Carmen's Love Trap
An Unwanted Divorce

Zaky

I completely forgot what I had done that night. I try to remember. That night I was very disappointed with the rejection from the Goddess, I went to the club and ordered drinks to the bartender. Before I got too drunk, I called the driver and I can't remember what happened. I only knew that I woke up in the morning with my upper body not wearing a thread.

My clothes are on the floor. I was thinking last night I ended up having another husband and wife relationship with the Goddess. I took a shower and felt my head throbbing in pain. After the bath I decided to drink warm water so that this dizziness disappeared. Just finished drinking, I passed Baby.

Head dizziness plus Baby's attitude that forced to go home to his parents while asking for divorce made me more emotional. That's what got me into a fight with Baby. It was the first time I had a fight like that with Baby. All this time I've even relented and obeyed all Baby's requests. Now I just found out why Baby is so bad. It was only fitting that his family overreacted like that. It's all because of me. Stupid, Zaky!

"Ma, I admit that I was wrong. I really don't intend to hurt Baby. Help me, Ma. Tell Baby to talk to me. Give me a chance to correct my mistake. I love Baby. I don't want to lose Baby. I'm lonely now no Baby, how about we end up separated?" I whine at my mom who is busy cooking.

"Mama doesn't want to interfere anymore. Mom is scared of Agas. Don't tell Papa you're intervening! Can you make another fuss Papa you and Agas later!" threatening Mom.

"Then who can help me if not Mama and Papa? The goddess has kicked me out and won't help me anymore!" whining me like a child.

"Yes you own dong business! You are a man. Show me with your effort. Browsing there on the internet how to conquer the heart of an angry woman. You are, you are smart in leading the company. If the problem with the heart is blind and stupid!" nagging Mama again.

"Yes .. yes. I'll try to get Baby to come back to me!" my resolve.

I keep an eye on Baby's house. Not even once Baby gets out of the house. It's been a few days and I'm getting desperate. Don't let me be late and Baby actually filed for divorce for me.

Unfortunately I was late. Mama gave me an envelope telling me about the lawsuit Baby filed for me. I feel like my body is weak. Will there be no chance for me at all?

"Usaha. There's no harm in not continuing the effort?" My mother continues to encourage me. "Tokay like this karma huh? Mama used to sue Agas divorce eh now destiny makes you get divorced by her son Agas. It turns out that the karma of Mama's past crimes has not ended. Seeing you destroyed like this, like Mama who once left Agas in a state of ruin and even married your Papa," said Mama sadly.

It turns out that my divorce made a lot of people sad. Making bad memories that have been buried for decades back inundated again. My mom was sad and feeling guilty. Papa again felt himself like a thief. Abi Agas feels betrayed again. All because of my mistake.

My work in the office is also getting worse because I'm not concentrating. Some tenders I failed to get. It feels like my world is collapsing. All because I think about Baby.

I occasionally go home to our house. Feels silent. The things Baby left behind are still neatly arranged in his room which is now my room. Only in this room can I sleep well.

Finally the opportunity came. While I was driving, I saw Baby's car coming out of his garage. Quickly I followed and I overtook. Baby braking impromptu. I got out of the car and knocked on the window.

"Baby, can we talk to you for a second?" my many. My voice may sound very desperate. If necessary, I'll plead with Baby to drop his divorce.

Baby did not answer. Just lowering the window is not. Baby even turned his face away from me. "Please, Baby!" I said very pleading.

Baby looked down and wiped his tears and he pulled back his car and wanted to leave. I knocked back on the glass door. I'm trying to chase him.

I got back in my car and followed where Baby was going. He's going to one of the cafes but I'm late. I got hit by a red light and lost track of it.

Baby is no longer going home. I searched for his whereabouts and I did not find him. Until the time of the trial, Baby was not present at all. He didn't want to follow the mediation and bring me the recording of my conversation with the Goddess that night.

Our divorce proceeding is ongoing and Baby only comes during the reading of the decision from the judge. I still firmly do not want a divorce but Baby did not change his decision until the end. When the judge ruled we were officially divorced, I couldn't stand the tears. I cried sad, just like Baby.

"Goodbye, Mom!" Baby extended his hand to shake. Finally he said a word, but it was not this kind of farewell that I wanted.

"Baby, I'm sorry!" I said full of regrets.

Baby almost pulled his hand that I did not welcome, I quickly returned his hand. "This won't be our end. I-i promise. I will bring you back" I said solemnly.

Baby looked at me but ....

Plakk

A hand separates my handshake and Baby. "Don't stay long. It's not the mahrom!" abi said with a ketus.

"Yes. Yesterday's wasted. Now it is sweet. Don't want to, Deck! Let's go home!" The hero embraced Baby and invited him to leave me.

Abi looked at me fixedly. "Now you have nothing to do. Don't bother Baby. Let her be happy with her life!"

"But, Bi-" I haven't finished talking Abi's already cut my words.

"Oms. Don't call Abi again. Moreover, you have hurt Baby's heart," Abi said firmly.

I accepted rejection again. I looked at Abi's back who was walking away. Baby didn't look back. He considered me his past that he should forget.

Maybe for Baby, I'm the past. I'll prove to Baby that I'm going to be his future. I'll prove to Baby that I'm his irreplaceable mate.

It's never too late. Including in fixing all my mistakes. I learned everything from Google. I will practice my learning. Let's see, I will definitely manage to get you again!

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