Being Second: Young Girl To Om Duda
# momestone year ago
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The past is the most beautiful old memory, sometimes the past will be bitter in the future …
Even so, the name of the past is the most beautiful memory in human history, especially .. for human beings who are in love drunk.
(Layla✨ romance party)
It is still in the same place, the place where longs to speak, the place where the heart has said
"Lo why see me like that?!" ask Layla who is quite uncomfortable with the look in her eyes Hero.
"Hmm." a slight smile was engraved on Hero's lips, hinting at the long homesickness he had endured, he could finally make up for it, after many years of suffering from longing the more time the tightening in the chest.
The longing that he always said in the third night behind the prayer mats that bore silent witness to the fall of the tears of love.
"Gue just can't believe it today?!" hero said to Layla with teary eyes
"Gue really still can't believe it! You can sit next to me again! After all these years I've been sitting by myself .. telling me everything that happened to me!"
"That first ... just Lo who I made my story friend! It's just Lo who knows me!" said Hero to Layla who looked at him with such a shady look
"Gue really still doesn't believe in today! The day I can go back to this place! The most meaningful place in my life! Place all about my feelings in the test!" The hero who is very grateful to God the almighty, who has brought together two people who hold each other back longing behind the separation after the meeting that was never thought of by the 2 people.
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"Lo still remember not the same initial meeting we met? It was a meeting that changed my life completely, a meeting that would make me what I am! I was so lucky to meet Lo back then! Maybe ... if there wasn't a Lo at that time .. I would have no more in this world!" Hero who still with teary eyes
"Thank You …"
" Thank you for being in my life, Lay, I'm not going to forget about my past!" The hero holding Layla's hand tightly.
"Thank you, you've wanted to keep me company until now, until I'm like this."
"Lo who knows the most about my true self, even .. I am a fool who does not know the Hero at all!"
"Thank you, because Lo is always there when everything near me disappears just like that!" Hero remembers the beginning of his meeting with Layla.
" Thank you, lay."
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Everything-changing meeting 🍃🍃🍃
Have you ever been in the Hero position? The position where everything was chaotic, the old man who every day was always fighting for everything! friends who stay away for some reason, teachers who are so disappointed with the results of the Olympics that so plummeted?
The suffering of Hero's life is so complete it feels, the desire to end his own life, the sense where the world is so unfair, but.
Sometimes the light does not choose who will be present, when the time, and where the place.
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The man who had been so drunk, wanted to end his life as if useless, everything had now become as it were! No one believes it! No one gave a word of support to get past the bitterness of life in adolescence.
I want to end my life by jumping from the building with the 20th floor
The condition of heavy drunkenness, making all the thoughts can not be controlled anymore, which is in the brain, how to get out immediately from the problem that is increasingly urgent, as if there is no hope left, as if there is no hope left, the best way out is suicide.
"The world is not adilllllllll!"
"Why?!"
"Why is this all just happening to me?!"
"Why?! Huhhhh!" a voice so burdened by a life so bitter to live.
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(Fate that brings us together, what fate of the catastrophe will turn into a cheerful laughter at the end of the story later?)
"Geeh!" Layla, who was also in the same building, saw a man wanting to jump from a height, then pulled his hand and spoke quite harshly
"What a crazy you!" Layla said, smelling the thick aroma of alcohol from the mouth of the man she had just helped.
So drunk, Hero laughed with eyes that went nowhere
"Will I kill myself, too?"
Layla who tried to revive the memory of the man she found wanted to kill herself, then inside her heart 'want to slap as hard as anything, she would not realize! I think it will only be free!'
Layla immediately pulls Hero's hand away from the edge of the cliff
"It's a problem don't gini dong how?! Can it be completed?!" Layla said that trying to resuscitate a Hero who had lost control by the alcohol he drank so much.
"What! The elevator is broken! You have to go down the stairs! They are heavy again!" Layla said that she was so upset, but there was no other way, if the man remained left on the building alone, it was possible that this man's life would just drift away.
Layla immediately propped Hero's body down from the 20th floor painstakingly down the stairs
"Where are we going? Or maybe you want to find a better place?" The hero who really is not self-conscious anymore.
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With breathless breath, Layla is still trying to support the body of Hero who is so heavy for the tiny body of Layla
" What! Just got to the 13th floor!" With a dull breath as if he had lost energy
"If it continues down, I may die first!"
'Did I book a hotel?' inner Layla.
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"Oh!" layla long breaths when she sees the Hero lying down with her
Layla finally brings Hero to one of the rooms in the building, it is also impossible if Layla must support the heavy body of Hero down to the floor
"Who is he?! Why would he end his life like that? Would I rather go now? Is he gonna be okay?"
"Did he not intend to end his life again if he recovered?!" Think of Layla who was afraid that Hero would end his life again after he left
"Oh!" a second breath was heard
"Better I'm here first, sure he's really conscious!" Layla who sits on the sofa which is only 1 meter from Hero, while yawning with drowsiness which is also so heavy, because today Layla also works part-time in one of the restaurants
"There's still four hours left for me to sleep! I am sleeping now !" Layla who closed her eyes tried to calm her mind for a full day.
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Mentari has revealed its rays back, as if ready to welcome the heavy routine that must be faced
"Lo who?!" Hero asked when he saw a girl standing next to him
"Awwg!" Hero holds her head because of the pain after drinking alcohol, which makes her drunk heavily
"It's a drink!" Layla who gives white water to Hero
"It's good that if you're conscious, you can leave now! So after this you have missed all your problems! And don't intend to end Lo's life again! " Layla who took her purse on the sofa and say goodbye to the Hero who stared at her in wonder
Hero tries to remember the previous events, but the more he tries to remember, the more severe the pain in his head becomes
"Aww! Who-is-she?! Why am I here?! Uhh, alcohol! Am I drunk yesterday?!"Hero smelled alcohol from his body
"Who is he? Is he the one who saved me? And bring me here last night?!" Thought that Hero was still enduring the pain in his head.
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"Huh, you still remember when Lo was drunk at the time?" Layla asked who was also nostalgic at the beginning of their meeting
"Yes remember, time doesn't! I just don't think, why can I have such influence?! Why am I so drunk like that! Like that drunk guy it's not me!" The true hero does not believe in his dark past.
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"Everyone has a different dark time story, right, if there is no dark time it .. Maybe you can't be like this right now, right?" Layla's wise words.
"Lo's right! If I had not met Lo, I would not be there now! Thanks again, lay!" The hero who is unceasingly grateful for being able to meet the woman who can best understand the state of the Hero
"Gue wonder?.But who am I, right?! Why Lo can best understand my position first! When all the people I consider the closest, leave me so alone, when I'm the deepest slump and so hard?!" a Hero who does not understand himself
Only Layla is the most understanding and the most able to provide a solution for the Hero in the past, precisely when the Hero really slumped instead of playing
"Because ... I was also in the Lo position!" layla said with a fixed look at the Hero.