comes again, as well as the person who triggers stress in Ainun Patients. You can treat patients at home with the method I will write. "
"Good, doc. "
Galih felt burdened, when Ainun came. Because now he has a wife who must be taken care of his feelings. How could Ainun come home in the position of a married Galih.
The doctor began to move away, and allowed Galih to look at the Ainun that had been moved in the inpatient room.
His feelings were now uncertain, he was confused if he had to treat Ainun inside his house. But if Galih takes Ainun to a mental hospital it is also impossible, because the doctor only says Ainun only has a sense of trauma.
All of this makes Galih confused.
After arriving at Ainun's room, it was seen that the woman was still asleep. Galih began to approach and looked at Ainun's state.
Sitting next to the woman he once loved, staring at Ainun's smooth white face that was still radiant, now there was no sense whatsoever in Ainun, the sense of it being lost when his responsibilities and love were ignored.
Ainun left without saying goodbye to Galih, leaving behind his only child.
Both eyes began to open slowly, looking at the dazzling light. Ainun now making a sound. " Where am I."
The two brown eyeballs slowly stared at the sounding Galih, "Galih. "
"Yes, it's me. "
Galih looked a little lazy to answer a question from Ainun, making the man with a sharp nose ask Ainun. "why are you still at night on the side of the road, in the rain? "
Ainun replied in a cetus tone. " I was waiting for a taxi to pass, but no one would stop and ride me at that time. "
Galih was eager to milk Ainun, out of his presence, leaving Anna at home.
" If you really want to go home, why don't you tell me to take you home."
"I'm lazy, afraid to interrupt your bride's night with your new wife. " The look on the jealous face that Ainun put on Galih.
"You are a bully, because your presence spoils the most beautiful moment for the two brides who have had the wedding." Galih's grumbling heart, he couldn't possibly say all the words of his unhappiness directly to Ainun. Because he knew that Ainun had not fully recovered and was afraid to make his trauma recur.
" Yes, then I leave you alone in this hospital" said Galih showing his indifference towards Ainun. The burly man with his nose started to stand up from his seat, to leave Ainun's room immediately, but Ainun, who still needed Galih, was left.
Ainun began to grab Galih's hand, the white-veiled woman told Galih not to leave herself alone in the hospital, "don't leave me here alone. I'm afraid, please stay here last night."
The application of the white-veiled woman with her face that showed fear, made Galih just shut up and sit back waiting for Ainun in hospital treatment.
" I'm sorry, Galih. "
The apology that was thrown from Ainun's mouth seemed unacceptable to Galih's heart, even though he was actually evil and made tarauma taste. But still, Galih hated when Ainun left him and his son.
"I've forgiven you, why should you apologize, I wasn't wrong at the time."
Galih was still humbling in front of Ainun, trying to be calm. To keep control of his emotions.
"It's not entirely you that's wrong, all Daniel's fault. I was too in love with him, to be willing to take medicine and want to be in his salary at that time, and you also participated in the association, because Daniel also did. He set you up too? "
It is like being lazy to discuss the past, which until now was imagined. Where he is between conscious and unconscious. Feeling a regretful regret. The past is always disturbing his mind, not that after marriage we do not need to say about our past to the couple so as not to hurt his heart, but. Why Galih until now is constantly occupied with the past.
"You better not think too much about the past anymore, it's all over, Ainun. You better recover it after your trauma. Because the doctor said that your brain is still often hallucinating and unconsciously making a disturbance on the downfall. I'm worried about you, so after you're treated here, I'll ask Anna for understanding. "
Ainun was still confused by Galih's words. About asking Anna for understanding.