Can What a Widow Like You?
CHAPTERS. 2 Unmitigated regrets

Even the night did not feel now changed in the morning, the fresh air that he breathed seemed to throw all the dirty memories in his mind slowly.

After a few hours of travel, the bus he was riding stopped. Now that he arrived in his hometown, there was a taste of haru mixed with grief.

After he walked from the bus stop, soon he saw a simple house that became the story of his childhood. The tears that he wanted to let out, held back for a moment considering that there would definitely be people watching him.

After she was at the door of her house, Dinda ventured to knock on the door. It sounds good from within. After the door opened, there was a woman who looked at him in full search. Realizing he was her son, her smile was knotted while hugging Dinda tightly.

"Minda.. You how are you?" He still hugged Dinda.

"Alhamdulillah good ma'am.." He answered by releasing his mother's embrace.

Rita, Dinda's mother looks surprised by the child's eyelids that look swollen. Her tears that were now dripping, became the answer to the question in her heart earlier. Rita took him in.

They occupied the sofa, then followed by Yanwar the father, who came from behind. Seeing the condition of his son who looks not okay, he immediately hugged his daughter with sadness.

Although no words have been spoken from Dinda's lips, they already know the meaning of Dinda's arrival. Moreover, he did not come along with Dimas.

"Dad, Mother.. I'm sorry to dispute what you said first. Now I have realized and have felt the feeling you have felt for a long time. Mas Dimas betrayed me and now I'm parting with him. I beg you, forgive me!". He said unceasingly crying hugging his parents.

"You're patient, son. Maybe it's your destiny. We have forgiven you for a long time, there is no grudge in our hearts. Although it is bitter now". Yanwar replied, unceasingly rubbing Dinda's back.

"My friends used to want to make you happy, but all I did was make you hurt. And now that I'm back, it's gonna be a burden on you guys". His regret was ceaselessly condemning his selfishness first.

"Don't talk like that, son. You are our son and if you come back, don't feel like you're a burden to us. Precisely if you are miserable, surely we will feel sorry for it. Thank goodness you came home, this is our home. This house will always be open for your arrival". Rita said that calmed Dinda's heart.

"Thank you, Dad.. I ask, guide me back to be a child who sholehah. I don't want to let you guys back down". His love unceasingly wept, lamenting his fate and selfish past towards his parents.

"It's okay, Dinda. Don't worry about it all, now you're our responsibility again, my son". Yanwar said to calm Dinda down.

His heart was now feeling cool again, the burden he had felt for a long time was now a little broken. The warmth with her parents is now back. Because all of that disappeared, when he decided to marry Dimas.

From the beginning Yanwar and Rita did not support their marriage, it was already apparent from the first way of meeting Dimas being arrogant towards his parents. But because of love, Dinda whistled loudly asking both her parents to bless her. With a heavy heart they allowed Dinda to marry Dimas.

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On the other hand, Dimas' secretary Lidya was cheering inwardly. Knowing the state of his boss's relationship is now destroyed. He didn't stop thinking about how to get close to Dimas.

'With this my dream of becoming an Adhinatha family, will soon be achieved'. His heart murmured in joy.

Lidya is a beautiful girl, who is 27 years older than one year with Dinda. It's just that he always wears open clothes, making all men attracted to him because of lust. The other case with Dinda, who is closed. He looks more honorable with hijab and robe in his daily life.

Lidya who had been waiting for Dimas' arrival impatiently. Until Dimas arrived, he rushed into Dimas' room. I hope he will clarify his relationship soon.

"Mas, sorry about my presence your relationship with your wife is ruined". He pretended to be sorry.

"But you're happy, aren't you, with the destruction of my household?" He asked with a slight smile.

"I-I'm happy, because I can be your only woman. But I also feel your tension Mas, especially because of me". Say sorry back.

"Don't think about it, honey. I'm sick of that woman too, she's no longer attractive. I'd better be with you". Tempting.

Lidya was getting excited, she felt that luck would immediately side with her. Her dream of becoming the wife of a rich man will soon be realized.

"When do you want to marry me?" Ask with spoiled.

"Quickly!" Dimas replied, who again began to tease her.

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"Our daughter-in-law is good sir, she must love our giving". Utami.

"May they soon get offspring yes, I can't wait you want to fondle grandchildren". Hopefully by slightly imagining his future is holding a baby.

"We pray for the best, sir, for our children. Maybe they're not yet time to be given offspring". Reply Utami.

Their car is now in front of Dimas' house, hoping his favorite son-in-law will soon be welcomed.

But what they wait for does not come, even the house seems deserted. Until their questions in their hearts are answered, with the arrival of security in the house.

"Good day, Mum!" Sapa Pak Asep, security who has worked for many years in the house.

"Sir, why is the house empty? Dinda where?" Utami asked who looked astonished.

"Bu Dinda is not home. Mr. Dimas said, he went home to his parents who were in the village". Answer Mr. Asep.

"He went with Dimas?" Utami asked curiously.

"Mr Dinda just went alone sir. While Mr. Dimas went to the office". Evidently.

"Of course, our son-in-law doesn't come home alone. Try calling Dimas, get him home first". Said Heru to Mr. Asep.

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Dinda does not waste her time with her parents. He was cooking with the Mother, the happiness mixed with her now enveloped his heart.

How could he defy the will of his parents? While the old man who had raised him, looked so good to him. Until regret became his biggest enemy, which always haunts at all times.

'why does Mom look pale, huh? What are my feelings?' Mumbled Dinda in the heart.

He wanted to ask his mother, but there was fear. Until suddenly his mother who was cutting vegetables, suddenly drooped and limp.

Dinda screamed hysterically to call her dad. His guess turned out to be true, The Mother was not well. Finally they took Rita to the nearest hospital.

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"Have you been tired lately?" Ask Doctor.

"Yes Doc, although my wife rarely does heavy work, I often see her always looking tired". Yanwar was clearly against the Doctor.

"It's possible that Ms. Rita has a heart problem. But this is just my alleged examination. If you want to be more clear, do a further examination". Doctor's talk.

Dinda and Yanwar were speechless, they kept their respective sorrows in their hearts. The crying broke, even though they were holding him back.

"Patience sir, Rita's mother can be fine. However, he must undergo regular check-ups often". Doctor's talk.

Dinda could only continue to blame herself, there was a sense of guilt in her. 'Why did I leave my parents for a man I didn't deserve to call my husband before?' His heart is angry.

'God, why is it that when I am happy with my parents, so much of the trials that hit my family? Why should my mother feel pain?' His heart is sad.

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