Behind my In-laws silence
Chapter 16 The message comes.
I don't feel like Lulu in my lap is sleeping. An innocent little angel, must endure the agony of going to the selfishness of his own grandmother.
Kak Indah sat leaning on his back, looking annoyed face and also the anger that clumped on my head.
"Silver doesn't think it's with your in-laws, Ana. There are old people like your in-laws."
Kak Indah grumbled annoyed by my in-laws' words that did sound sharp like razor blades. He stared hard at my face." Ana, means you've been."
I shed tears and blamed myself, "I failed to be a good wife, I also failed to be a good mother."
Kak Indah held onto both of my shoulders and said, "you did not fail, brother salut equally you who can survive and not underestimate the behavior of your in-laws who you just know now. You are an amazing woman Ana. Raka will definitely regret having wasted you all this time."
The face that lowered, now I lift so that I can look at Kak Indah who continues to encourage me not to dissolve in sadness.
I smiled, gently rubbing my tears so as not to hit Lulu who was falling asleep.
"You deserve to be happy Ana, you're a great woman. You can solve this problem without emotion. Brother salute you."
"But brother. What big brother said was not like it was in me, I was weak and emotional. The proof is that I ran away from home. I can't hang on with my husband's family."
"I don't know, but from all that. You can hide your family's disgrace from others. You so save the self-esteem of people who have dropped your self-esteem."
"So my brother, I don't need to be praised, all I want is how I can separate from Mas Raka and also have the custody of my son."
"What you're saying is, suing for no uncertain reason is not easy, let alone your husband not saying the word divorce."
"That's exactly what I'm confused about right now, brother."
Lovely sister immediately hugged me, until my cry broke again. I am right on the verge of confusion.
"Moment."
"Farhan, where have you been?"
I asked my son who had just arrived, he looked so happy, not as usual.
"Farhan, it's been the same road Om Galih!"
Farhan's answer made me and Kak Indah Kaget.
"Don't he come home from noon today?"
Beautiful sister asked with a curious heart.
"Yes, Om Galih came back here again, asked Farhan to buy a toy and he went home again because there was business!"
Farhan looks so happy with the man named Galih, he looks familiar with people who are new to him. But with Mas Raka.
If I remember Mas Raka's name, my heart hurts so much, it has ruined my hopes. I tried to survive the crash, but Mas Raka even wasted my sacrifice.
"Why are you crying?"
Farhan's question made me try hard, trying to smile at the pain I now felt.
"You don't know why!"
Both of Farhan's eyes glanced at Lulu who was asleep on my lap.
"Lulu, de."
I put my index finger on Farhan's lips, so he wouldn't be so noisy when he asked.
"Slowly slow."
Farhan nodded his head and now asked me, "where is Radit."
Deg ....
I was silent for a moment when Farhan asked me about his sister. Until where Kak Indah nudged her arm and winked so I could answer Farhan's question.
The daydreams that have been telling me to answer immediately." Radit hasn't been approved for coming here, baby."
After hearing this reply coming from my mouth, Farhan looked irritated and grumbled in front of me and Beautiful Brother." It must be because of that alot woman."
Farhan who had been visibly annoyed by Mas Raka's behavior now answered his tantic question." That alot woman, papah aunty's second wife."
Lovely sister laughed with her nephews answer." Why is it called alot?"
"Yes people are already peots!"
Me and Sister Indah would have laughed, with what Farhan said. When discussing Mas Raka's second wife.
"Farhan. You are, there is nothing."
Kak Indah rubbed the head of Farhan's hair slowly, feeling happy to see this little boy who does not know his mother's father, can make laughter at me and Kak Indah.
Farhan is like the grace that God has given me, he always makes me happy. Protecting his mother with all his soul.
Although Farhan was a child, but his mind was like an adult. Kak Indah now told Farhan to take a shower immediately, because the time was coming in the afternoon.
"Quick shower?"
"Yes, Auntie!"
Farhan with a happy face because he had gotten a toy, from Galih. He hurried to obey my brother's orders.
I was curious about Galih, the man who met and gave me a house and land.
Makes me ask," brother. That's the same rich face Farhan huh?"
Kak Indah looked at my face and replied!" Yes, yes, similar. Not similar anymore, but same percis."
"Is he Farhan's father?"
I just guessed and made Kak Indah answer." Where possible, it's not that we found Farhan ...."
Not yet said Kak Indah thrown everything, arrived Farhan was behind me.
"Hayo mamah and aunt talking Farhankan?"
I stared at my sister Indah, who almost told me about my first child's past.
Make Kak Indah, look nervous and try to transfer the conversation.
"It hurts."
Shouted Brother Beautiful.
"Auntie why?"
Farhan looked panicked at the sight, his aunt holding onto her stomach with a grimace of pain, making Farhan hastily fetch drinking water for his own tant.
"Auntie wait a minute. Farhan's drinking water."
after Farhan's departure took drinking water, Kak Indah immediately breathed a sigh of relief. It was fortunate that he could shift the conversation so that Farhan did not ask much.
"Sister, brother must be careful? I don't want Farhan to be hurt, if Farhan isn't my own flesh and blood."
I said to Brother Indah.
"So, I'm sorry, I almost said something wrong. It should be a secret for Farhan," said sister Indah rubbing her chest which still looks shocked at the arrival of Farhan who suddenly behind Ana's back.
Trings .... Trings ....
the sound of the phone rang, I immediately rushed to pick up my phone while putting Lulu to bed.
Frowning so many messages that come on my phone, I slowly open one-on-one messages that come incessantly on my phone.
both my eyes were round looking at the contents of the message that came, without any time lag.
beautiful Brother is now approaching me in the room, "why, An."
I stared at Kak Indah at a glance, thrusting my phone to be read by Kak Indah.