Black Dove
"So say sorry.."
"Ayeuna hidep calik in lohur sinjang anu number na 7. Ieu snacking ka hidep, two na indung jeung papa mah nembeluk ka sky ka seven teu aya hahalang na. Sok in timeos anu mustajabah ieu anu definitely diaammionkeun ku jalmi-jalmi anu iman, insyaallah diijabah Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala. cepeng microphona dear."((god willingNow you are sitting on a bed of 7 pieces. This reminds you, his prayers mother and father penetrated to the seventh heaven nothing stood in his way. Please in this time of mustajab, which is surely desired by those who believe. God willing, Allah is the Lord of Subhanahu wa ta'ala. Please hold the microphone dear" then Ririn's mother grabbed Vina's hand on her left shoulder, and Hidayat's hand on her right shoulder. Nayuwan painstakingly tried to reduce his pleasure.
"Mother Abah, haturnuhun pisan sateuacana because tos mikanyaah neng, ngajaga neng, sareng ngaduk jalan anu ku neng rambah, haturnuhun atos ngadidik and nungtun neng mesing atos paturai. (thank you very much in advance for always loving me, guarding and supporting the path I took, thank you for educating and guiding me even in separate circumstances)" Najuwan paused for a moment to control the rhythm of his sobs that were getting closer.
"Hampura neng bu, hikss hampura sok loba nusahkeun, hikss loba ngarudetkeun, mineng ngariweuhan ku way nitipkeun Nadia and Alea ka mother hikss. Hampura neng hiks nepi ka danget ayeuna neng can mulang tarima, can nyenangkeun anu become indung, can nyugemakeun. Hampura neng sok sometimes jolt sengor ka hiks mother sok luh lah mun miwarang ka neng, hiikkks,.hampura neng sok ngalawan in victim teu panuju jeung kahayang self neng, neng, hampura sagala sins neng anu lobana leuwihan tina kesik in baseir. hiks.." (Excuse neng ma'am, sorry it's been a lot of bother, a lot of annoyance, likes to make trouble by way of leaving Nadia and Alea to mother.I'm sorry neng until now, neng has not been able to return it. I can't make you happy, I can't make you comfortable. Sorry neng sometimes likes to yell at mom, likes a lot of alesan when mom asks neng for help. Forgive the neng likes to fight when it is not in line with what neng wants. Forgive all the sins that are more than the sand on the beach.)" Alea embraced Nadia with the same taste as what Najuwan was feeling now. Because one day when they get married later they will go through the same procession and with the same circumstances where their biological mother's father has separated.
"Mother, abah.hikkss..haturnuhun kana kanyaah na, kanggo neng ti martial kakandungan keneh dugi ka ayeuna. hikk..hhaturnuhun pisan kisan ku neng. Neda dihapunten born bathin na neng hiiksss. hampura Doakeun neng mother, abah.. mugia rarabi neng anu ayeuna sing sakinah mawadah warohmah, sing salamet barokah dunya akherat.. the house na sing ayem tengtrem, Duakeun mugia picarogeeun neng jalmi anu adil palatra ka murangkalih neng, sanajan measure the children of sampeuran. Sing nyaah na teu diwilah"(Mother .. abah, thank you for your affection, martial struggle for neng from the beginning in the womb until now. thank you very much thank you very very much. Pardon.do neng bu, abah.may neng wedding that now can sakinah, mawadah, warohmah. Good luck to the world atherat.housega adem serene. Pray that the future husband neng a very fair person to the children neng, even though they are only stepchildren. Affection is not chosen love)" said Nayuwan who faltered because of the sobbing, increasingly adding haru and pilu in the procession of sungkem.
"Dihapunten anaking hiksss anu geulis mother's daughter, teu kudu hikss dipenta atos diampura cu, jung geura teang kabagjaan hidep, Hikss. sing sakinah mawadah waromah tour barokah, salamet dunya akheratna, hikss, sing can mihapekeun self,,hikkksss.insya Allah will loba anu nyaah hikss.. ka neng sangkan neng teu ngarasa keueung mesing far ti kolot" (Pardon my beautiful daughter mother, daughter, need not be asked to be forgiven cu, go to meet your happiness, may sadinah, mawadah, warohmah and blessings, congratulations the afterlife, must be able to bring yourself, God willing will be much dear to neng, God willing, in order not to feel lonely even though far from the parents.) said Vina's mother with a hoarse voice and soft with sobs that are more domineering. Then he handed his microphone to Mr. Hidayat.
"Teteh, naon rupi anu nembe was asked by me teteh ka abah. Abah ridho's.."(( Teteh, what is the new thing conveyed by teteh to abah, abah ridho.)" Mr. Hidayata was silent, he could no longer contain everything that was raging in him, his shame, sadness, haru, and deep regret mixed into one to make his throat choked with inflamed pain.
"Sawangsul anakking hiksss. abah anu menta hampura ka hidep hikss, because abah loba tamelarna tibatan maturan teth hikss ngidik teteh. Haturnuhun anakking, hiks.anjeun ayeuna janten wanoja anu wijaksana, anu amis budi, anu wening galih, hampura abah neng, hampura , hikss,"( Instead my son, abah who apologizes to you, hampura abah, because many people neglect to cultivate teteh, to educate teteh. Thank you my son, you are now a wise woman, kind, clean hearted not to hold grudges, Forgive me, forgive )" Mr. Hidayat let himself cry for a moment until he was a little calm so he could continue his sentence that had been interrupted.
Even a few days before the event was held, only Ibu Vina, Gavin, Faisal and Clara were actually sitting together to talk about the marriage of Nayuwan and Gavin, nayuwan prefers to sit on the terrace after he shakes hands with his father and his new family. The feeling is too tight to be in there for too long. Although Gavin had tried to hold him back, but when Najuwan looked at him with a pleading gaze he was no longer able to hold the woman he loved to survive to just speak stale. Gavin can't force Sayuwan because he knows how deeply she was hurt by her father. Growing up as an adult while still a teenager the responsibility that still very much requires the assistance of his parents is not an easy thing to live alone without being allowed to complain a lot, complaining for free will only make things worse.
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sarangheo....
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