Behind my In-laws silence
Chapter 5 Heartbreak
In the morning I saw Mas Raka who was always busy playing her HP.
I don't know what he's doing, every morning. Staring at the phone screen. With a lazy face.
Usually a man always wants to spend time with his wife, but now it seems as if there is no taste in Mas Raka.
While my mother-in-law, as usual, with the behavior of her son lately. Unaltered.
Actually was. There is a sense of pleasure Mas Raka can work, and give more money to me.
And there was regret, because he seemed to be hiding something to me.
What exactly are you hiding from me?
Because of the curiosity in this heart, made me step forward towards Mas Rakam
"Mas, why the hell. At the end of this, you look moody. Especially when you hold the phone I just saw," I said approaching my husband who was busy playing his cellphone.
"You're a lot of nanya, An, just let it go as your husband likes it." I don't know since when my mother was in front of me.
Why do you always interfere with my words?
Teach a wife to ask her husband, instead we as husband and wife must communicate with each other, so that the household feels comfortable and always intact.
But in mom's eyes, I'm like the one who always looks wrong.
"Emh, mah, right papah again work. again talking about work. Why have you been so sensitive lately."
He took my hand, assuring that Mas Raka had no secrets.
But still, his words did not make me happy. It makes me even more curious about it.
"Actually ...."
Not yet my words thrown everything, Mother told Mas Raka just like that.
"Raka, please take mom ahead to buy cake ingredients. I want to make a cake for a snack."
Why does my mother seem to not appreciate me as a daughter-in-law, but with great difficulty I try not to spoil it while living in her house.
Mas Raka looked at me, giving a smile. If later the chat will be reconnected, when he is not busy.
Until half an hour passed, Mas Raka and mother came, carrying so many delusions.
"A lot of ma'am?"
My question was not answered by my mother, she was cool to smile with a lot of encouragement.
"Can I help you, ma'am?"
I tried to offer myself, help mom. Make a cake.
"Not to."
The hand that had begun to reach for eggs and some cake ingredients, making this hand slowly avoid the ingredients of the cake that has been arranged by the mother quickly.
I began to turn my body around to immediately leave in front of my mother.
But just a few steps away from the kitchen, my mother called me back.
"Ana."
Quickly, and displaying a smile, I rushed over to mother." What's wrong mom?"
"You're not sensitive, help you whisk eggs or anything." Grunts mom.
Though he himself said ENGGA USAH, but it was my turn to go in told. MISPACED.
While Mas Raka who just finished dropping off the mother, now sits back while looking at the screen of his phone.
I, who kept looking at my mother, was now shocked with my right hand.
"If the egg beat is right, it will spill how."
"Eh, yes ma'am."
I painstakingly helped my mother, making a cake that looked delicious. Making my two kids come over for smelling the cake that just came out of the open.
"Well, the smell."
My in-laws remained focused on not caring about the presence of her granddaughter, who was seen swallowing saliva occasionally.
I'm the one who sees them like they want to taste a cake, make me say, "sister and ade want to?"
"You!"
"Yes, you guys washed your hands there."
The two of them ran to each other, to immediately wash their hands in order to taste the finished sponge cake.
Slowly I started cutting the sponge cake that my mom had just put on the plate.
"Eh, Ana. Who told you to cut the cake," mother snapped making me surely shocked.
"Children want to taste this sponge cake. Mom, "my words, when this heart hurts because of the mother's clash.
"If you want, make it yourself. This is for the mother's snacks and for Raka's mother's children to be brought to her workplace later."
Mother who used to be quiet, now has the heart to talk in front of me and also the children. I just lowered my face still in disbelief with the words of the woman before me.
I wanted to cry, but I was embarrassed to cry in front of my kids and my mom. I had to show my courage to her children, so that they would not see my adversity while living in their grandmother's house.
"Yes, you quickly get all this done. I want to put the finished sponge."
"Yes ma'am."
"And you also teach your children not to be a bad boy."
"Yes ma'am."
Mother now walks away with a finished sponge cake, I who saw mother like that can only breathe heavily.
"Well, grandma's stingy." Saying the first child. Made me of course stare at the two of them, and advise.
"Hust, you can't say rich."
"Yes end nyobain sponge cake too, use mamah yelling event."
"Grandmother didn't snap, grandma was just shocked, baby."
My two children, now silent when the words of advice I say to them both, hope with my in-laws' behavior like that the children do not hate the mother.
"Yes, play there again. I've done a lot of work."
"Yes ma'am."
They are now turning back with a face full of disappointment. Both of their paths seem to be slowing down.
"I'm sorry, son."
I quickly began to clean up the kitchen used to make sponge cake with mom.
after cleaning the kitchen and also used equipment to make a sponge, that's when I plan to approach Mas Raka who is still relaxed by looking at the screen of his phone in the living room.
But when these footsteps began to approach Mas Raka, at that time also the mother came with a sponge cake that had been wrapped so neatly.
Mother gave the sponge cake to Mas Raka, by giving a letter that I did not know the contents of the letter.
What letter is that?
now I started listening to the conversation of my mother with Mas Raka which was so serious.
"Raka, I hope you can accept what has happened, don't make it all your sadness. Make it all good luck in your life."
it looks like Mas Raka's face seems annoyed with the words thrown from his mother's mouth for him.
"Mom expects a lot of you!"
my husband remained silent as my mother continued to speak to Mas Raka.
"What does mother mean, to Mas Raka?"
my heart is really troubled, with what I am seeing right now.