Being Second: Young Girl To Om Duda
Planning a vacation
Tonight's so different, Layla, I'm not gonna let anyone disturb our beautiful romance
Don't make me crazy Layla! All I ask for is you tonight! Never invite anyone to feel the romance I am giving you later!
I just want to share my love for you
I'll never let anyone feel my affection, more than you, my dear Layla.
******
"But .. mas," I am still so worried about Manda's safety that has been guaranteed by Helmi
"You don't worry anymore, Layla. Manda will be fine, I guarantee you what I say to you!"
"Stay here, stay by my side Layla, never leave for a second of my life. I can go crazy for Layla, do you want me to go crazy for loving Layla too much?" Mas Helmi who turned my body, facing the right with the body of the burly mas Helmi that I can only feel tampa in the slightest I can see a handsome face wrapped from the beautiful body
' I don't know what my husband's face looks like, is my husband's face as handsome as my mother says? I could only feel the gentle touch of Helmi's mas, without the slightest hint of me being able to see the beautiful face behind the loving touch."
*****
Mas Helmi again led my tiny body to a romantic dining table that would bear witness to our love
"You stay here Layla, let's continue this romantic night until we fall asleep."
I don't know why my feelings are so flowery when I hear a romantic speech from mas Helmi, obviously a love speech that is so different from before, the love is real from my husband named Helmi Andika.
*****
On the sidelines of the romance that is happening, the ringing of the phone becomes a nagging bully, 'why should it ring at an inappropriate time like this, you bastard! Just being a bully!'
(Dert dert dert dert dert) ringing of the phone that still reads
Helmi still does not want to pick up the phone that continues to vibrate non-stop
"Mas, your phone's ringing, just pick it up, who knows it's important." My advice to Helmi who is still feeding me so gently and full of romance that happened tonight
Helmi just continued giving mouth after mouthful of meaning to Layla, she just ignored the ringing of the phone that still rang ceaselessly
"Mas" I said slowly
Like her, Helmi gave up on me, who asked so much for Helmi
"Wait a minute, I'll pick up my phone!" Mas Helmi said with a feeling as if not willing this romantic night was only disturbed by the ringing of a cellphone
'fucking cell phone basics! It could be just the ringing of a cell phone interrupting my romantic night together with Layla!'
'I should just turn off my phone! I shouldn't have brought along a cell phone that would only make my mood for this romantic night bother!'.
******
"Sugar!" Helmi who was so filled with cold sweat, as if the nightmare had hit Helmi's life again
'how's this? How do I keep Carina away from Layla?! I still can't be honest with Layla! What am I supposed to do?!' Helmi who was so dilemma when seeing photos and writings that read (Carina dear) on the screen of Helmi's phone
' I have to find a way to keep Carina away from Layla! I don't want this romance to only happen for a while!'
'oh God, give me a little more time, I still can't see my dear wife's face shedding tears of the foolishness I've done! Oh, God, please help me with a request I don't deserve to ask you."
*****
Helmi returned to Layla who was so faithful waiting for her, even crossed her mind, imagining Layla being so loyal awaits her completely useless self when the big lies she's been doing at the beginning of the marriage
' forgive me for being so stupid, Layla! I am a fool! I was not sane at that time! Let me start a new leaf with you, let me write your name in my heart in permanent ink, so that it won't be erased for the rest of my life Layla."
*****
"Mas, who?" I asked when I heard that someone had come back to me and immediately sat so close to my tiny body
' I'm sorry I always lied to you, Layla. I'm a man who doesn't deserve your pure heart, I'm sorry, my dear Layla."
"Only my co-workers, now you're connecting again to his meal, let there be a strong force for tonight." Mas Helmi who again gave a bribe so full of meaning to me while giving a sweet kiss on the part of my head that for now covered by a cloth called (hijab)
*****
' how do I get Layla away from Carina? Do I need to make any more plans? Do I need to lie to Layla again? Is it not a danger later, how ... if the lie is exposed? Will I be able to lose Layla!"
"But .. There's no other way! I need to get Layla as far away from Carina as possible! Do I need to take Layla out of town?"
'well that's the only way I can do it for now, that's the only way I'm comfortable with Layla!'
"Layla," call me softly Helmi
"Yes, Helmi." My reply was gentle with blushing cheeks that I was so trying to hide from Helmi's mas
"Are you still so awkward when you're with me, Layla?" Ask Mas Helmi who made me confused thinking about what answer I should give to the Helmi mas later.
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"Not that I told you, don't ever be awkward with me again. You're my wife now, and I'm your husband now. I hope you can learn a little to not be awkward again when together with myself, Layla" said mas Helmi as if to withstand the tightness that I was feeling
"Mas, I'm sorry. I'm just still not used to this, I'm sorry Helmi. I promise, I promise I will change, I promise I will not be awkward again when you are with you, I'm sorry, Mr. Helmi." I kissed softly Helmi's hand
"Never apologize to me, Layla. You've never made a fatal mistake with me, I know that you're still not used to being close to me." Said Helmi who returned to calm my mind that was already in fog.
*****
"Layla, do you want to go on vacation with me?" Questions from the Helmi mas can not be answered immediately, too many reasons to refuse the invitation to go on vacation with the Helmi mas
I just give a silent response, it all makes the heart of Helmi like her so hurt by my response to the question from Helmi mas
"I want to, mas." My reply was to get a warm hug from Mas Helmi
"Thank you, Layla. Thank you for accepting my invitation, thank you for choosing me as your husband."