Being a Dad to My Niece
Chapter 95. Arga's Phrases
Chapter 95
Marsha's body trembled between restraining anger, resentment, and sadness. She did not expect that her husband had any problems in his fertility. The thing that made him angry was the fact that Arga had hidden. It is sad to know that the man he loves is in a bad condition. But not in this way.
"Am I really not worthy of the place you share, Mas?" mumbled Marsha with tears. His chest felt very tight.
"Mother! Did the pencil meet?" Alva's voice was coming out the door.
Marsha wiped her tears immediately. He put the test paper back in the drawer.
"Wait, Honey. Mommy's still looking for him" Marsha replied while opening another drawer and there was a pencil there.
Marsha was joined by Alva and Safira who were tidying up their crayons. When he was about to press the pencil there was a carving of Valerie's name there. The more tight the woman's chest.
'Is it in your heart that there is still him, Mas?' inner Marsha.
The woman spent the time by inviting Alva and Safira to play in the garden in the apartment environment. He wanted to take away his hurt and anger. Having fun with the two boys made her feel better again.
"Safira!" Doctor Rama waves to his daughter who is on a swing and is pushed by Marsha.
"Papa," Safira replied and ran over to hug her father.
Arga saw his wife and son in the garden. He parked his car there. He walked quickly towards the two people he loved, not knowing there was Doctor Rama near them.
"Honey. You guys are playing outside." Arga hugs Marsha and Alva in turn.
Doctor Rama is stunned to find out Marsha's husband is the man who was once his patient. He still remembers Arga very well because he had to wait a long time for this patient and missed picking up Safira.
"Sir Arga?" Doctor Rama calls the husband of Marsha.
Arga immediately turned his gaze to the side and how surprised he was when he saw Doctor Rama. All this time, he was trying to avoid that person. However, now that fate says otherwise, they are reunited.
"Mas, you know Safira's father?" marsha asked with a surprised look.
"Aaa, yes. A–ku know him," replied Arga nervously.
Doctor Rama felt the atmosphere there become awkward. So he decided to go with his daughter. Although as usual Safira is always reluctant to be taken home because she still wants to be with Marsha.
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Arga felt something was wrong with his wife. Since then, the woman has been quiet a lot. Even lunch and dinner they choose to order meals through online. Marsha reasoned she wasn't feeling well.
"Darling, do you want me to massage her?" bargain Arga while going up to the bed.
"No need, Mas," replied Marsha.
The woman was still upset and angry because Arga was still adamant to hide her health results despite being lured several times about the important things she wanted to talk about.
The man was not strongly silenced like this by his wife. Just this time as long as they married Marsha seemed indifferent to him.
Marsha sat down from her bed. Then she looked at her husband.
"I don't have to say, but you, Mom. Is there anything you want to say to me?" Again that sentence was uttered by Marsha.
"What should I tell you?" Arga asked back.
"Yes, maybe there's something important" Marsha replied.
"Not that I said earlier, there's nothing important and I'm hiding from you" Arga said.
'Is your fertility test not important to you, Mom? Don't you want to have a child with me. Though your mouth always says you want to quickly have a child from me. Is that all a lie?' inner Marsha.
"We should sleep and rest. You must have achieved it, Mas!" marsha then laid her body back down.
Arga inevitably followed what the wife said even though she was still filled with many questions. He forgot his test results because he intended to let him know after undergoing the test for the second time. The man wants to see his development after treatment and keep his diet.
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After finishing the morning prayer, Marsha thought it was a good time to discuss the current issue. If yesterday her husband was tired, then after resting last night must have been better.
"Mas, what does this mean?" marsha asked Arga after changing her clothes.
Arga was shocked when he saw the envelope with the logo of a hospital placed on a mattress. Not to forget also with a pencil engraved with the name of the former. Now he can't dodge anymore.
"I'm sorry, I haven't told you this, honey, yet" replied Arga heavily as her throat was suffocating.
Marsha was still silent and stared intently at Arga. It makes the man feel more guilty and fearful.
"I also can't accept this fact. I'm afraid, I'm sad, and I feel weak, too" said Arga softly filled with sadness from her tone of speech and facial expression.
"I'm a man you want to see great, honey. But, when I found out that I had problems with my health like this, I was insecure and felt completely useless. I'm sad .. I was hurt when I saw you were so excited to have a child with me. That's why I did this treatment without telling you. I don't want to see you sad. Moreover, what I fear the most is that you leave me because of this matter," continued Arga with teary eyes and a trembling voice.
Arga grabbed the face of Marsha who now looks sad with eyes that are already watery. Just once a blink of the clear liquid must have slid down his cheek.
"I intend to let you know after the second test. Do you know why I now eat high protein foods. Nuts and diligently drink soy milk. That's all I do in the treatment process so that the super*ma condition produced becomes healthy and good. All this time I was always pensive. Maybe what happened to me right now is the fruit of what I did. However, with you by my side who always remind myself to always pray and try, making me feel confident that we will be able to have children" explained Arga slowly.
Marsha was still silent in holding back her cries. She feels like she is a wife that her husband does not trust for a place to share. Whatever happens and what is inside Arga, he will accept with sincerity. It is not that the married couple must accept all the shortcomings and advantages that exist in their partner.
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Does Marsha and Arga's relationship cool or warm? Follow their story, yes!