Behind my In-laws silence
Chapter 13 Bu Nunik is becoming more and more.
"Come, mah. We're going home to Auntie Indah."
Farhan began to help me stand up, forgetting the sadness, which broke my heart.
Walking while embracing my son's head, my heart is still open to the cries of Radit and Lulu. Imagine how much this heartache.
"M."
The sound of coughing that was deliberately made, I stared at the person.
Laughter echoes in the ears.
"Well, this is not good. So he was told to just go home."
I thought that my reply yesterday would make Ms. Nunik stop mocking and laughing at me, but it turned out that the old woman was becoming more and more so.
What exactly is my fault?
So that Bu Nunik looks like he fucked me once?
But I never disturbed his life?
"Heh, that kenape face, sick? What a punishment, so red blistering that."
I could only respond to Bu Nunik by shaking my head, trying to remain calm. My heart is really weak right now.
Seeing Bu Sumyati who kept advising Bu Nunik, making the old woman, more and more so with her words.
Both my hands clenched feeling this irritation in my heart, I should be able to strengthen myself and be patient. Although actually this fist hand wants to make the thick lips thicker, so it is no longer shaped.
In my heart, I can only speak strong, strong, strong. Even though it's hard I'll try.
"Heh, ugly, why silence? Yesterday brave to fight." Pekik Bu Nunik, the mother who gathered there just laughed at the words of Bu Nunik.
I kept walking on foot, hoping for calm in my heart, even though the road I was going through was like stepping on a shard.
"Farhan, come on, let's not listen to them, we'd better get going, before they become."
I started to grab Farhan's hand, shocked instead. Because Farhan is no longer beside me.
"Farahan, where are you going. Son?"
As I looked towards Bu Nunik, Farhan sassyly, threw the ground of the comb on Bu Nunik's face. Where mothers there try to avoid the tantrums of my son.
"Farhan, son. What are you doing, son? That's not good! Just let a guy like that talk all he wants."
"But, mom. Ms. Nunik is outrageous, insulting her mother all she wants."
"But still, son. That's not good."
"Farhan, you bad boy."
Shouted Bu Nunik, approaching my son with a dirty face full of soil comberan.
Ms. Nunik presumptuously grabbed my son's ear, making me push the old woman's body straight away.
"Mother, can insult me. But not with my son, he has nothing wrong, so don't try to hurt my son. Be an example of a good mother."
Ms. Nunik looks furious, she stands up and throws spit, "well, your wise-ass Ana. You poor, you deserve your in-laws don't like it, you're poor with belagu, playing with illegal children."
Bu Nunik said, making my inner wounds tormented, I do not want Farhan to hear what the old woman said.
"Shut up." My yelling.
Bu Sumyati came, bringing Bu Nunik from my anger. Can't stand the humiliation of Ms. Nunik.
I stared intently at Ms. Nunik, my eyes round, pointing towards her face, "some day I have to remember this. I'm going to avenge this, and make you regret."
Ms. Nunik laughed with happiness, she replied to me." I'm not afraid of poor women."
Now my breath feels tight, after the anger is thrown from the mouth that has been uncontrollable.
Ms. Sumyati tried to calm my anger, because she could not control what Ms. Nunik said.
"Istigfar neng, Eling."
I am now privileged, recalling mistakes and undue speech spewed from my mouth.
"Yes, you better get out of here. There will be no end if we serve Bu Nunik."
"Yes Bu Sum, I'm also going to rush away."
I am grateful that there is Bu Sumyati who wants to help me from the anger of Bu Nunik where
Ms. Nunik was still standing, with her grievous face.
"You go where you are, Ana. You're weak."
The cry of Bu Nunik and his insults continued to be thrown, when I and Farhan went up the angkot.
Hearts feel more fragile but survive to stay strong in front of my son, I do not want Farhan to know the secret that I have been keeping.
Farhan is still my son, however, until whenever he remains my most precious first child. If anyone dares to hurt my son, he will know the consequences.
I hugged Farhan's body tightly, unwilling to part with him. He's my only encouragement right now, I don't want to lose Farhan.
"Farhan doesn't like Bu Nunik, he's cruel, evil. Farhan really hated that old woman."
I could only be silent, as my son continued to babble like an adult.
"What is that old woman? Why does she hate me so much, when I don't have anything wrong with her."
I kept asking questions in my heart, thinking about Bu Nunik's uncontrollable anger and insults, Moreover, Bu Nunik discussed about Farhan.
"Mamah don't cry. Farhan became sad when he saw the crying mama continued, Farhan did not want to see mamah continue to be injured like this."
In a deserted car with no passengers, there was only me, Farhan and the driver, making me answer my son's questions that were so attentive.
"You're not crying, baby. Mom just felt the eye pain."
"Whatever Farhan feels, Farhan knows mamah is not okay. Do not cry for the people who will make mamah worse at this time, we prove to them, that we are not as despicable as Bu Nunik and Grandma said."
Farhan's words, never wrong, he always said with the word adult, even though Farhan's age was still a dozen years. But his mind and sensitivity are so extraordinary.
Lucky you are present in mamah life, strengthen mamah from the storm of problems that continue to block. Mamah will keep you, keep you Farhan, because you are the only mama soulmate.
Although maybe Lulu and Radit aren't with me right now, but I'll make sure their custody falls into my hands right then and there.
I will try as much as I can, with the determination that I have, I do not want to be considered weak.
Public transportation has taken us both to the house of Kak Indah, seeing the woman who became my brother was chatting with a figure of a man who I do not know who he is?
I stepped up to see a tall man and put on an office suit, making me frown.
While Kak Indah just smiled at me, mengguratkan unusual things.
"What a coincidence, Ana you came here."
Who is that guy?