Call Me, You?
Chapter 182: Myself.
...Chapter 182: Myself....
..."I'll finish this meal" Dashie said....
... He did not want to comment on the story of another man so great in love with whom he also began to open up....
... The pain seemed to fill increasingly fill his heart that wanted to go immediately from there but something made him prevent to rush to decide to go disappear inexplicable but in fact he did not want to it all ended that fast....
... Ten minutes later....
... Seven o'clock over twenty minutes in front of the restaurant where they just finished dinner....
... The streets are a little jammed....
..."You're not mad at me?" ask Hoshie....
..."Angry" said Dashie....
..."Anyone has their own problems. Should I punish you?" ask Dashie....
..."I'm upset. Angry, why can I like you" Dashie said....
... Talk reality....
..."I'm just someone close to you not your girlfriend" Dashie said....
..."I can still be around you with everything you've got without having to find a lot of reasons to leave" Dashie said....
... He looked at the girl on his right....
..."I've always loved you" Hoshie said....
..."Be my wife" Hoshie said....
... He's flat and cold....
..."I want to but not now. Your love surprised me too much" Dashie said....
... He was joking....
..."You don't want to?" ask Hoshie....
... He's getting embarrassed....
..."Yes would but .. not now" Dashie said....
..."You think marriage is that easy" Dashie said....
..."Look at our age" Dashie said....
... Things that Dashie had wanted to ask but always delayed when he wanted to ask her directly with the person....
..."I've always wanted to know what's the reason you always didn't want to introduce me to your friends?" ask Dashie....
... He laughed but this answer can be fairly honest or arguably only himself who is afraid of loss....
..."You remember Fable and Poet. They represent all my friends" Hoshie said....
..."They're pretty good in my opinion. What is there to fear?" ask Dashie....
... Be honest....
..."They are the kind of people who are very persistent. I'm afraid of losing you" Hoshie said....
..."Really am. I know you a little bit too" Dashie said....
... Defend themselves....
..."I don't play too often. You can see it" Hoshie said....
..."Ok" replied Dashie....
..."Okay?" ask Hoshie....
..."Yep. Okay" replied Dashie....
... Dashie's....
... Someone once explained about a human gene that has undergone evolution due to an experiment in the past an explanation of the Xoco nation. Seeing the changes that little by little contained in him now he was not sure to make sure that he belonged to the nation. ...
... Not believing yet....
... Speaking in the heart....
..."That's just how many percent of the traits I have doesn't mean it's true" Dashie said....
... Hoshie saw someone daydreaming....
... Ten centimeters away slightly moved his right hand to the left in front of Dashie....
..."Dashie!" get Hoshie....
... Awakening from daydreams....
..."Oh" replied Dashie....
... He still has his own world....
... Pay close attention to Dashie's condition....
..."You're doing fine. Are we going home?" ask Hoshie....
..."I guess I'll have to drive you home?" ask Hoshie....
... Looking at the sky and then around to get a picture of the weather is very bright in accordance with the weather forecast that he saw from inside the phone screen....
... Looking at Dashie's face is drawn from the left side as Hoshie looks at the air that is not too cold at the beginning of the night....
... Hoshie saw Dashie's condition was supposed to go home....
... Grabbing her hand and taking her home....
..."I'll drive you" Hoshie said....
... Nodding slowly, Dashie....
... Along the way Dashie stayed silent while looking out the window from inside the car to the right of the steering wheel....
... He also did not look with an angry face to anyone who was clear he was wanting not to say much that was read by Hoshie. But, uh, he could not breathe a sigh of relief with these circumstances and situations considering after what they had just gone through could not be taken lightly with such a big problem one could easily forgive the mistakes of others who had hoshie realized it was not easy to just say an apology....
... Sometimes Dashie closed her eyes and looked out the next window and now opened a little window on her right side of the car that felt the cool air entering slowly fill the space in the car and then she saw Hoshie which looks ordinary but he knows and believes someone is worried and anxious about the meaning of himself for someone he loves must be different than before....
..."Does he think the same as I do?" ask Dashie....
..."I'm afraid I'm the only one who cares too much" Dashie said....
..."I'm afraid I'm the only one who ends up alone" Dashie said....
..."I'm afraid I'm the only one crying here" Dashie said....
... Looking the other way outside the moving four-wheeled vehicle drove Dashie to get to where he lived....
... Gets little....
... Smiling friendly....
... Holding his head over this girl next to him with his right hand....
..."You sleepy?" ask Hoshie....
... Dashie's....
... Shaking his head with that little smile but it meant no anger....
... Removing his hand from the hair of the girl's head....
... The journey continues to arrive at Dashie's house....
... Someone's been waiting on the rooftop of the building where Dashie lives. He saw the person he was waiting for had arrived in front of the six-story building coming down from the car driven by Hoshie which was opened directly by him....
... Men with glasses minus and long white shirts with subordinates trousers made of casual fabric with brown footwear was seen from the back wearing the same clothes as what was worn by Hoshie....
... Dashie went inside and Hoshie watched the girl climb the stairs waiting for her to arrive in her own room with the lights on four minutes later. He is seen opening the window and greeting this man from his room after confirming Dashie is in his room and Hoshie goes into his car and leaves the front of the building....
... Wait until Hoshie is gone....
... From up there he could still see the light of the room lights that spread out from the front of the window with the motion of the shadows created by the owner of the moving shadow....
... Look around the outside of the fresh air building at night with a few people there rising above the same rooftop where it is....
... He was not a shadow without a form but this man was seen by those who knew that he was one of the occupants of the room in the building where they lived....
..."You can hear me" said the man....
... Dashie was tidying up his books halted for a moment when he heard the same voice again....
... It makes the atmosphere around him quieter....
... Listen more to what will be said by the person he often hears every advice....
..."Stay away even if not directly" said the man....
..."Go awayl. It's not too late" the man said....
... Hearing her again the voice again seemed hateful when saying every meaningful word of advice made this girl think about what mistake Hoshie had made so that everyone seemed to hate her so much....
... To myself....
..."Or am I blinded by love?" ask Dashie....
... ...
..."All that advice will make me feel special and it could be bad for me" Dashie said....
... Knocking on the door hard enough but not too disturbing then out of the owner of the room whose door was knocked by a teenage girl....
... Dashie will open the door of his room intending to remove the trash in one bag of crackles that he carries in his left hand with his right hand open the doorknob....
... Nawa opened the door of her room from inside her room and then closed it again after seeing the person....
... Threats....
... Giving food to Nawa....
... The same tone of voice as the threat....
..."Don't wanna?" ask Ans....
..."All right" said Nawa....
... Kinda scared....
..."You're not repeating it again, are you?" ask Nawa....
..."You want?" ask Ans....
... Checking the food Nawa received....
..."Not really" said Nawa....
... From the direction towards the staircase Dashie saw the two look familiar interacting with each other....
... He moved away and down the stairs....
... The two of them had already seen the person they were looking at descending down the stairs....
... Seriously....
..."I've forgiven you so why are you still here?" ask Nawa....
... This girl is serious too....
..."Can't you?" ask Ans....
..."What is your home for is also very good" said Nawa....
..."I'm just imitating you" Ans said....
... The sharp and cold eyes of the owner of this pale face....
..."Stop the. Impossible for you" said Nawa....
... Started to argue....
..."It's impossible for Nawa" Ans said....
... Relented....
..."It's up to you" said Nawa....
... He left and did not go in the direction where Dashie had gone but went to the side of his left room to open the door and enter the room....
... Short breath....
... Talk about their class leader....
..."How can that person control this woman?" ask Nawa....
... Closing the door from the inside....
... Speak without a voice but scream in the heart....
..."I can hear you!" said Ans....
... Open the door of his room again by bringing food for someone and wait for him at the door of the owner of the room....
... Waiting two minutes there but he hadn't come this long enough so he stayed there to see the person he was waiting for actually coming....
... Three minutes later....
... Smile familiarity....
..."Hello there. You still remember me, I'm Gan's girlfriend who works at brother Xie's cafe. Have we met each other?" ask Ans....
... Recalling....
..."Oh. I think I'm starting to remember. You're the one who comes to the cafe a lot" Dashie said....
... He gave me a cup of cold drink....
..."It's a butterfly pea flower tea latte and also your favorite sandwich" Ans said....
... Dashie was a bit awkward with one's friendliness even though he had seen it but a feeling of alert was in this moment....
... Pulling Dashie's hand....
..."Just accept it" Ans said....
... Cheerful....
..."Oh yea. My name is Ansele, I live there" Ans said....
... He gave the drink and the food and left with the sound of a footstroke from Tan-colored mules heels shoes....
... Dashie saw her go in a white, sleeveless dress all above the knee as the length limit of the casual dress was....
... Yells out....
..."Don't forget to eat. Dashie!" said Ans....
... Saw the teenage girl go down the stairs....
... A little surprised....
..."He knows my name" Dashie said....
..."I heard there are new residents in this place. Is he the one?" ask Dashie....
... From inside Nawa's room looks rushed to go somewhere....
... He didn't even notice that Dashie was there just past him....
..."Nawa why else?" ask Dashie....
... Dashie went into his room and saw a gift from someone who now lives in the same place as him....
... Looking at the piece of paper from the inside of the sandwich box he received....
..."I always love you. Yoshie" ...
... Read the next sentence behind the paper....
..."Can we meet again. That's hope"...
... He read it in exactly the same writing as what he used to see as the writing of the person he had dinner with....
... He read the message at eight more than twenty minutes after Hoshie drove him home....
..."I should be angry or crying. Give me one choice" Dashie said....
... His mood changed again....
..."Be aware. Don't get carried away with the situation" Dashie said....
... She wanted to thank him for the food that Hoshie had delivered through Ans' help just now but he was reluctant to do so....
... Outside the person on the riverbank this afternoon who kept watching Dashie was still there hearing every word spoken by this girl who was feeling very disappointed with someone but on the other hand she was I love that guy too....
..."Is this love enough?" ask Dashie....
..."I'm not sure even though I'm very confident" Dashie said....
... Hoshies....
... He does not forget about one of his past romance stories with others that may be very sad for the person....
..."I was too cruel to you" Hoshie said....
..."He must hate me so much" Hoshie said....
..."All my apologies are useless" Hoshie said....
... Self-conscious....
..."All I said was a bunch of meaningless trash" Hoshie said....
... He walked into a first floor of the hotel that he had entered intending to meet someone he knew and had once been very close to....
... At the reception desk....
..."I want to meet Miss Callie" Hoshie said....
... Waiting downstairs in a long chair near a hotel reception desk....
... Ten minutes later Callie came....
... The vintage-style white dress lady with her white bag came with a footstep with khaki high heels....
... He did not forget the owner of the anklet....
... Hoshie wakes up from the sofa he lives on to the girl of his ex-girlfriend....
..."Is there something you want to say?" ask Callie....
... He was trying to keep that pure taste....
..."Thank you" Hoshie said....
..."Sorry once again .. " said Hoshie....
... Callie doesn't respond much - she listens to an apology from someone without having to respond to what she should have done because she can't forgive others before she forgives herself first....
..."Pardon?" ask Callie....
..."I'm the one who should be apologizing" Callie said....
..."Apologizing to myself" Callie said....
... He leaves Hoshie to see someone he once loved is not for him anymore and is not the way anymore....