
Carmen
I tried to go home quietly even though in my heart I dig-degan. Mas Zaky drove me to Indo last November and I ordered an online motorcycle taxi app to go home. Crazy anyway, we like playing cat-kissing and fear of being caught by Abi.
I went into the house after saying my regards. Mommy is in the kitchen busy cooking and trying new menus. I salim with Mommy and then say goodbye to the room because it feels very sleepy. Mommy doesn't have many questions. What I'm afraid of, I'm gonna cross paths with Abi. Fortunately Abi was going to play badminton with his friends on the complex court.
After taking a shower and changing clothes I read the message Mas Zaky sent to my phone. Like people who haven't met in a long time, Mas Zaky asks a lot of questions about my circumstances.
"Will it be home yet? What about Abi? You're not being asked? Unexpected? Then we can meet again when? Do you want me to drop off work tomorrow?"
I smiled reading the barrage of questions Mas Zaky sent me. Even though I actually lost and even fell into Mas Zaky's trap, at least the device I made came to fruition. One example is, Mas Zaky is now much more attentive to me.
I could see for myself how sincerity was within the look in his eyes. Don't forget that I've known Mas Zaky since I was a kid and I know how he lies and when he tells the truth.
I replied to the message Mas Zaky sent. I said that everything is fine and about when we will meet see the situation and conditions later. I put my phone on the nightstand and laid my body on the bed.
I stared at the ceiling of my room while thinking hard. What if Abi gets caught? What if you know too? Then what about my household and Mas Zaky next? It hasn't been three months since our divorce verdict and last night we've been referred.
I admit, I was too easy to make the decision to refer. It's as easy as I thoughtlessly proposed to Mas Zaky in a public place. Yes, that is my stupidity. I was in too much of a hurry and only regretted my actions after everything happened. Now I'm thinking, is it true that Mas Zaky is going to re-register our marriage?
The big question in my mind is when are we going to be honest with Abi? There's no way we're constantly cats like this. Ah ... I got dizzy. My phone is ringing. A message came in from Mas Zaky.
"How about we have dinner tomorrow? If not, would you like to have lunch outside? Or do you want me to come in the morning and drop you some breakfast?"
Mas Zaky is really like a man who is pregnant with the woman he loves so much. I loved reading every message he sent, now everything describes Mas Zaky's true heart.
"I have to get home on time tomorrow, Mas. How about lunch?" my reply.
I haven't put my phone down yet, Mas Zaki has already replied to the message I sent. "Assyc! Where are we going? Where do you want to eat? Can I hug you for a moment? I've missed it!"
"I want to go to a cafe tomorrow in the South Jakarta area where will I eat? We can meet at that place. "
"South Jakarta? I'm looking for a good place and can be free to hug you! "
I bobbed my head reading a reply from Mas Zaky. Why should we look for free food? We want to eat, not do anything. Basic yes, men if there is a want it is just there. Everything will be done.
I was still waiting for an answer from Mas Zaky when my bedroom door was knocked. I was shocked and quickly hid my phone under the pillow, it turned out to be Abi. I let Abi in and the man who loved me so much walked up to me and sat on the edge of my bed. "How was yesterday the streets? You happy?"
I forced a smile on my face even though my heart felt guilty for lying to Abi. What if Abi finds out that I've been referring to Mas Zaky? Abi would be very disappointed in me. I'm sorry Abi, I can't refuse a man who loves me I'm a fool. I'm also too pussy about my love for Mas Zaky.
"What a roar, Bi. I got on a rafting trip a few times. I haven't been to Dufan for a long time." I told Abi excitedly, so Abi knew how happy I was.
"It's not usually you walk with your friends until you get home for the night, son. It's okay, you do have to entertain yourself occasionally. Don't just work and keep working. You are still young. Remember, if there is a man who loves you and you also love, that he is to Abi. Abi wants you to start your life again. You don't just fixate on the widower in front of that messy house!" abi's Advice.
How'this? Abi hates Mas Zaky. If Abi finds out we have been referred, it can be finished Mas Zaky by Abi.
"There's no hook yet, Abi. I still want to work and enjoy my life. Abi take it easy, yes, I will definitely introduce the man I love to Abi later. " I think it's better I calm Abi down than to be honest and even make things messy.
"Yes, you rest. Want to eat dinner first or want to go straight to sleep after Isha prayer?" ask Abi.
"Go to bed Bi. I don't want a fat dinner tonight. Thank you, Bi, for your care." I said sincerely.
Abi gently rubbed my hair and smiled lovingly. "Sure dong. Abi should pay attention to Abi's only daughter. You're the one Abi has to take care of now. Let no other man hurt your heart. Abi will beat up until he can't wake up if he dares to hurt you! "
I had to put a smile on my face. I don't know what Abi is thinking right now. I was anxious and thought about my future with Mas Zaky who had no clarity yet. Abi came out of my room and I just remembered that I was texting Mas Zaky. I saw the incoming message. Oh God, just a moment more than 20 messages have entered. You bucin boy!
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