Black Dove
Good night, baby (My Freya)

Dark clouds dotted the sky that afternoon as if mourning and crying with droplets of rain. Freya's body was buried the next day at the request of all members of the Gunawan family for wanting to take Freya to her final resting place. Gavin bowed hollowly lamenting the navel of his lover. Gavin was visibly devastated by Freya's departure, especially Freya died in his arms yesterday afternoon, the mourners left the security area one by one leaving some Freya's family and Gavin's family and friends there.

Rianti's mother is accompanied by Faldo, holding Gavin who hugs Freya's navel in despair.

"Sir Gavin, please let Freya go, son, let her soul be at ease," the mother of Rianti who could not bear to see Gavin's state so destroyed, even though her condition was not much different from Gavin's, especially only 1 year ago her husband died of heart disease, now she has to give up her only daughter following her late husband.

"Why is this mom? Why would Freya leave us mom?" lament Gavin.

"Cry, son, cry as much as you please, son, but promise that you will let Freya go, mother does not forbid you to grieve, but do not take too long, let Freya rest in peace, God loves Freya too much to want to make a mother's daughter as an angel of the inhabitants of His paradise son" persuaded Rianti once again.

"Freya.." Gavin's voice was heard softly in his sobs, "Freya hiks .." again Gavin muttered Freya's name which sounded so heartbreaking to anyone who heard it, I felt how devastated Gavin was.

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In a room painted with black and gray domination was heard the cry of a man, hysterically asking himself to be released from the bond that bound his hands

"Take me off.... Pih please release Gavin pih."raung Gavin pleads with the Gods

"Gavin can't let Freya sleep alone in there Pih, Gavin should nemenin Freya there Pih.. Hix.. Rendra... Haidar.. please let me join Freya, hhiks I can't live without her Vit,." whine Gavin when he woke up with his hands tied.

"PLAC !!!" one slap landed hard enough on Gavin's face to be able to turn the young man's face to the other side.

"Vin, you calm down first, if you keep going gini we all can't break your bond," snapped Rendra in despair, his heart was broken to see Gavin who was like a madman at the moment. Gavin constantly rebelled hysterically asking for his bond to be released right then and there. He was still very hard hit and could not accept the fact that the girl he loved so much has now returned to the grace of Allah.

"Gue just wanted to meet Freya, please, I have to squirm her for the last time, please I beg you, hiiikks I beg.." pinta Gavin with a slightly weakened voice. The god finally nodded at Haidar allowing him to untie Gavin when he saw his son was already much calmer.

Gavin sat weak even though his bond had been opened, he was bowed in frustration with his right hand resting on his knee.

"Gue anter lo to Freya's funeral tomorrow, but after that you have to come with me to London, deal??" said Rendra made an offer with Gavin, of course it was all on the God's orders that could not see the suffering of Gavin for the death of Freya some time ago. It's almost wanted 6 months but Gavin even worse, God is afraid of depression that is in the Gavin is getting worse, even worse, so he took the initiative so that Gavin was kept away from Jakarta until Gavin's mental condition recovered. The God-selected way was to send Gavin to London, who would be accompanied by Satria and Rendra, while Haidar and Vito would catch up with them later.

Gavin sat down, did not answer Rendra's offer, his head bowed with a blank look, his hair that began to shuffle disheveled no longer taken care of, his body thinner, the sideburns on his face began to adorn the face of Gavin who looked haggard, there was absolutely no passion for life in the body of the 26-year-old young man, which was pictured on his handsome face was only sadness and heartache lamenting the departure of his lover.

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Gavin got off the plane in a hasty step, in the airport lobby there was a pack of Ucup waiting for him and Satria, he said, with reverence, Mr. Ucup immediately let Gavin follow himself to the place where the car was parked in front of the airport door .

"Pak take me to where Freya used to be" Gavin ordered in a cold tone.

"Well sir, to Non Freya's or non Freya's mother's house sir?"

"Go to Freya's house, sir" said Gavin. Then Mr. Ucup immediately blamed his car and immediately rushed to the place where his employer was going.

In the vast land, quite a lot of visitors are on pilgrimage today, but the atmosphere still feels quieter for Gavin. Gavin rests in front of a tomb wrapped in lush Japanese grass, on which is a marble tombstone on it bearing the name of his late lover, Freya. Then after the prayer jam he also sprinkled flowers and rose water on top of the pusara, then .enaluh 1 bucket of pink carnation flowers that have meaning

"i won't forget you"

Her crying had now long since stopped, but it changed with an immeasurable heartache within her. His heart cracked again as the shadow of Freya who died in his arms flashed across his eyes.

"How are you Fre? Sorry Mas yes, only able to visit, Mas hope you are not too disappointed because Mas too long remained in a slump after your departure a few years ago. I'm sorry if it's only today that I can make peace with the fact that I have to let you go so you can be happy." Gavin gently rubbed Freya's marble headstone.

"Honey, you are calm, Mas is now much better, even though I love you very much, but in fact God loves you more. Mas now sincerely Fre, Mas promise mas will rise, and Mas will live well. She loves you so much, and she never changes forever, because whenever you're the woman she loves the most" Gavin seemed to run out of tears even though he had been so moaning that he was holding tightness in his chest.

"Mas loves you Fre, and loves you so much.. Now you can rest in peace, dear, good night, Fre.." her tears now fell unstoppably upon Freya's headstone, and she fell into the ground, slowly Gavin moved to kiss Freya's tombstone gently for a few minutes, and then Gavin moved from the beak and stood up. Not upright, because it feels like all this still feels heavy for him to face even though it has passed a few years since the terrible incident.

With a shaky step, Gavin slowly leaves the vast burial area, but he promises to visit Freya often to just let go of his longing and of course so that Freya does not feel lonely.

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sarangheo..

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