
Under the dim light of night, I convey my grief
Am I willing to tell you everything?
If that speech will be a catastrophe at the end of our story later
I'm sorry, Layla ...
I am a stupid man who has a perfect wife!
I am a fool!
I don't have the courage to tell you everything!.
Helmi who is still so enveloped by fear if Layla will leave him, if all Layla will hear, the harsh reality will surely make Layla's tears fall unstoppable later
Helmi who does not want if the thought will make the romantic night that he had prepared for Layla disturbed
Helmi was so trying to act as if nothing had happened tonight, even though in her heart it was filled with worry, fear that mixed into 1
"No!"
"Gue doesn't want this romantic night to be interrupted!"
"Gue just wants to make Layla happy, even ... That happy word I can't make sure of forever!"inner Helmi who tried hard so that the tears did not fall.
"Gue has to be strong!, so you can't cry like this!, you don't want Layla to be sad"
"Yes Rabb, let me make Layla happy, I just want to apologize for my stupid actions"
"Allow the Lord" asked Helmi, who could only speak all her restlessness to the almighty.
Helmi's heart had begun to settle a little when she expressed all the anxiety, anxiety about her heart problems to the Rabb who understood most of all, the most there is a solution so that his servant did not grieve anymore
Helmi stared fixedly at Layla who was still not awake from her deep sleep, with a sweet smile as if there was a feeling that she was so trying to keep well in her heart, so that Layla will be the last port for her until the end of the day, until her life will be separated and found in Jannah
"It turns out you were right Layla"
"If we complain about the problem of our hearts to the almighty, our hearts will be at ease"
"You're right, Layla" said Helmi, who had sobbed, the tears could no longer be held in order to convey the love that had been so eternal in the hearts of men who had been deeply in love.
Flash back ✨
It is true, if a good wife will lead her spouse down a great path, even though at that time, there is hatred as hard as a rock, as if, the name of a wife will definitely melt the hearts of couples who already hate so much
When at the beginning of the marriage there is no love in their household, it will all change completely if the word Rabb has been present in the household ark.
Helmi's first search for god ...
Layla taught Helmi about religion without degrading Helmi's position as head of the family
Flash back ✨
The events of Helmi will lead to the real word Jannah through the intermediary of his beloved wife named Layla ...
"It's this ... We learn together" Layla told Helmi with a very happy face
The thing Layla craved the most would happen this second as well
"Are you ashamed?"ask Helmi who is so insecure about Layla
"Tempo?"
"For what, mas?"ask Layla by putting on a look of astonished face to the question posed by her husband
"For something that's gonna happen any minute"
"I don't know what prayer is, I just see people praying all this time, without knowing what they do" said Helmi who made Layla's heart shade
"Mas"
"Even if you have not prayed all this time, when you now have the intention to learn to pray, then all of it will definitely happen"
"When you are drawn to the good wishes in your little heart, then ... God willing, all that is still the intention will become practice"layla's reply that could make Helmi's vices was immediately lost when Layla spoke so softly and Layla who tried to make Helmi into a good man, husbands who can lead their households to Jannah.
I don't know what prayer is, I just see people praying all this time, without knowing about what they do" said Helmi who made Layla's heart shady
"Mas"
"Even if you have not prayed all this time, when you now have the intention to learn to pray, then all of it will definitely happen"
"When you are drawn to the good wishes in your little heart, then ... God willing, all that is still the intention will become practice"layla's reply that could make Helmi's vices was immediately lost when Layla spoke so softly and Layla who tried to make Helmi into a good man, husbands who can lead their households to Jannah.
"But ... Will God forgive all my mistakes?"helmi asked that made Layla smile again and that smile clearly made Helmi's heart melt
"Mas" said Layla softly
"God is merciful, merciful"
"God will always open his wide apologies to the servant who returns closer to Him"
"God will not count neither small deeds nor great deeds, when a servant is beset by a sense of remorse in his heart,then when that is all the mistakes that have happened in the past will be erased instantly with tears of regret a servant and who will be his witness are the angels who are so close to the us"
"All those tears will bear witness to a servant's repentance, so ... There is no need to be ashamed before God, just because the mas has never prayed, in fact ... God will be so happy and welcome mas with the luckiest feeling has become kan mas as a servant" Layla said that made Helmi step by step to a better path again.
Flash on ✨
Helmi is so lucky to have Layla as his wife, although she is physically disabled but not so with her heart
Layla's heart was so clean, so holy, there was no stain that Helmi found in Layla
Helmi stared fixedly at the face that was still lying asleep so soundly, so beautiful face made Helmi as if hypnotized to the beauty of Layla
With a sweet smile, Helmi said
"You're so beautiful, Layla" Helmi who approached her face on Layla
"I can feel your breath in my heart, you can most certainly make me so peaceful from all the turmoil, the uneasiness I am feeling"
"Thank you ..."
"Thank you for being in my life, Layla"
"Thank you for leading me on the right path, the path to God, the Lord who rules my heart and yours"
"Thank you for choosing me as your husband, Layla" Helmi said in a soft tone as her face was so close to Layla's
"Sama-sama, Mas Helmi" said Layla who suddenly made Helmi so shocked
"Are you awake, Layla?"
"But ... When?"ask Helmi who made Helmi's cheek blush for the first time when she was with Layla
"Hmmmm, just now, Mas Helmi said"Layla replied with extreme anxiety
Helmi who heard the plain answer from Layla smiled sweetly and said
"Hmmm"
"If you wake up because you hear all my words, do you hear this too?"helmi asked which made Layla so confused
"Listen what,Mas?"ask Layla who still remains innocent when asking Helmi
"Ishhh, you really make me even more crazy, Layla" Helmi who immediately touched Layla's nose very dearly.
Will Layla and Helmi's romance last forever ?
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