Can What a Widow Like You?
Chapters. 77 Holding feelings

Lidya's state was quite miserable at the moment, he was drooping limp with some injuries on his body. The wound did not come from someone else, but by himself who continued to try to escape from the rope that tied his hand.

The turmoil in him was getting peaked due to stimulant drugs, so he forced himself to open the rope. His hand had a pretty big wound.

He lay on the floor without a thread, all of which he let go of himself without any interference from others. Although he had shouted that someone wanted to enter the room, everyone seemed deaf and did not understand Lidya's wishes.

When he woke up, his body felt pain. Somehow last night, it was clear he finished everything alone to look messy and pathetic.

His hands clenched in thought of last night's events, his mind fixed on Dinda. Yeah, it's always Dinda that he blames. Somehow he never realized that all these terrible events were his own fault.

"Dinda, you should feel my pain too. Wait after I escape from this place". He muttered, still holding a grudge.

"You're still planning on escaping from here? Just ponder your intentions, before no one could escape from this headquarters. Not even your ex-husband can escape the torture we inflicted". Said Jack, Kevin's favorite bodyguard.

Lidya was aghast when she heard someone saying from behind, not knowing when she came to her room. Not even the sound of his arrival did Lidya hear him.

'Mas Dimas? They even had time to torture him for being involved in problems with Dinda. She's the damned woman I've ever met, I have to get rid of her'. He flowed in his heart with a vengeance that continued to flare up.

"Because you are still not deterred, your punishment will increase. After that, don't expect you to be able to climb your feet in this city. You'll be sent to a prison far away from here, enjoy your last moments of living in this town". Jack continued, with a cynical smile and passed away leaving Lidya.

Lidya was speechless, Jack's threat really made her die a flea. Even from the shadow alone, the prison that was mentioned by Jack sounded very scary.

"Aarrggh.. I still have a grudge against you Dinda". Irritated shouting.

**

Kevin smiled triumphantly when again and again Dinda again limped by his actions. The sense of regret is now getting stronger, especially just getting to know him directly for a few days Kevin always admired the attitude of his adorable wife.

"I don't want to lose you any more". He said by tidying up the child's hair that slightly covered his face.

Dinda is increasingly convinced by the words of Kevin, she feels like a lucky woman to have a husband like Kevin today. Although at first he looks annoying, but after getting to know more deeply he knows if Kevin is soft-hearted and loving.

"I'm very comfortable with you, never take this comfort away". Said Dinda who shamelessly hugged Kevin under the thick blanket they were wearing.

"Never, I'll keep you comfortable". Kevin answered while rubbing Dinda's head.

**

"Dad, I've never seen our son this happy. Is it because I'm the bad one, huh? I've never given her a little happiness". Alisha said with regret.

"Whatever Kevin used to be, we can't get everything back. All we can do is fix it, so you have to promise from now on to give her a sense of happiness". Answer William.

"You're overreacting, remember.. Our son has a good heart even though his outward appearance sucks, and I believe he must have forgotten everything". William said, calming his wife.

However, Alisha is still haunted by regret. She has failed at being a mother to Kevin. But because of her Husband's words, Alisha is now determined in her heart to fix everything.

"Hopefully I can make him feel happy again". The reply.

**

"Hey, the self-informed sister. You may not be present at an important meeting because of a woman. You're such a bitch". Hendrik said from a phone call. Zidan only smiled at the ridicule of his older brother who always insinuated himself.

"So soon you find a girl who can melt your heart, so you won't look like a weathered widower who's quiet to be pityed by the woman out there". Replied Zidan who again mocked his brother.

"You don't make fun of me like that, I'm so flattered". Hendrik replied with a chuckle.

"You can't tell which one is praising and which one is mocking. You're not that smart". The weird snorting annoyed, he quickly turned off the phone connection.

Hendrik just shook his head slowly, Zidan's attitude is still a little childish. But he was very big in loving his sister.

'Actually, there is no woman that I am looking for, but the woman is married. Especially her husband as handsome and as neat as Mr. Kevin'. He murmured in his heart.

Since his brief meeting with Dinda, he has been very interested in her. It's just that he never got to meet in person again. Even his sense of trauma also destroyed his courage to reveal. Ever been hurt by a woman makes her not dare to mess around with what is called love.

'Even I am not brave enough to express it, this trauma still torments me. Sometimes I wonder, when all this pain disappears? But I still don't have the right answer for that'. Welcome back.

**

Day changes with night, so quickly the change between day and night. As if it cannot be denied if we bring this life in happiness, surely that time will feel short. Also on the contrary, it will feel bored if everything is lived with sadness.

William's family, including Dinda, were having dinner at a restaurant near the waterfront. The roar of the sea breeze makes its own comfort for them now. It was as if all of this was a rare moment that they would rarely encounter.

"We must enjoy this holiday period, rarely William's family this familiar, before our relationship a little tenuous. And that's because of me". Said Alisha who suddenly expressed her regret.

"Mom.." Call William, this is a code so that Alisha does not fall into regret.

"justified? If Mommy's been making our family tenuous, Mommy's been too wrong about this, Kevin. Sorry". Alisha. I don't know why he feels so sorry to remember the past.

"Mom, even though my attitude still can't be good in treating you. But I can't see you like this. Come on, we're missing everything". Answer Kevin.

"Aren't you angry?" Alisha asked with slightly dewy eyes, Kevin shook his head when he found the question. "I'm sorry Mommy, everything will be fixed Mommy. You have to believe that". Alisha convinces her son. Kevin didn't deny it, he just took his mother into his arms. How happy Alisha is, so rarely does she get a hug like this from Kevin.