Behind my In-laws silence
Chapter 15 Lulu Crying.
I still stand stare with a thousand confusions.
"It's mom, let me take Lulu to her mama."
"Silent you."
My father-in-law's face looks so scary, like a lion that won't be disturbed. Fascinating with sharp fangs.
I who did not want to charge Kak Indah, now ventured to approach the mother-in-law.
Mother's breath looks like a person asphyxiated up and down, up and down, probably because it serves my brother who does not want to budge in the debate.
"Fleeves."
I screamed softly at Lulu crying while calling out to this mama.
Lulu thrusts both her hands, looks like she wants to be carried by me.
"Your, mama." With endless sobs.
"It's mama darling."
I tried to get closer to the mother-in-law, trying to take Lulu out of the old woman's hand.
But ....
"What do you want?"
Difficult question, notya Lulu wants to suckle, why Mother even asked.
I tried to be gentle in front of my mother, no matter how much she was a parent I had to respect, even though her words hurt.
"Lulu notya want nyusu, let Ana milkin first," I'm getting closer to mother.
"But there are conditions."
Sarats. What does this old lady in front of me mean.
Beautiful sister approached me, whispering." Do not beat this crazy father-in-law of yours. He's really crazy."
"Ana, don't you see your son crying like this." Cetus mother-in-law.
Lovely sister who did look furious, immediately replied to my in-laws with a little disrespectful.
"This is an old grandmother, mamahnya want nyuin, even on conditional love," cried Kak Indah.
I tried to stop Kak Indah's anger, so that he did not provoke my in-laws' emotions back.
"Not stopping, let us listen to mother."
Lovely sister is now starting to shut up with my words.
"Yes already. What's the condition ma'am?"
I saw Mom's smile look cynical, as I asked about the terms.
" you must come again with mother, be Raka's wife as usual. I just love Lulu to you, if you don't want to, I'll let Lulu cry like this."
kak Indah now began to advance and wanted to reply to the words of my in-laws, but I immediately restrained the body of Kak Indah, Let me just choose one option.
"So you're threatening me with a silly acaman?" I tried to be a crybaby Ana and easily hurt, so that you know I am not a woman who is easily fooled.
I tried to give up, not because I was weak. But I appreciate my mother-in-law as my own mother. But the fact is, when I appreciate someone who is none other than Mas Raka's mother, that's where I feel that I am not needed in my mother-in-law's house.
I'm like a really dirty and disgusting piece of trash in Mom's and Mas Raka's eyes, they never appreciate me, everything I do in their eyes like I'm wrong.
I tried to be a good wife and daughter-in-law, whom my mother-in-law loved.
"Mom didn't threaten you, Ana. I'm just giving you an easy condition to do."
I took a deep breath to waste my face in front of my youngest child, so that the mother-in-law who was in front of me was currently self-conscious.
"I'm sorry, son." Mumbled heart.
"Sorry mom. Those conditions are too much for me, I can't live in my mother's house anymore. My heart was too sick to enter the house like it was, so I decided to let Lulu cry."
Whether or not I say that, I make a decision where my son continues to cry because of hunger.
"You're crazy. Ana, you want your son dead." Hardik Mom.
The body that had wanted to pass away now, stood upright while still," Shut up."
Mother and Sister Beautiful, silent.
"It wasn't me who made Lulu cry and starve. But mother herself, the mother who made the conditions for me, where mother thought of me as a robot that would be ordered just like that." I scream in front of my mother.
"Lulu, as long as you know, mother's milk is so plentiful, it makes you sick, because you don't breastfeed. I know you must be hungry, son. Sinful mothers choose choices that clearly make you tormented. I'm sorry, son." Mumbled heart.
"His daughter-in-law really doesn't know herself" Mother grumbled.
Suddenly Lulu, scrambling her grandmother's hair. He scratched the grandmother's back. Until my in-laws roared in pain.
My mother-in-law has dropped Lulu off. Up to where Lulu was trying to crawl towards me.
I tried to take Lulu who was crawling towards me.
"Lulu here, baby."
I was finally able to hold Lulu, carry her, to get inside the house.
My in-laws who realized I was bringing Lulu into the house, made the old woman scream after me who had entered the house.
While Kak Indah was still outside the house by covering both hands, staring cynically at my mother-in-law. I looked back at my mother-in-law behind the window of the house, she kept banging on the door of the house. Trying to take Lulu out of my hand.
beautiful Brother who did not accept with my mother-in-law now pulled the old woman to be pushed from the door of the house.
" It's best that you leave this house, because Lulu is already in her own hands, so you don't have to worry about taking care of Lulu or nursing her, because my own sister is good at taking care of the house and also her children."
The old woman seemed to not accept the words of Kak Indah, to where my mother-in-law's hand floated on the cheek of Kak Indah.
Platkk ....
"From now on you continue to upset me, you should be quiet, because I and Ana have business, while you ...."
Beautiful with courage. Cutting off the talk of the old woman who became my In-laws out loud.
"This is none of my business. But you in my house have made to the riots and calm of the host. You should have been better able to get rid of the host."
"Cnhhh ...."
Throwing spit, in front of Kak Indah, pissed me off. The old lady now left saying, "tomorrow I will come here, take Lulu."
"Please, I'm not afraid. You bring a thousand armies, a thousand battlefields. I'm ready to fight."
My in-laws look very hateful towards Kak Indah, because Kak Indah who dared to fight.
"Observe you."
After the departure of my in-laws, my sister Indah entered, where I was breastfeeding Lulu who was so thirsty, I saw the tired face of my son because I cried continuously, because of the pressure and screams of my mother-in-law.
Gently rubbed his head and said, "excuse me, dear."