Between You and Your Father
Chapter 56 She Vivienne?

Andrew POV

Today I got a call from Alex, my best friend. At that time, I was in a meeting with some colleagues who invited me to join together in an IT project. And in the middle of the meeting Alex interfered with his phone, I tried to ignore him. But a message from Alex was very disturbing to my mind.

" Come, or you'll be sorry! The person you're looking for from the past is right in front of me!" 

"What mean? Someone from my past I'm looking for is just one, Vivianne. Someone I've inflicted a wound on his heart!" I exhaled the tightness that was on my chest every time I remembered that one name. I still remember what I did to him. And I'm sorry. Well, I'm sorry for that gamble, I lost Vivianne and Bryan! One of my little friends. He left me with a motorcycle that I believed to be a reward for our bet. With a letter in it.

" Congratulations on your stupidity! Your stupidity will slowly break your heart. You'll be ruined! And I'm sorry I don't want to go into that ruin anymore! Enough Vivianne no other Vivianne-Vivianne. Don't look for me, I'm leaving!"

How stifling, right?. Since then I have never met him again. But what I heard the last time I went on to study in London, and I? Alex and I were forced by our parents to move on to Melbourne, Australia. 

As time went on I began to accept with sincerity what I had done to Vivianne, although that regret and feeling was always at the bottom of my heart at the very bottom. I love Vivianne, and I realized when I lost her. 

The first year I was down, Alex witnesses everything. Because he was the only one by my side. I drown in drunkenness every day. Until I got sick, that's when I almost died realized. If I am no longer in this world, how can I apologize to Vivianne and confess everything?

Then I got up, I studied harder than the average person. I just want to show myself the best in front of Vivianne. I want him to be proud. But I'm not sure if there's an apology in his heart for me? I'm not sure. But at least I tried.

It's not uncommon for Alex to take me back to Jogja so I can see him, but I always turn him down. I'm not ready yet. Not time. I have to graduate with the best grades and be successful. I graduated and got the best grades, Daddy asked me back but I turned him down. I want to fight here, start my business here. With the help of a friend and Alex of course, we built a company here. And quite successful. But it's not enough for me, I can't match Daddy. I should be able to. I didn't depend on Daddy anymore after I finished college. I worked like a trance, until the last year the company I built with my friends began to grow and explore others not only in the field of IT. Only by working can I forget the sadness of my heart, because it always stops him.

Until the last year I was always haunted by greater guilt, I began to feel strange dreams. Sometimes I see a crying Vivianne, with her belly bloated? Is she pregnant? I don't know. Because then the shadow fades as I wake up from sleep.

Not only that, I also dreamed that a little boy was looking at me with hatred with Vivianne holding him. Who her? What does all this mean? I do not know, I finally decided to return first to Jakarta, while my Business there is managed by my friend, I will develop Business in Indonesia.

I don't know, for what. Maybe this makes it easier for me to visit Vivianne in Jogja, maybe. Because at least Jakarta is closer than Melbourne.

And here I am, back to my habitat, Jakarta. After receiving the unsettling message, I couldn't just stand by and ignore it. Finally regretfully I finished our meeting sooner and caught up with my friend unfortunately the curse.

I got into a taxi, because I just got back of course I haven't bought a car for my vehicle. 

And I met him. Someone I thought was Vivianne. Apparently not. 

I was getting a phone call in my hand while walking.

" Please tell me, this is important Lex! Otherwise, then Li is the same as me! And don't tell me you brought that fucking woman! I met him!" that's more or less what I told Alex on my phone. And the woman I mean? Valery. The one he had interfered in destroyed my relationship with Vivianne.

" Yes, just now, did you tell me where? I'm in this lobby!" my word's back.

("I'm, at the ABC cafe where we used to eat when we came here! I'm waiting for you!")

" Ok!"

Tut!

I disconnected our phone. But when I turned my head, I saw someone who was about to get into a taxi with a child almost falling down. My reflexes helped him because my position was closest and I was on the stairs or steps of the lobby court . I hugged him from behind so he wouldn't fall. The body trembled as it turned towards me, "Why? Am I being so scary? Shouldn't! Because the average woman will be stunned when she sees my face! But he's like..Fear?"

" You okay, Miss?" I asked to throw out the daydreams of the two of us, because he seemed to be daydreaming too, no matter what. I couldn't see her face clearly because it was covered in a mask, I just saw her empty eyes and then fidgety. That'sallthatis.

He said nothing and while holding the little boy whose face poked slightly, "Why do I feel familiar with his face, huh? She's.like…"

I was silent for a moment, dazed.

" Why didn't he look at me? So arrogant! But why am I shaking, huh? Wait a minute, his voice….Vivi?" it was like I recognized the voice.

" Hahah...talk what am I? There's no way it's him! Nah! What is he doing here anyway? In Jakarta? Ah, what am I talking about. I'm starting to ngaco! Maybe because of exhaustion! Well, it must be because of that! Ah, nevermind! Just a coincidence maybe! But why do I still remember it? Why does my heart feel so crashing? Could it be.he.." while staring at the taxi that had moved away from the Mall.

Andrew held his chest, "Why am I still pounding even after he left? Who the hell is he? And the boy.." The man's inner thought of a child being carried by the young woman, though covered in his shoulder Andrew had seen it from behind, he….Me? In the Small version!" 

Until a pat on his shoulder blew my daydream and I turned, "Wey! Bro! Drew's! Bengong! What the hell, anyway? A beauty? Whereabouts? Where's?" said Alex.

" Eh, I forgot to tell you something, I just met Vivianne, Drew! Crazy,Man! She's a real beauty! But I think he's married and has a son!" alex said as he walked.

I stopped stepping, and fell silent. And my body instantly shook. 

 " Vii? So is she really my Vivianne? So who's the kid? Is Vivianne really married?"

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