Call Me, You?
Chapter 165: Where is it now?.
...Chapter 165: Where now?....
..."How many customers did you get?" ask Jarrel....
..."Three" replied Hoshie....
... Narrow-minded....
..."That's your friend, right?" ask Jarrel....
... Tone of angry voice....
..."Where are you now?!" ask Hoshie....
..."Wh why?. You want to beat me up?" ask Jarrel....
..."Just please. I'm at Xie's cafe with Dashie here too" Jarrel said....
... He who was also in front of the same cafe visited by Jarrel walked into the cafe through several tables with bad boy aura that he showed naturally....
..."Gangster act again" asked Jarrel....
... Dashie comes with three drinks of mango madness....
... He who also took a deep breath after working at his brother's restaurant since coming home from work....
... Glancing at Jarrel then Hoshie came to take his seat right next to Dashie. Hoshies....
... Jarrel relented, sliding again to the left, not wanting any commotion in the cafe at nine o'clock in fifteen minutes....
..."I haven't taken a shower" Hoshie said....
..."I know" Dashie replied....
... Jarrel who wants to laugh loosely but stifled with fatigue that reigns forcefully so that he pauses from all activities for a while....
..."I'm still handsome, right?" ask Hoshie....
..."Hmmm" Dashie replied....
... Looking towards Dashie....
..."I'm sorry if I always bother you when I'm at work" Hoshie said....
... Answer what it is....
..."I'm used to it" Dashie said....
... Jarrell....
... Looking towards both....
..."Eventually, he realized his mistake" Jarrel said....
..."Sorry. I'm too psycho and crazy" Hoshie said....
..."Hmmm" Dashie replied....
... He approached Dashie again but did not lean on his shoulder but instead leaned against the long chair they were sitting in....
... The glance of the eyes present was eager to be noticed with the person next to it....
..."Look me now" Hoshie said....
... Turning to look towards Hoshie....
... Stare at each other....
... There was nothing they wanted to say from the tiredness of today the day they had passed....
... Hoshie saw Dashie who remained with her who had always been hers....
... He wanted to enter into his beautiful world which he always kept to himself but it seemed like it would still belong to the girl in front of him....
... In his own heart for his own....
..."I'm not much different from him either" Hoshie said....
..."Isn't it. This is not the right time to express love" Hoshie said....
..."But, I feel different things that I can't explain" Hoshie said....
... Dashie felt without having to be asked was already known enough he looked Hoshie in the eye. She returned with herself preferring to lean on the same chair giving time for her body to feel things that did not drain her energy....
... He seemed to be either ready or unprepared to lose someone who was now near him....
..."Sorry" said Hoshie....
... He did not see tears in the eyes of someone he loved and he said repeatedly that might make others would be bored by the repetition of the sentence he said to the woman he was telling the one next to him at this moment did not want him to turn away immediately from his side....
... Once more....
..."Sorry" said Hoshie....
..." … Because it's been playing on your feelings all along" Hoshie said....
..."Speak even if it's a mockery of your words" Hoshie said....
... He begged again....
..."Justsaytheword. Just once, you believed me" Hoshie said....
..."I'm also conscious. I'm not the best person you need" Hoshie said....
..."But, .. " said Hoshie....
... The atmosphere gives the impression of romance increases inexorable until finally they know the end of the sadness they will get if it is too long maintained....
..."Are you tired of my attitude?" ask Hoshie....
..."Sorry" said Hoshie....
... He turned to look at Hoshie's two eyes....
... He is the smartest to hide his heart even to the person he begins to realize he has started to love him either since when it happened....
..."I don't know why I always .. " said Dashie....
..."People always say I'm so lazy" Dashie said....
..."I seem to like fun and have no future" Dashie said....
... She was with her voice without an emotion even though she wanted to cry for herself....
..."I don't think I want to be the bad guy, it doesn't mean I never did it" Dashie said....
..."But, I don't know how to express my heart to others" Dashie said....
..."I don't know what I'm going through either" Dashie said....
... They are all just as emotionless when all of those words come out of their mouths even though they come from their deepest hearts but they are not sure someone will be able to accept themselves for who they are have that space together and share with each other....
..."Excuse me. Sorry, I can't hold you" Hoshie said....
..."I am a bad person who will always hurt anyone who is around me" Hoshie said....
... Jarrel opened his eyes and glanced at the two....
... Hoshie she with her heart either others take it as a lie she doesn't care she just wants to say what she wants to say....
..."Why are we so difficult. Why are we being like this?" ask Hoshie....
..."I don't want an end like that. You understand too" Hoshie said....
..."Really am. I'm sorry" Hoshie said....
... Silent....
... He was choosing the right word for the two people near him....
... I don't know what things can make them become like this as if they want to run away the two do not want to meet because a mistake that should not be forgiven either from one of them or both are unknown to Jarrel. ...
... Slowly apologize....
..."Sorry. If I didn't back up your story .. But this time, please don't ever part even if you're never together" Jarrel said....
... Jarrel is hurrying to go....
..."I don't want to stay here too long" Jarrel said....
..."I don't want to cry seeing your story" Jarrel said....
... He in a black suit placed on the left side of the same chair rushed away....
... Dashie's....
... He looked deeper into the eyes of the man near him again more than he had ever done with a facial expression that also felt guilty....
..."Excuse me. Sorry to burden your life with my life story" Dashie said....
... He once again smiled very sincerely at Hoshie as he always saw every day when he was near her....
... He tidied the strand of hair to the left of Dashie's soft ears with the fingers of his right hand....
... The man in the dark gray suit on the right hand side by rolling up the sleeves of the white shirt on both sides of the hand....
..."Don't apologize anymore. It was all my fault" Hoshie said....
..."I should be the one apologizing to you" Hoshie said....
... Stop tidying up Dashie's hair strands with her warm voice sounded also with the sympathy she showed with the words....
..."Wonderful" said Hoshie....
... Her....
... He smiled in embarrassment....
..."Is true. This is the first time you have praised me directly" Hoshie said....
... Remembering something....
... Complain....
..."But, that guy said I was like a gangster" Hoshie said....
... She let out a small laugh, lowered her gaze down and then looked at Hoshie's face again....
... Closing your mouth so as not to laugh with both fingers piled into one....
..."Why are you laughing?" ask Hoshie. ...
... Dashie did not comment on any complaints from Hoshie about Jarrel that this was his nature....
... He in an invisible fashion decided that he would leave immediately after seeing and hearing for himself the meaning behind the words of someone he had just heard meant the profound sadness of the two people he deeply felt honey and still have to be like that in his mind does not want at all he changed whenever wherever it will never be....
... Behind the vast glass window seen from his direction now stood looking at the two full of emotions who wanted to explode at any moment but he did not know his place to say it was all there was. He just stayed alone....
... ...
... He also did not know that he was so crybaby while undergoing all this did not want to stop crying his tears continued to fall from the rest of the self defense that still remained....
..."I don't love that guy. Really, I'm just used to it. That's it" Ghazi said....
... Rubbing her tears....
..."Really, I love that guy. It was that person who had left me" Ghazi said....
... Sobbing wiped her tears again....
... If aloof is the right choice then there is nothing different if he prefers himself by sometimes daydreaming and thinking of himself how to behave as a way of self-introduction until he is difficult and tired to ask why all this happened to him....
..."I'm really not willing to let it go" Ghazi said....
... She was crying more and more....
... For yourself who are sad....
..."How's this. How am I gonna handle this?" ask Ghazi....
..."He who always comforts me already has someone else he loves so much and is looking for all this time" Ghazi said....
..."Don't let him see me crying" Ghazi said....
..."He needs it more than me" Ghazi said....
... He was bowed while squatting alone without anyone among the many people who passed by still he was alone....
..."I'm alone again" Ghazi said....
... With questions for yourself that are not yet over....
..."Why is he so brave for me?" ask Ghazi....
... ...
... His face was reddened by the yet to stop crying....
..."Why can't I curse or be mad at him. Why?" ask Ghazi....
... Ghazi....
... He did not lie about his heart and mind towards the woman he loved in front of him at this time. Hoshie is also aware of the arrival of a person even though in invisible fashion that he also loves but with a reason to test how strong the woman who is loved and loved by his best friend, Oryn. How strong would the worst possibility be to him if such a miserable thing befell them and completely separate the two whom he knew loved each other. He could not imagine at all what Ghazi would not have been able to easily accept all that fate....
..."What time are you home?" ask Hoshie....
..."It's still about ten in the night. Don't wait for me" Dashie said....
..."I'm waiting for you" Hoshie said....
..."Yes already. I'm working again" Dashie said....
... Hoshie nodded....
... Hoshie with a coat next to him he used to cover part of both arms....
... Ten minutes later....
... One egg cream soup was brought for Hoshie and one glass of warm water was placed on the table next to each other....
..."Eat the rice too" Dashie said....
... The tone of voice threatened....
..."Spend it!" dashie....
... The voice was still heard....
..."Ok" said Hoshie....
... Dashie returned to work to meet the visitors at another table still inside the cafe who would order food....
... Jarrel came back after leaving for a moment to check the security section of the shopping center....
... ...
... He called one of the waiters at the cafe to order food for dinner....
... Waiters came and recorded the food menu that Jarrel ordered....
... The woman waiters went to give her next order to be prepared at Jarrel's desk....
... Jarrel will take the soup made for Hoshie....
..."You don't want to eat it?" ask Jarrel....
... Prevented directly with Hoshie's right hand....
..."I can't" Hoshie said....
... Put the phone on the table and start enjoying the dinner prepared by Dashie....
... He ate a slow soup that he was eating with rice in a tablespoon with his right hand....
... Suddenly had a question for Hoshie....
..."Didn't Ghazi say anything about me?" ask Jarrel....
... Quick response....
..."Since when have you guys been that familiar?" ask Hoshie....
... Short breath....
..."Eat it" Jarrel said....
... Read the situation that is happening at the moment....
... He felt like he had just finished a secret mission sitting there relaxed enjoying the atmosphere that was about to be midnight in a few hours from now on....
... Cold mingle without noise is now clearer with the visitors who began to be less cool chatting with the closest people at one table....
... The sound of the game played by Jarrel is clearly heard with the volume of the phone is not silent....
... The calm lasted only two minutes....
... From the outside, two people are fighting unusual for those who are there to rest after work....
... Jerking ...
..."Why do you always follow me?!" said Gan....
... He follows emotions....
..."Why are you afraid you can't fix everything?" said Ans....
... The class leader excitedly fought with his classmate....
..."Keep at. You always bring up that problem!" said Gan....
... Pointing with the index finger of the right hand on the face of the class leader....
... He was fierce when he spoke again....
..."You've lost your mind!" said Gan....
... Not to lose....
..."You're a lot stranger than me!" said Ans....
..."Why did you change schools because of me?" ask Gan....
... He couldn't possibly say in public the reason why he'd go that far....
... Defend themselves....
..."So pinter. Just keep changing that you're the victim here!" said Ans....
..."Why why. You don't accept I can be smarter than you?" ask Gan....
..."I just told you and you've started again" Ans said....
... Maybe the way they talk is not too loud but the place they are in is now starting to be quiet before night is reasonable will clarify every word whatever is said by the people around the cafe....
..."Did you hear a couple fighting?" ask Hoshie....
... Clarifies....
..."They're "Like" not "A real wife's husband" Jarrel said....