Black Dove
"Times passed" 1

Najuwan steps up the stairs to his room upstairs while opening a brown envelope containing his divorce certificate with Raka. He breathed deeply. He sat down and hugged the envelope. His heart was not as sick as before, his tears had also dried up to cry for the man who had ruled his heart.

"I finally have the right goodbye gift for you" Nyuwan smiled bitterly.

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7 Years ago.

"PLAC !" nayuwan's face turned from left to right side as Raka slapped his face, his body shaking violently not only because of the slap that felt very sore and hot on his cheek, she said, but his heart was much more hurt because the quarrel was caused by Raka who was caught cheating. His tears flowed profusely without making a sound, his molars were trembling withstanding the tightness that seemed to be stuck in his throat.

"I have to be patient, especially? Do I have to be careful so you can appreciate me? hiks .. hiks" Lirih Najuwan bowed weakly, occasionally his sobs sounded even though he had tried hard to hide the bitterness of his heart. Raka stared intently at him, from the look of his eyes was clearly visible anger that still enveloped him. Instead of apologizing Raka clutching the arms of Najuwan and then pushing the rough of Najuwan to sit down, Nyuwan's cry broke even though he still did not make a sound. Seeing the reaction of his wife Raka immediately took the keys to his car.

"where are you going?" Najuwan got up half-running to grab Raka's arm, in a battered state he still tried to hold Raka back from leaving that night.

"It's none of your business!"ladybug Raka rough. He then starts his car and leaves, leaving a roaring Najuwan lamenting for him.

Throughout the night she kept trying to contact her husband who went somewhere. Her thoughts were chaotic, in such circumstances she kept worrying about her husband, she also continued to be self-criticizing for having her husband court shortly after he accidentally read a short message from her husband's cell phone. Jealousy, anger, sadness and guilt immediately rained down on him like thousands of spears pierced right in his heart.

Raka completely ignored the screams of Nyuwan he immediately drove his car out of the yard towards the big road. That night he did not go home again, only four o'clock Raka just returned that was on the advice of Haris, for this malm he was allowed to stay at his house to calm the emotions of his best friend.

Raka slowly opened the door, the atmosphere of the house was still very quiet, the usual living room neatly arranged now no doubt like a broken ship. Raka sighed after noticing her rampage last night, all around her were scattered shards of shard and mischievous splatters. Just a few steps he entered the living room, his eyes immediately rounded to find Nyuwan lying just like that among the scattering of items while holding his cellphone. His feeling in full of panic Raka quickly grabbed the body of his wife who was fainting from when.

"Darling, honey wake up, why are you, baby? Honey open your eyes.." Raka's voice shook she shook the body of Najuwan in her arms that drooped limp like a dead man, her heart skipped a beat her mind madly began to envelop him, although Raka often do KDRT and has been caught cheating several times but he still never thought to release Nyuwan, at times in normal circumstances he is a husband who loves his wife, but he still never thought to let go of his wife, and never could have the heart if he saw his wife exhausted again until sprawled like now, if he remembered after doing the KDRT, then his wife was sick because of his actions, his personality changed 180° to be a soft side, so that his, attentive and very pampering. Maybe this is the reason why Nyuwan always thought that her husband would change someday, the reason that always made her melt back and forgive Raka.

Back to Raka who was carrying the body of his wife bridal style, Raka put his wife's body very carefully. He rubbed his wife's body carefully using wind oil. He also treated the lips of Najuwan who was torn due to his blow last night.

"eengghh" Nayuwan began to realize that his eyes were trying to adjust the light that entered his eyes. He looked around, his head was heavy. "Simple!" Nayuwan looked weakly.

"Darling, are you going to the doctor?" lirih Raka while stroking gently the cheeks of his wife who is still swollen. Najuwan shook his head slowly, he even hugged her husband without her caring about the pain all over his body. She buried her face in Raka's arms, crying out. Raka returned his wife's embrace and kissed her forehead and head.

"I'm sorry if you've made a mistake.You may beat me to your satisfaction until your anger subsides, but I beg you not to go. Hiks don't stay alone like last night.. I don't want to be alone hwaaa.aaaaa "cry Sayuwan broke tight in his chest really can't he hold on any longer. Raka took a long breath. His throat was suffocating, ears were heating up regretting what he had done last night. Though clearly he's the one who's wrong for playing fire with another woman. All this time Nayuwan never complained in any case. His temptations are in the heart.

"I'm sorry yes who, I'm happy" cried Najuwan increasingly broken, his heart felt very sad when he heard her husband's apology. He just nodded slowly. Raka kissed his wife's forehead so deeply. Slowly Raka turned to kiss his wife's lips.

"ssthmus.."Nayuwan grimaced his lips sore, Raka forgot that his wife's lips were still hurt.

"Yuwan, open the door ! otherwise I break this door!!" Theo shouted while banging on the door of the room Nayuwan blindly. Theo was worried that Bayuwan might try to kill himself again. With the approval of the hostess, finally the door of the room Nayuwan was forcibly broken by Theo.

"BRAAAK !!!" Theo immediately ran over to the body of Najuwan who had been limp unconscious. This isn't the first time Sayuwan has attempted suicide with sleeping pills again. Theo immediately carried him out in bridal style to his car. Want it feels like Theo is venting his anger on Raka, the man who has made Bayuwan what he is now.

After the mentalaq Najuwan some time ago the man seemed to disappear like he was swallowed by the earth. From the information of his closest person Raka went abroad with his affair.

"We have drained the entrails of Nyuwan's mother, within a few hours he will soon realize, but what must be noticed is Psykis mother Nayuwan himself who is now completely destroyed. This will be difficult for us to handle, because his self-harm is like continuing to instruct himself to commit suicide when alone. My advice is to take your mother to the psykiater so that it can be handled more precisely and quickly and do not leave her alone." Theo swallowed his salivary rough, his jaw hardened, snorting his breath violently upon hearing the explanation from the doctor just now, he was completely frustrated with this situation.

Theo walked gontai towards the room of Nayuwan, he approached the bed of Nyuwan, the man stared fixedly at the face of the woman he liked, he kissed the forehead of Najuwan who was lying weak, he was very fond of, he stared at the infusion hose stuck in the woman's left back. Frisson.

"euungeuh" shrieked the voice of Najuwan who seemed to be starting to realize from the influence of his sleeping pills. He blinked his eyes. Faintly he began to be able to see the figure of Theo beside him. Nayuwan again sighed free.

"If you want to die, don't be in someone's house! Kasian who has your kosant !" scowling Theo with a tense and cynical face, again Nyuwan just sighed, he was lazy to argue with the man, he still felt his head felt very dizzy and heavy.

"BRAAK!" Moya, Ardilla, and Reva scramble to enter the room in the hospital. Najuwan smiled faintly with the noise of his friends.

"bu kumaha ayeuna, naon anu kasa where nu pain (bu how now, what feels, where hurts)?" Nayuwan smiled bitterly, his lips quivering withstanding his cries as he received the embrace of his companions, but his teary eyes could not lie, he tried to withstand the tightness choked in his throat. Still trying hard.

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Profile:Raka Bagaskara, the ex-husband of Nyuwan.

Proudly, before marrying Nyuwan he was a odd job at Manggarai Station, after marrying Nyuwan he was able to become a culinary franchise entrepreneur who has several branches in Jakarta and Bogor. But eventually he went out of business when he married the woman he cheated on. Then he continued to pursue Nyuwan so that he could re-refer to him. Basic ODGJ!

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