Blacklight A Life's
Chapter 17's

"A-what's.. Have you done it, Jeriah?"

Yejin rounded her eyes surprised to see the cut on Yeri's wrist. In fact, the incision looks like a new wound.

Srek..

Yeri quickly pulled her hand back and lowered the roll of her hoodie hand arm to cover her wound.

"You don't need to know. Excuse me." said Yeri coldly and walked quickly away from Yejin.

"Yeri-a, wait.."

"Jeon Yejin?" call someone when Yejin is going after Yeri.

"Yes, I." Yejin replied with a heavy sigh.

"I'm a lecturer here and Mr. Jeon has entrusted you to me. Come with me to the lecturer's room for a moment."

"Good sir."

With lethargic steps Yejin followed the lecturer, towards the lecturer room of the campus.

"I'll find you later, Jeriah. I hope you're okay." Inner Yejin is a little worried.

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Clik...

Yeri locked herself in the toilet room. He decided not to follow his college hours, he chose to lock himself in the toilet. He did not want to meet anyone, including Yejin who already knew of the wound on her wrist.

Yeri sat on the closet with her hands clasped tightly over her thighs. Yeri felt bad, she slowly pulled up her hoodie left arm and saw the incision wound that was still slightly bleeding.

"Maha.." Yeri chuckled as she looked at the incision wound on her wrist.

Yeri recalled the incident last night, when she had consciously and unconsciously slashed her wrist.

Yeri got up from the bathtub and walked up to take the bathrobe hanging near the bathtub.

With a blank look Yeri wears her bathrobe. He walked closer to the sink, Yeri remained silent and stared blankly at his reflection in the glass before him.

Yeri snorted with her small laugh seeing her reflection on the glass. A split second later, his gaze was diverted to a small cupboard attached to the wall near the glass. He opened the closet and took the catheter that Yeri had stored in the closet with other toiletries.

Crick..

Yeri took out the sharp blade of the kater slowly with a blank look. Yeri slowly pointed the catcher knife to the left hand. He began to scratch his white skin with the catheter knife slowly but did not make the wound too deep. Fresh blood flowed bit by bit in every scratch Yeri made on her wrist. He did not feel pain or pain because of the wounds he made himself. Yeri was even silent and blanked the catcher knife she had scratched into her wrist.

"Hahahah." Yeri's little laugh when she had already scratched 3 incisions on her wrist.

"You shouldn't live Park Yeri.. You'd rather die." said Yeri softly with a snort of laughter that still saw the cuts he made.

Tests...

Yeri's tears fell giving her incision wounds. Yeri started to sob and hit her chest from feeling tightness.

"Your life is only for Yeri-a's violence.. You don't deserve to be happy Yeri-a." Yeri said amid her stuffing.

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Everything can happen in the course of our lives. Getting something good or bad, meeting to get to know each other, and also losing our loved ones and dear ones. Everything can happen without us waiting for it. However, when bad comes, it does not mean we lose the spirit of life when all bad things happen. All we need to do is build a fortress for ourselves, think positively, rise from adversity, rise from loss and rise from the sense of hopelessness that makes us weak to face everything, that way our lives will continue and always strong to face everything that will come suddenly.

Believe me, human destiny is not always bad. There will come a time when every human being gets his good destiny from the fruit of his patience in confronting every problem. Not running away or blaming life.

But yes, that's how humans are. They must be faced with a hard life and forced to always be strong. However, never force to always look strong, sometimes we also have to give time to ourselves. If you are tired, take a break. If you want to cry, then cry loudly to let out all the restrained feelings. Remember, crying is not something that makes us look weak, but an outlet for us to vent all our emotions so that we feel relieved and better.

Convince it to yourself. If we are able and always ready to face all the problems that occur. Simply believe in yourself, then our belief will be strong to block everything and be able to rise after a slump.

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"Hm, my plane just landed and now I'm still waiting for a taxi" Soo Jae said as he chatted on the phone.

"Why didn't you tell me before. I can pick you up at the airport, if you go back to your country after 1 year." replied Hye-joon.

"I don't want to hear your babble on the way home. So, I better take a cab."

"Yeah!! You really are a brash sister and best friend. You shouldn't have come back here, just let your company go bankrupt and I'll burn you all up."

"Just do. Then I'll kill you today too, Hyung." Soo Jae replied with a faint smile.

"Of course, be careful.. I'll see you when you're in the mansion."

"certain.. All right, I'm closed."

Beeping...

Soo Jae immediately disconnected his call, and immediately boarded the taxi he had stopped.

"Where are you, sir?" ask the taxi driver.

"Must I take a walk before I go home?!" soo Jae said muttering, "Just walk first sir" Soo Jae replied to the taxi driver.

Soo Jae has returned to South Korea after 1 year in America. Soo Jae accidentally does not contact Hye-joon first, if he returns to Korea. He returned secretly because he had longed for the country of his birth.

"Eommas. I'm home." muttered Soo Jae while staring out the window.

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Campus...

Yeri walked quickly as she passed through the hallway of the classroom. He had just come out of the toilet after locking himself for almost 2 hours in the bathroom. Yeri's eyes continued to look around her, she was afraid that she would suddenly have to meet Yejin again.

Yeri felt not ready if she had to tell everything to others, enough of herself to save all the problems she faced. And...

Grep...

"Jerica..."

"Yes..Yejin.."

Yejin blocks Yeri's right hand when she sees Yeri walking quickly through her class.

"Follow me." said Yejin flatly pulling Yeri's hand to follow her.

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