Being Second: Young Girl To Om Duda
the fire was extinguished

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"That's how I feel when I'm so close to this woman?!"it was Helmi's mumbling that was so comfortable when she hugged Layla while asleep, when Layla gently stroked Helmi's hair.

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"Why did you just shut up?"tanya was confused Layla who had not heard a voice from Helmi at all

This time, Helmi was so hypnotized by Layla, about the love story of Siti Khadijah and the prophet Muhammad Saw that Layla told so touching her deepest feelings

"Mass?"Layla who called Helmi with the word (mas) so very soft

Layla seems to be trying to make sure if Helmi is still in the room with her, behind the dawn light in the sun on the eastern horizon that is still hiding

Whether what feeling Helmi now feels, what is the old love?, or maybe you will be able to accept the path of destiny from the almighty?.

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"What's wrong with me?"Helmi who was not at all flustered looked at Layla with teary eyes

"Why?!"

"That speech is like I've ever heard before?!"

"But ... Is that true of him?!"thought Helmi who tried to remember all the past events that had happened.

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"Mass?"call Layla who is trying to stand up

Maybe because of Layla's eye condition which is physically disabled (blind), and, almost fell to the floor trying to find the help stick that has accompanied Layla 5 years ago since the accident that made Layla had to lose her sight for a long time

Either respect or how, Helmi who seemed aware was daydreaming about Layla and her past, immediately holding Layla's waist that almost fell

Helmi's face was so close to Layla's face now, Helmi could feel that Layla's heartbeat was beating so fast as the two of them hugged her closer

Helmi can also see the blushing face of Layla who may still be groggy when together with Helmi

Helmi who was not flabbergasted at all except just looking at Layla with a feeling that could not be said, except the increasingly teary eyes

The feeling of once being so close to the face he was holding right now, the feeling that Helmi had long lost feeling this very second

"Who is he really?!"thought Helmi who still can't remember anything about past events.

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Iqomah's voice rang out behind the window curtain, breaking the silence that occurred, a curious feeling was incarnated in the heart of the handsome prince

"Mas, it's time to pray" Layla who tried to resuscitate Helmi even though she did not know about what was being noticed and thought by her husband, the husband, who was just silent tampa made the slightest sound

"Mass?"

"Why?"

"Are you in trouble?"

"Can Layla help Helmi?"ask Layla with her innocent face

Not the answer to the question that Layla asked, Helmi immediately embraced Layla with a very dear, the most prime thing in her life Helmi embraced Layla indeed because of her heart's desire not by reason forced, but by reason forced, like the first kiss for Layla given by Helmi because she knew someone was watching Helmi's movements

A hug with a sense that Helmi still could not understand, what had entered Helmi's heart the deepest

"Don't ask now!"said Helmi who tried to close her eyes with tears that had begun to drip on the handsome face of Helmi

Layla returned Helmi's embrace so warmly, Layla was just trying to calm Helmi that she feared there was indeed a big problem that had happened.

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Layla tries to calm Helmi down by bringing Helmi closer to the almighty God

"Mas" call Layla

Helmi just hugged Layla tighter and tighter, every word (mas) heard from Layla's mouth so softly in Helmi's ears

"Mas, we better pray the morning congregation" said Layla who resuscitated Helmi instantly

"But ... I can't pray" Helmi said as she took off her hug from Layla

Layla only replied with a smile that had re-shown Helmi's hard heart all this time.

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"It's this ... We learn together" Layla told Helmi with a very happy face

The thing Layla craved the most would happen this second as well

"Are you ashamed?"ask Helmi who is so insecure about Layla

"Tempo?"

"For what, mas?"ask Layla by putting on a look of astonished face to the question posed by her husband

"For something that's gonna happen any minute"

"I don't know what prayer is, I just see people praying all this time, without knowing what they do" said Helmi who made Layla's heart shade

"Mas"

"Even if you have not prayed all this time, when you now have the intention to learn to pray, then all of it will definitely happen"

"When you are drawn to the good wishes in your little heart, then ... God willing, all that is still the intention will become practice"layla's reply that could make Helmi's vices was immediately lost when Layla spoke so softly and Layla who tried to make Helmi into a good man, husbands who can lead their households to Jannah.

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"But ... Will God forgive all my mistakes?"helmi asked that made Layla smile again and that smile clearly made Helmi's heart melt

"Mas" said Layla softly

"God is merciful, merciful"

"God will always open the door of forgiveness as wide as he is to the servant who returns closer to Him"

"God will not count the evils that his servant has committed, whether small or great, when a servant is beset by a sense of remorse in his heart,then when that is all the mistakes that have happened in the past will be erased instantly with tears of regret a servant and who will be his witness are the angels who are so close to the us"

"All those tears will bear witness to a servant's repentance, so ... There is no need to be ashamed before God, just because the mas has never prayed, in fact ... God will be so happy and welcome mas with the luckiest feeling has become kan mas as a servant" Layla said that made Helmi step by step to a better path again.

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"Is Helmi Really going to change?"

"The moment!".