
Chapter 21: Stop to Love Again.
Time back at five o'clock over fifty-five minutes time the sun will really set after returning from the campus Callie after getting the last news from her best friend who has not received news to return.
The air was getting colder in the bus he sat among many people who quite enliven the room of the bus he was riding.
The open window of the bus passed through a part of the building and he leaned against the passenger seat, not empty, he had a lot of thoughts.
"Do I have to accept Ten being my girlfriend?" ask Dashie.
To yourself.
"How would anyone else react to me if at this moment I was with someone else?" ask Dashie.
"Why is life so exhausting?" ask Dashie.
Think hard to decide what is best for him within the thirty minutes he has to decide if he should accept Ten.
Glancing outside the bus.
She was crying alone on the bus.
"Am I going to be that selfish?" ask Dashie.
Covering her face with a palm with sobs is not too loud but still heard by the people on the bus not a little pay attention to what happened in the silence of this time but this girl shows they do not want others to sympathize or empathize with them.
For his heart that was sad to speak inwardly asked himself.
"Can't I be happy?" ask Dashie.
"After Callie left, did I have to let her go" Dashie said.
Dashie wiped her tears trying to stay firm again her reddened lips and bruised eyes were seen after she cried all she felt at the moment was that she felt this was not true if continuing to grieve the crying would become slumped and not good for psychological conditions as well as for his health if it continues to be in this circle of sadness.
The journey to where the two of them would meet could have Dashie cancel it even if he had already arrived at that place he could have taken another direction in order to escape from Ten.
The bus continues to move towards Dashie's destination.
A man's footsteps came following a man in a green baseball jacket in the night not too late convinced that he was the one he would meet at some time in the future and continued to follow where he was going.
Among the crowd of people who were at a party tonight was beautiful brightly crowded cheers of people who arrived people he followed had not stopped continuing to walk after someone who walked in front of him.
Calling her name has this girl tried, already. He had tried to call the man but the man did not look.
Tried again to call and he did not turn back.
"Is my voice not loud enough to call out to him?" ask Dashie.
Awaken again from the daydream.
Looking in all directions made sure everything he had seen was just a hallucination. He was sitting in the same bus seat with the same destination.
"I saw that kind of thing again" Dashie said.
Panic in silence.
"What's wrong with me?" ask Dashie.
A story that features a glimpse of the person Dashie was thinking about all this time about him that makes him ask if there is something unknown to him so far.
"How many times have I been present in this doubt about the man?" ask Dashie.
"Why did it all make me stop not being able to find an answer?" ask Dashie.
The man is still on the same path and Dashie is again present to be part of an unreal story to be easily digested by the intellect who keeps asking questions about the truth that makes him doubt once again.
Dashie was surprised once again with the attitude he was following running as hard as this girl chasing Ten who was also walking further away from him.
I don't know what feelings arise in this situation but he feels a tremendous fear as Ten grows further away among the crowd of people who are partying tonight.
Dashie arrives just behind Ten.
Sighs.
Call out.
"Ten" said Dashie.
Their distance was only one step but he did not turn his head when summoned by Dashie and who was chased by the man who was summoned by him several times that person was Aka.
Aka stop.
Aka was talking to someone from inside the phone unaware that someone was following her from behind and that someone passed Aka and was right in front of her.
Dashie couldn't say in four seconds.
"What's he doing?" ask Dashie.
Covering his mouth with his right hand with what Ten did to Aka.
The phone fell out of Aka's hand and she became still motionless with a blank look towards the front instead of looking at Ten but really looking straight ahead with a blank look.
"What did he take from Aka?" ask Dashie.
Ten took the involuntary aura possessed by Aka his face became pale Dashie saw this change directly in front of his eyes with just four seconds.
Dashie directly separated the two of them to not face each other which happened next was Aka sitting on the road where she was standing while for Ten to be someone who was made dazed for no apparent reason holding her head with both hands.
Looked at Dashie with glassy eyes.
He went running away leaving Dashie.
Back, Aka was seen by Dashie but what made her was much more shocked by what she saw at the moment.
"You okay?" ask Dashie.
Aka also seemed to be in a panic then took her phone that fell to the right of her foot away quickly in the same direction as what Ten had chosen just now.
Wonderingly.
"really. She can't see me?" ask Dashie.
"They're both" Dashie said.
"It's impossible" Dashie said.
That place had turned into the same place that Dashie was going to go somewhere.
Grasping tightly another iron chair in the bus in front of him now.
"Am I sick?" ask Dashie.
Touching his own forehead to check the temperature he had in his body.
"It's probably hot that I'm sick" Dashie said.
Ten more minutes would be until it was time for Dashie to get off the bus counting the time he had to decide on a decision.
He was rethinking what Aka said that he saw in the world he had just seen just now thinking back to where he was going.
"We met in the cinema .." said Aka.
Dashie vividly remembers where the address of the movie theater that Aka was going to visit was said to the person she was talking to even she remembers the name of who was being contacted by Aka when her phone fell on a nearby street on Aka's right foot.
"It's the same place where Ten and I made an appointment" Dashie said.
He also recalled his friend who went away between the lights of the building and the street blending with soft music echoing a song that was played around them around the people who were among them then it was time for the bus to stop where Dashie was headed as soon as he went down from the bus.
Anyone know how the condition of Ten who was somewhere now searching while running Dashie looking for Ten at every step of his sense of sight had not stopped looking until he got to the front of the place to watch the movie.
Ten was hiding somewhere that was also around the area watching a movie the distance between them was not too far away just that he who came early was busy with his own fear.
Not confident.
"It happened again to me" Ten said.
Still not confident to accept the reality about him.
"He saw it again" Ten said.
Removing the tears again.
"Is that just my hallucination?" ask Ten.
The crisis of confidence.
"If he was there then why did he keep coming here?" ask Ten.
Ten turned his head from his hiding place looking at the side Dashie was waiting for him while several times looking in all directions.
Removing her tears again erased her frustration again preparing to meet with Dashie.
"Did I just leave this place?" ask Ten.
Back in the hiding place self-organized with his usual attitude to Dashie.
"I don't care if he doesn't accept me anymore" Ten said.
"Most importantly he can still be my friend again" Ten said.
Ten came out from the hiding place standing facing the direction where there was Dashie in front of him from the back of Dashie, he walked with leisurely footsteps excitedly.
Calling Dashie.
"Dashi!" said Ten.
This is the time when the thrilling time for Ten is not about the answer his love statement will be answered by Dashie.
He looked over with a sincere smile for Ten.
Footsteps are getting faster for Ten to want to quickly be close to the girl he loves so much for now.
Dashie stepped closer to Ten as well.
Keep a question mark for the man who is getting closer to her.
"The jacket and everything she wears are exactly the same as what I saw in that world" Dashie said.
"Once again, I saw the other side of it" Dashie said.
Ten clasped both hands Dashie warm smile Dashie saw him again from the lips of the man who was right to hold the two hands gently and Ten hugged him tightly.
"really. Is he the guy I know?" ask Dashie.
Dashie heard the cry of the person who was holding her tightly not knowing why what she heard was not an artificial cry heard over what was really being felt by the person who was holding her.
Taking off the hug to Dashie this guy stayed with him four years ago nothing changed Dashie judged him anymore.
"Can this stay for a long time" Dashie said.
The man asked Dashie to speak and Dashie helped him wipe away the tears on the man's cheek.
"Maybe what I saw wasn't real" Dashie said.
Doubtful.
"Or maybe it was real" Dashie said.
Ten hugged Dashie again she was not for anything else but the sentence made this girl's heart touched.
Ten sobbing.
"You can turn me down again, I'll try to fix myself again until you want to be with me" Ten said.
At that moment Dashie saw two people holding hands not far away present in this situation.
Dashie noticed that Aka and Hoshie looked jealous maybe it was not important to him anymore which he further thought was about the condition of the girl being held by Hoshie.
"It's real" Dashie said.
"He can see me" Dashie said again.
Given the style of outfit worn by Aka is not wrong what she saw exactly the same as when she was about to be attacked by Ten this girl still remembers this clearly.
"Stay pretend you don't see them" Dashie said.
Take off the hug to Dashie and ask again about the presence of Dashie in front of Ten.
"I love you, Dashie" said Ten.
Answer of Dashie's heart to Ten.
"I love you, Ten" Dashie said.
Wiped the tears of the man she was with.
"You're not going, are you?" ask Ten.
Nodding Dashie asserts Ten's question.
For the third time Ten hugged Dashie and the last time he looked very happy for the answer given by Dashie to him regardless of that Dashie still clearly someone there was holding everything back an important sense was being hidden for a situation that was quite incompatible with his plan from the start.
For Dashie.
"I don't want to see my loved ones leave anymore" Dashie said.
He remembers his friend with a lot of hope.
"Rapid Callie" Dashie said.
Hoshie was muffling with anger by what she saw and heard her hand clutching tightly to her boyfriend who also felt a stroke of luck had just fallen from the sky for their relationship.
But, uh, it did not immediately make him feel relieved by this kind of unexpected surprise especially if he continued to think about the expression given by Hoshie to Dashie meaning that jealousy was not willing if something it should be his taken by someone else.
A thought by Aka.
"It's fair for the new couple there but not for me" Aka said.
Ten took Dashie's friendly hand to go to the animated movie viewing room at the first screening of the day after getting a box of popcorn and two three berry smoothies.
Hoshie clasps her boyfriend tightly to follow the directions to buy popcorn and drinks before breaking into the same cinema room as Dashie and Ten.
"She was good at hiding everything" Aka said.
The movie is being played with the atmosphere of the darkened cinema room being lighted as the lit cinema screen plays the movie.
Hoshie is not wanting much expression to respond to how the film he is watching right now his focus is only for Dashie with all the extraordinary efforts he is doing to cover it from his girlfriend who is next to him now.
The hidden anger.
"What do I have to do with that girl's boyfriend?" ask Hoshie.