Behind my In-laws silence
Chapter 17 Debate in a phone call.
(Ana, get home. Don't be a stupid woman, just walk away.)
(I am your husband, you have no right to just leave. You still have the responsibility of being a wife.)
(It should be that woman you are self-conscious, I still want to accept you without divorcing you.)
And sure enough the two eyes were beautifully rounded, after seeing the message coming from my phone. Words of swear words and also insults, making Kak Indah look angry.
Kak Indah wanted to slam my phone right then and there, but he held it, because he tried to be patient.
"If only this was my postel, I might have slammed, Ana," said Kak Indah. Withholding anger, which continues to churn in the soul, made Kak Indah give me a cellphone.
I started smearing the phone, but it was.
Lovely sister couldn't help but get angry she started replying to messages from my phone.
(What you said, stupid. Hem, never mind, if you keep insulting me with that word, I won't come there again. I'll sue you.)
(Hey, you want to sue me for what reason, huh)
(Hahha, I want to sue you for whatever reason it is up to me donk.)
(Have not acted like a lot of money, you cannot live without me. Will you feed my son Lulu what? Stone.)
I saw the face of Kak Indah, so looks unusual, making me curious.
"Sister."
Kak Indah showed me her palm, telling me not to ask and just sit still.
(Whose word I can't live without you, mas. Helo, you will say that, when we part. Remember that, mas.)
(Well, heh. Ana, don't be so smart as you be a woman, you used to be beautiful, I love you so much but now. No need to say it anymore, you will understand too.)
(Wow, great yeah, mas. You measure me in terms of the beauty of my face, but never mind how I struggle to survive with a handsome pretentious man like you.)
(Heh, Ana, am I handsome. That's why I still sell, not like you.)
Beautiful sister, suddenly clenched her hands. Punching the table in front of me and saying." This, men must be destroyed. On the face of this earth."
I still do not understand what he said, Kak Indah, until he gave my postel.
"Now, you READ."
I round my eyes, not believing what I saw.
"You see Ana, that kere guy like Raka should be taught a lesson. Let him be a deterrent."
Trying to be calm to understand all my brother's anger, "sister must be calm. Everything can be done without getting angry."
Dukkkp.
The sound of a loud punch on my front desk, made me of course very shocked. My lips groaned without being able to take out one more word.
"Ana, it's not a matter of angry anger. But this is her pride as a woman, she's ugly you don't respect you anymore."
I lowered my gaze, what Kak Indah said was true, but still my heart could not make anger like my own brother did.
"You have to wake up, and rise from all this. Brother is sure that after you rise up in the crush and humiliation of Raka, he will regret it."
"I believe all that sis, but can't we repay them in a subtle way, without dirtying our hands."
Lovely sister fell silent, digested my words and replied." You mean the subtle way."
I whispered into her ears Beautiful sister, made my sister Beautiful smile.
Dreet .... Dreet .....
My phone is now ringing, indicating. One call came, where my phone screen displayed the name of my husband who was none other than Mas Raka.
That's when I started picking up my phone calls.
" So."
The sound of Mas Raka arriving arrived, scolding me. Makes me just listen from the right ear out again to the left ear.
Bodo Time.
"Hello, Ana. Don't act your bodo, want to sue me for divorce, should be as a woman you're self-aware. Don't belittle."
Kak Indah told me to harden Mas Raka's voice on my phone.
For Kak Indah to hear Mas Raka's rambling which for him is useless, and only in vain. Waste of time.
Seen lips Kak Indah he lengthened, while kamit kamit unclear in front of me, making me laugh.
Meanwhile, Mas Raka now called my name.
"Hello, Hello. Ana."
I started answering my husband's calls" Yeah. Mas, what's up?"
"You're with no husband talking, huh,"
"Listen, mas."
"Yes already, undo your intention to sue me. Tomorrow I'll be there to pick you up and Lulu and Farhan."
With Mas Raka casually saying that, he really does not appreciate me, he tends to insult more without thinking about his wife's heart.
Being a patient wife is not an easy thing, let alone emphasized by the circumstances that must force a wife must survive. It felt impossible to me, too much pain that I had to endure until I could no longer overcome the pain.
Is not the happiness of a wife is an obligation for a husband, as well as glorifying him.
But, why men like Mas Raka tend to demand a lot, without him caring about this heart and feeling.
"Hello, Ana."
My daydreams spread, I tried to wipe the soft tears that I did not realize dripped just like that.
Sister Indah, encourage me to keep calm, strong and dare to fight for good.
Indeed, against the husband is a great sin, we are required to obey the husband to be hid from the fire of hell.
I can't be a good wife yet. I am still learning and trying. But in reality, changing yourself is not easy, let alone living surrounded by husbands and families who seem unable to appreciate us for what? Free. Just throw away the rest of your life with people who will be mentally damaging.
I decided to part with Mas Raka.
I also want to be happy, free from the pressure that makes my mind tormented.
Trying to stay strong, in one choice. Although actually this heart is still heavy to part with Mas Raka. But what a fragile power of the heart is already suppressed with such heavy humiliation.
"I mean, mas. I have to hang with the mas at mom's house, where maybe the mas. I have a feeling I have a sanity that I have to keep. I can't, mas. I'm sorry."
"Ana, dare you fight me, I will ...."
Not yet said Mas Raka thrown everything on the phone line, I immediately said." You're gonna what? divorce me, kill me. Please mas I'm not afraid, I stick to my stance, I don't want to dissolve in self-preservation will be enslaved by your parents, and insulted continuously by your honey."