Between You and Your Father
Chapter 53 Do I Love Damian?

Mother covered her mouth when Vivianne had just finished telling her story that ended up in the hospital. And then get out of the hospital in secret.

Mother stood up from her seat, "O God, son! Why don't you tell me? If you suffer in Jakarta why not come back? Mother felt guilty, because she did not know her child was suffering," Mother embraced Vivianne.

Vivianne could only laugh a little, "Mother no mistake, Bun. Anyway it's passed, the proof is I'm fine, isn't it?"

" But, Son. Mother still feels guilty. If it were not for the Mother who forced.." the Mother bowed down sad to feel guilty.

" I'll never make it like this, won't I?" Vivianne interrupted her words with a smile.

He never regretted his life. Although it feels heavy and he has also felt the lowest point of life in Jakarta.

Mother raised her head smiling a little hesitantly, "Did your wound hurt, son? Can you see it?" 

" It doesn't hurt, Bun. Because it's been a long time, hmm. Really,deh!" vivianne assured. He did not want the Mother to feel more guilt.

" Yes, Mother knows. But may, right? Mother saw?" force Mother.

Vivianne exhaled, "Can, anyway, Bun. It's…" 

Vivianne slightly undressed and revealed a scar that almost faded and disappeared to the right of her waist.

Mother crouched down and looked at him, she grabbed him with pity and sadness. 

Vivianne hastily closed it back, "mother is sitting again, yuk? Already almost eliminated?"

Vivianne held both shoulders and took her back to her seat.

" But it must have hurt that time, huh? And you are alone in facing it," said Mommy with a sad smile.

" Yes, Bun.Bun But Anne is usually hurt, if you participate in Taekwondo tournaments, right, Bun?" vivianne is back.

" Yes, but it's not a stab wound, Son. Bede. This could almost take your life, if Mr. Damian does not quickly take you to the hospital" said the Mother did not want to lose.

" Indeed. But for Anne it's the same, Kok Bun. Both hurt." said Vivianne.

" How come you're finally getting close? Didn't you leave her, huh? Why did you leave, Son of the Hospital? Why escape?" said Mother curious.

" Oh.that's. Anne forced Mother, Anne worried that Anne accidentally heard the bill Anne Hospital about ten million. Anne was afraid of having to replace it, while Anne had no money. So Anne chose to leave!" vivianne is back.

" why? Didn't Mr Damian say he would bear it?" ask Mommy back.

Anne put her shoulder up, "Maybe that time Anne was afraid of Mother. Anne didn't want to owe more to people Anne didn't even know well." Vivianne lowered her head, "Anne is afraid of being let down again, Bun! Anne thought all men were equal, doing good and then hurting and leaving a feeling of hurt. Anne's traumatized. Anne began to be unable to trust the man who approached Anne. Whatever the reason" he continued.

The Mother looked at Vivianne sadly and hugged her again, "Mother knows, Mother knows you are hurt, very deeply, Son." then Mother continued, "Now then?"

" What does Mother mean now?" vivianne asked confusedly.

" Mother's point is, how do you feel about Nak Damian, your view of men." asked Mommy affirming the sentence of the previous question.

" I don't know Mother. Damian is good, very good. It took Anne years to be able to accept him by Anne's side." 

" Do you love her?" ask Mommy while looking at her adopted child.

" Anne.." Vivianne's speech was interrupted when she heard a voice coming from the front.

Treet!!!

Treet!!!

" Ah, it looks like it's our food, Mother. You wait a minute, Anne will see." Vivianne breathed with relief. Because he can avoid questions that he can't answer. " Do I love Mas Damian?" 

Vivianne ran to the door of her apartment and peeked a little in the hole. The food has arrived.

Open the door slowly. " With Vivianne's mother?"

" This is the order, Bu. Please accept. " said the courier.

" Thank you, sir," 

" Everything, Bu. Die please." 

" Please." 

Then Vivianne closed the door of her house and walked towards the dining table.

" Bun, here's the food. Just a minute Anne's old, huh?" put food on the table and then go to the kitchen.

" Want, Mother help, son?" ask the Mother.

Vivianne turned her head, "No need, Bun. Anne can be alone, Kok. Just preparing dishes, spoons and drinking water! Mommy might be able to help open the food, huh? And sit there sweet, let Anne this time to entertain, Mother. Our guest mother Anne!" 

" You could have. All right." then the Mother seemed to open her food.

Not long after, Maya appeared with her pillow face. " The food has arrived, is it, brother? I'm hungry." he exclaimed and sat next to Mother.

Anne walked with the cutlery. " Well, your sister's awake, May?" 

" No,Mbak. Let it go, first Ma'am. He will wake up hungry too. If he wakes up now he will be fussy later, Ma'am. Your son is unique! Hehehe.." said Maya helped the older sister.

" Yes, already. Then we eat first yuk? Later let Mbak separate for Avan. Don't forget but wake him up? I'm afraid Avan caught a cold because he hasn't had lunch" Vivianne said.

" Ready,Mbak!" Maya.

Not long before the sound of a child, "Mother…! Brother Where are you guys?" 

" well, noah. His son wakes up. Long live, he. He must be hungry!" maya said with a little laugh.

" Let me go to the room. Mommy is the same Maya just continue eating it." said Vivianne.

Then Vivianne moved from her chair to walk slowly towards a room located not far from the dining room. The door is pure white. Vivianne does not really like ornaments or color rame. She likes pastel or white like her apartment. It might be boring for some people.

Vivianne pushed the door slowly, "Hi,boy! New, awake?" 

Avan nodded, "Mother of the Faith, Auntie? Maya's sister also gone by the wind!" 

Vivianne chuckled, pinching her child's pinched cheek sometimes there was a feeling of pain like pinching that the child only knew her as Auntie. And not her Mommy. But he had to be patient, he did not want Avan to be confused by their status and instead stay away from him because it was uncomfortable. 

So, let it be like this.

" Not gone by the wind, baby. Kan Sister Maya is not a leaf loh.Kamu there is only! Gemes!" Vivianne Cubit.

" Ow! Sick Auntie! Auntie loves my pinches! Tell me, Maya's sister where's Auntie?"abugn. Avan is a smart child he learned many foreign languages from Mata who diligently taught him at Vivianne's request. But indeed even so the lisp will letter 'R' sometimes like to arise.

" There, in the dining room. Avan hungry? Eating with yuk?" bring Vivianne.

" Come on!" Avan smiles. Vivianne froze, that smile was the exact same smile as the man 4 Years ago who had hurt her.

Seeing Avan was like seeing the man return. The man Vivianne didn't really forget. 

" Does he still like it?" I don't know, he can't answer.

" Damian then? Do I love him?"

Let time answer it. But one thing is certain, he just wants to be happy.

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