Call Me, You?
Chapter 127: Ever loved.
...Chapter 127: Ever beloved....
..."You're not with Ghazi?" ask Jarrel....
..."No" replied Dashie....
..."I didn't see Hoshie take you home either?" ask Jarrel....
..."He's busy" Dashie said....
...Hoshie who he knew there was always time for Dashie even though in any busy time it would always be a place to take home the woman who is by his side now....
...Jarrel felt sorry for Dashie until when he had to be in this state of being confused by the others he should have left to go as far as possible that was the best option he had to choose but it would be cruel for him to accept a reality then if he was also faced with a sense that still needs validation from someone who also directs himself to lead an opinion of how much he is too thinking subjectively without wanting to understand and understand what should be the right of him as someone who deserves a happiness without having to bear a burden that is not his....
...Jarrel walking beside Dashie with his tongue locked does not mean he does not care....
..."If I say pity on him. I'm afraid this is the beginning of me actually underestimating others" Jarrel said....
...He who did not hear Jarrel spoke all the way down the road they were on....
..."You just shut up" Dashie said....
..."Have you ever believed in true love?" ask Jarrel....
..."No. gabe. But, I'm sure it exists" Dashie said....
..."And it must have been hard" Dashie said....
...Jarrel who was careful when talking to his best friend was trying not to let his interlocutor feel that he was being investigated looking for something that became the purpose of him to talk....
...Dashie who chuckles when Jarrel is doing this as best he can....
..."You're acting like Jarrel's not a genius doing research" Dashie said....
...Only from the heart and mind of Jarrel think surely this friend will feel that he is trying not to give an impression like this immediately read by him....
...Turning laugh in return from the friendliness naturally with people who have been said to be close....
..."I don't want to be the lead in any story" Dashie said....
...That's what's in the heart of the girl who's walking hand in hand with him right now. He who looks tired with all the life he lived but also can not stop in place with all the sad stories he experienced sometimes smile sometimes laugh sometimes sad all he showed is not forced but he was just carrying out his role that he had to show in every place or with anyone he met so that the impression caused was like what he wanted to show but what about the side his true self....
..."Is he guaranteed to be happy doing all that?" ask Jarrel....
...Dashie, who had not heard many words from one of his best friends, looked at Jarrel....
..."I see you're fine not lacking anything" Dashie said....
...He also with the busyness that must be done not yet finished he finished....
..."I'm like this" Jarrel said....
..."You are being trained as a successor" Dashie said....
...He bowed somewhat laughing slightly in response to what Dashie said....
..."I just did what I was supposed to do" Jarrel said....
..."Why is it like this?" ask Dashie....
...The atmosphere seems to be a love story that does not have any hope of being together but one of the parties does not want to go from existing nostalgia to a story that remains in the memory but not with the other party wanting to run away leaving behind an old story that he thought would only make his heart brittle could not be a strength of self to stay afloat this was painful....
..."We have to split up here" Jarrel said....
..."What are you talking about. We have to choose this" Dashie said....
..."You talk like we never see each other again" Dashie said....
..."The word selection I chose seemed too overwhelming" Jarrel said....
...Laugh a little more from the end of this meeting....
..."Not really but the tone and atmosphere here support all that" Dashie said....
...The two of them split up in front of Dashie's boarding house....
...Dashie is seen entering the five-story building which is also inhabited by several people who come out and enter when this is also done by women who are entering will soon climb the first steps for the first floor....
...One two three four five six seven steps he climbed paused for a moment....
...Look at the window on the upper right side with the night sky light coming into the room....
..."I really don't want to be the lead role in this story" Dashie said....
...Returning to continue his footsteps up the stairs to the second floor where the door of his room numbered two hundred and ten was in front of the door right in the direction of his eyes saw the door of the closed room that currently exists in front of him will be opened immediately with the key that was just taken from inside the sling bag that he carried on his shoulder and then the door opened....
...Dashie entered the comfortable house immediately closed the door back from the room and immediately locked it from the room....
...The door was locked and then moved towards the study table to put his sling bag on the table....
...Take a towel and a change of clothes from the small cupboard next to the study table....
...Go into the bathroom and close the bathroom door....
...Ten minutes the room was left by its occupants who were sounding clean themselves....
...Women who wear black shirts and wear yellow pants casual all-round suits without a motive....
...Dashie finished cleaning up....
...Drying his head hair with a white towel....
...Breathe deeply and then lie down to look up at the sky....
...Silence without sound....
..."The world is so beautiful" Dashie said....
..."I'm so scared to hear those voices" Dashie said....
..."Who are those people?" ask Dashie....
..."I'm with all these riddles" Dashie said....
...Closing his eyes inhaled the fresh air he felt from within there the tightly shut window of the room with still the light of the night coming into the room....
..."I don't like this lead role" Dashie said....
...Blood falls down the floor from a person's neck....
...He saw....
..."That day" Dashie said....
...All the things that are in there a random mess falling from its place was originally around it that is not suitable for its place....
...One more time for Dashie to forget what he saw from someone....
...The terrible picture continues to be imagined in the mind of not wanting to go or forcibly expelled all that he did in vain to force himself to keep remembering all that....
..."It was like I had no hope that it was all unreal" Dashie said....
..."Oh God. What the hell is going on with me?" ask Dashie....
...Still do not want to believe what he saw from the memory of others....
..."Why is he in there?" ask Dashie....
..."They were both there" Dashie said....
..."With the injuries he had" Dashie said....
...The fresh blood present within a person who had not stopped flowing made dying slowly as it immediately quickly wanted to take one's life in a terrifying gaze at the last moment of one's breath of air....
...The two eyes that were open saw it back in the memories that immediately came into the mind since the meeting in the city park earlier....
..."What's Hoshie doing there?" ask Dashie....
..."He was there too" Hoshie said....
..."This is especially so after something I saw from the other side I just found out about" Dashie said....
...For Dashie this is a time that really makes him very afraid to run away from the life he lived after seeing memories that he never saw seen coming in front of his eyes without not knowing how it can happen to him binding strongly like a trap that is prepared for him makes him reluctant to be excited about all activities busy themselves....
..."I feel like everyone around me is playing their own part" Dashie said....
..."Why does it seem like nothing has ever happened and I'm the only one who doesn't know anything" Dashie said....
...Dashie finds himself useless in the world he lives in....
..."I don't like the lead role" Dashie said....
...Callie who is difficult to contact even though his phone is active when called by Dashie to ask the truth that he saw by testing someone directly about the story of the two of them are unknown and then themselves known without one of them tells the story of their past who once loved each other....
...To myself....
..."Do I have to hate all this or can I just take advantage of the suffering of others?" ask Dashie....
...He's the one who's thinking about Hoshie....
..."Making someone else like this is fun for that person" Dashie said....
..."Everything he said was a lie" Dashie said....
..."Stop over. Please stop!" dashie....
...He helped a badly injured man with his neck full of fresh blood splattered on the floor of a room in which there was no one who had yet come....
...The mood that he managed to be more cheerful was not too horrified by all the thoughts of negative events about other people from a small part of the story of others who were always spoiled wanted to be loved by him but blood-soakedthe blood was too scared he had never seen from the life he lived never witnessed it was really real instead of a role scene....
...Adjusting your own breath....
...Inhaling the air deeply and then removing it through the mouth slowly is also done for several times....
..."Don't rush to blush" Dashie said....
..."Don't rush to blush" Dashie said....
..."This is not a bad start. Ok" said Dashie....
...He with all his own efforts so as not to panic give up with a throttling problem slowly makes the heart with a rhythm does not go well not knowing the time as it is now as if ready to take his life at any time....
..."Should I scream?" ask Dashie....
..."No. gabe. It just freaked out the whole building" Dashie said....
...Once again Hoshie made her heart confused whether to continue to be around her or leave without giving a message as an option....
...He also rethinks whether this is the best way for him to solve the problem....
...Recalling again how terrible the blood was flowing from Rio's neck that was in Hoshie's help closing with his right hand with his own blood-soaked shirt while still making Rio to be able to breathe his effort done until he was there opening the door to his own room watching the chaotic situation. He who does not want and wants to see that fear can not accept the fact that someone is dying not very close in front of his own eyes....
...He recalled again when Hoshie had asked him to speak in order to immediately help him hold back the blood that was rushing out of Rio's neck....
...Raising the fingers turned back the palm of the hand considering that when Ren's blood touched still felt ever touched with the protective color of red as if it looks back come and go in the shadows several times....
..."The blood also went away on its own" Dashie said....
...Thinking of him and Hoshie....
..."Who am I and who is Hoshie?" ask Dashie....
..."He's not like an enemy but like everything is being fixed by him without me noticing" Dashie said....
..."What was Hoshie really planning?" ask Dashie....
...He also saw Hoshie who asked for help to help her immediately who was helping her who was dying with blood that kept going from inside the body of her ex-lover....
...The other side that makes him more doubtful with who is the person who is always by his side when he is very sad even though it seems heavy for him to leave someone who should be abandoned after what he saw from the story his past was cruel to his best friend....
..."Can. Please, don't keep making myself this way" Dashie said....
..."For what good you give. It was all in vain" Dashie said....
...She ended up crying without a sound by herself....
..."I'm also afraid that it's only me who's devoting my life more to others" Dashie said....
...Any question of whether he is really with what he has said if remembering who he is thinking about makes it difficult for him to believe easily is not wrong if someone who is already familiar with who is the one who is thinking....
..."I'm afraid of all the nature and character of that person" Dashie said....
..."But, I am also like a bad person if I leave now" Dashie said....
...Nawa, who had just returned home, saw that someone was standing at the door of her room with the phone screen on....
...Hoshie who was in invisible mode could be seen by Nawa....
...Haven't greeted....
...He with the room key that he took out of the bag and the room door was opened by the occupants of the room....
...Walk through the door....
...Paused....
..."I saw you" said Nawa....
...Hoshie who was still in fashion was invisible following the direction of someone he considered to be his sister....
...Hoshie who hears all the complaints from the people he loves makes him realize that he is hurting the woman he once loved for the second time....