
His heart was already unstoppable, the sadness tonight made him unable to sleep well. So that at midnight Dinda woke up again, he rushed to swing his legs into the toilet.
He berhudzu and conducts evening prayers, perhaps this is the best way to complain without others knowing. Only to Him will the greatest secret be awakened.
He then raised both hands after finishing the evening prayer. Before he spoke, his tears fell suddenly.
"Oh my God, what are you planning again? Does my happiness not deserve me right now? Or do I have to wait patiently for everything I can achieve?"
"Oh my God, I don't want to be soaked in grief and I don't want to be in hope either. Please give way for all my happiness to come in. If he wasn't supposed to be for me, then I would be sincere. Just please let go of all my feelings for him". Lirih.
**
Morning crawled so fast as if not to give him pause to calm his heart. Ah, perhaps more precisely in the few hours that Dinda passed by this time, she had not been able to hold back her increasingly whipped heart.
"Don't bring all your problems into the job, if it's all burdensome you'd better take a break for a few days". Yanwar.
Dinda was silent looking at the food that had not been finished, she turned her eyes towards Yanwar with a big smile.
"Dad don't worry, your son will be tough enough in this. You have to be sure I'm a strong widow". Answer by maintaining his smile.
"Whatever it is, the quality of your work is the best. So, do not force yourself to work harder because you are forced to. Everything will hamper on its quality". Reply Yanwar, he felt that Dinda's smile was not a genuine smile, but was forced to cover up his sadness.
"You don't worry about that, Dad. It's a small problem in my opinion, before I even had a very difficult problem. Right?" Dinda was still evasive, so Yanwar could not do anything. He only prayed for the best in his heart.
'You are a strong boy, Dinda. Too bad a lot of people underestimate you'. Yanwar's heart murmured.
**
'Until when should I hide? If this continues, my revenge cannot be avenged'. Lirih.
All this time he didn't dare to come out, it was just that luck sided with him this time. He met with someone who is not easy to enter the area just anyone.
"Maybe a little entertainment I can do as long as I play pretty". He said with a sharp smile.
He clenched his hand and thought about starting again. And surely his cunning ingenuity always has a good response.
**
"Usually this kind of thing only exists in the movies I watch, then the man comes back and surprises the woman. Maybe I should realize that if this was all real, what I imagined was just a piece of the dream would also be impossible".
"Even if he doesn't get to see me back to apologize, but will he realize his mistake?"
"Why do you deny it? I kept your promise at that time".
Dinda kept talking to herself, hoping for a miracle between herself and Kevin. But now he doesn't come to see her.
There were a lot of questions in his mind about why Kevin was so willing to lie to him. It's just that he didn't intend to go looking for her, he better hold all his irritation in his heart. Although his heart cannot be denied, that he wants an explanation.
**
"You still can't focus on your work? You're not a workaholic, I fired you tonight". Bima Say.
"But-but Boss.."
"Go from here, I'm sick of seeing you". Say it again until he doesn't want to hear Fania's reason.
"Boss, can't you give me a second chance? If I didn't work here, Dad would be mad at me". Said.
"That's your business, I'm sick of you". Reply with passing.
After collecting the money, he rushed to get the bag and got out of his workplace.
"If that man had done nothing shameful to me, I would not have done this. Huft.. Damn, bad luck". His grunts while walking down the street.
Fania was working well, and she no longer thought about Dimas. But someone broke his mood. The man's mischievous hand deliberately touched Fania's thigh.
He gasped and felt dislike for the man's disrespect, he slapped him and was seen by his superiors. What a shit that can't be predicted.
"I don't have a job right now. How will you deal with your anger later? I don't think I can deal with it right now". Slowly flowed.
The burden is not over yet, not just thinking about the anger of his boss or the brengs*k man earlier. But his father also affected his anxiety now, he was confused what else to do.
"Amkhar.." Irritated shouting.
The shout made the attention of others to him, Fania who was not aware of the number of people and was too deep to think about her problems made her unable to control herself.
"Hey, what did you do to that woman?" Asked the few people who heard Fania's cry to a man who was in front of Fania.
The problem was not finished there, when Fania shouted there was a man who passed her. So that makes the people around him approach and prejudiced if the man will do bad to him.
"Sa-I didn't do anything. I just.." Said the man who had not been able to continue.
"don't dodge you, is it possible that he'll pickpocket the girl?" Ask someone who suspects the man.
"N-no, Sir. Sa-me.."
BUGH'S.. BUGH'S.. BUGH'S..
Judging the man without knowing the clarity of the matter, Fania who was confused by the attitude of the people in front of her again shouted in order to release the man they were beating.
"Stop, stop.. He didn't do anything to me". Fania's shout made everyone who beat up the man stop.
"Why did you scream like that? Doesn't he want to do you?"
"He didn't do anything to me, please let him go. I screamed because there was a personal matter". Answer Fania.
"Next time don't be like that, Ma'am. It's a public street, thankfully this guy is okay". Reply to some of these people.
"I'm sorry.." Said Fania who was embarrassed.
**
He immediately saw the condition of the man, he looked shocked also when the number of bruises on the man's face. He immediately took her to sit on a bench on the side of the road.
"I'm sorry, it's my fault you're like this". Fania said regretfully.
"Why do you have to suddenly scream? If I mat*, the first person I'll look for is you". The man replied, it made Fania shiver in fear.
"Don't be like that, you're scaring me. Wait here, I'll buy some medicine to treat your wounds". Reply Fania.
At first Fania felt sorry for the man, but unexpectedly he was very annoying and upset him. What an eternal misfortune for tonight.