Carmen's Love Trap
Wearied

Carmen

Actually I'm tired of maintaining a household that I think only looks good on the outside but in it there is no feeling at all. So empty and empty. Everything is nothing more than pretending. All like wearing a mask to look good and covering the other side of the bad

I have been living in a household like this for almost a year. Tired of heart, tired of mind and also I am fed up with all this. Mama Tara and Papa Damar kept asking me when I was pregnant. Abi never nanya anyway, but from the look in his eyes I saw that Abi wanted me to immediately give him a grandchild. Fortunately, the relationship between Abang Wira and Kak Dewi returned to harmony. They already have children.

Today was the time we met after Abang Wira and Kak Dewi had long disappeared because they were busy with taking care of the new branch, and also they were busy improving their relationship. Mas Zaky was also busy with his work and often went out of town. There was no development in my relationship with Mas Zaky at all. Regressions yes. I don't care either. It feels like all my feelings for Mas Zaky are gone because of the disappointment I feel.

Mas Zaky came very happy because he would meet Kak Dewi. Although Abang already has a very funny child and became his favorite toy Abi replaced me, but did not discourage Mas Zaky to still see Kak Dewi as his idol. Poor thing. When will he love someone who never loved him?

Dinner this time was seen once the intimacy between Abang Wira and Kak Dewi. I saw the change in face of Mas Zaky who was very dislikeful of the couple in front of him. In my heart I laughed, what he felt was not worth the pain I felt. I had to hide everything in front of Abi and show him we were okay. I don't want to hurt Abi. I want the trust he gave me to show and I prove that I can make Mas Zaky love me.

But apparently, my efforts to survive this long were in vain. For almost a year, I had the pain of marrying a man who never loved me. This time I again saw Mas Zaky trying to tease Kak Dewi and change his stance to want to cheat from Abang. I hid and I heard everything. Sister Dewi was really angry with Mas Zaky.

"Mas, I don't like you like me! I respect Mas Zaky because Mas is her husband Baby. If Mas continues like this to me and makes Baby hurt, I will not stay silent! I've been hiding from Wira, but that doesn't mean that Mas feels I let all the actions that Mas did! Conscious dong Mas, Mas must have hurt his heart a lot Baby! Poor boy Mas, instead of trying to love him, but why is it like people fail to move on gini anyway?!" The Goddess looks very angry. Apparently he is the same as me, has long held back his frustration all this time.

"I tried, Wi. But I can't. That baby is just me taking it as my little sister, nothing more! I can't love a woman who's been in my eyes no more than a sister. I tried to forget you, but I couldn't! You're the only one I love!"

"You're crazy, Mom! If you think like this again, I don't even want to meet you and talk to you again! I've had enough of all the silliness you've made so far. I'll tell Abi, Mommy and Brother. If you don't change, I will force you to change!" threaten Kak Dewi who then left Kak Zaky who looks upset and languish.

Mas Zaky then say goodbye to go home first, because there is a job. I intentionally didn't come home with him. Just like Mas Zaky, I am also emotional. There is no kapoknya he pursued the love of Kak Dewi. A year ago I endured my heartache and proved that I was the right wife for her. Butwhat? It means absolutely nothing to everything I've done!

Sister Goddess looks uncomfortable when she sees me. I get it, he's been trying to keep my feelings going all this time. Sister Dewi is a good sister-in-law. He loves you so much brother. It is not wrong if there is another man who puts his heart and likes his good-natured attitude.

I went into the house and changed my clothes and prayed. I returned to busy myself with work. Whenever I feel hurt, I switch to work. Instead of me crying and continuing to regret the decision I made, I better prove to Abi that I can make him proud of my work. Even though I failed with my own household.

At about 02:00 in the morning, I heard the gate open and Mas Zaky's car shortly entered the garage of the house. However, instead of going straight into the house I heard the sound of a bell ringing. Bizarrely. Doesn't Mas Zaky have his own keys?

I opened the door and was surprised to see that the one knocking on the door was Mas Zaky's driver. He was carrying Mas Zaky who looked drunk. Mas Zaky called the driver and said he was at one of the nightclubs.

I asked the driver to take Mas Zaky to his room. After putting Mas Zaku on the bed, the driver left. I thanked him for giving him the tip money for his kindness to drive my husband home.

I went back to Mas Zaky's room after locking the door. Mas Zaky is still lying on the bed. I don't realize he's home right now.

A very pungent smell of alcohol directly pierced my nose. I don't like that smell. Why are people so happy to drink alcohol that smells like this?!

I took a small towel and a container and filled it with warm water. Pity Mas Zaky if it is not cleaned his face will be dirty. I cleaned Mas Zaky's face with a wet towel and then I'll replace his shirt with a cleaner change of clothes.

I opened one by one the buttons of the shirt he was wearing. Her flat, muscular stomach and burly body were difficult temptations for me. I've only ever felt like a wife who's been completely twice. The rest, neither I nor Mas Zaky, nobody wants to do that anymore.

I cast away the beautiful shadows as we did the unification, I quickly opened his shirt and now I have to open his trousers. Apparently what I did made Mas Zaky wake up. I thought he would be angry but he wasn't.

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