Chasing Love Casanova
Chapter 34. Karma or reprimand

The atmosphere became tense as the doctor began to reveal and explain the state of Resia. Apparently, when doing a thorough examination, it was found that Resia had cervical cancer.

Of course, John, Haikal and Ainisha were shocked to hear the doctor's statement. Cervical cancer, a disease that is quite feared by the woman, can be very frightening. What's more, doctors recommend removing the uterus. Because cervical cancer suffered by Resia, has entered an advanced stage.

Ainisha also felt the sadness of life that will be lived by Resia. Moreover, he was faced with two choices, which would both make his life full of sadness. If she chose to remove her uterus, then her whole life she would have no offspring. And if she chooses to defend her womb, her life will be in danger.

Ainisha could not imagine what would happen to Resia if she lived without having a uterus. Moreover, he has no children.

But why should I be so sad and dizzy thinking about Resia? I should have been happy because she would not be as happy as I am right now, Inner Ainisha.

Ainisha kept thinking with Resia. He thought that a woman would not feel perfect as a woman without a womb. Because the one that can distinguish between men and women is the uterus. Because men will never have a uterus.

After hearing the doctor's explanation, John was devastated and desperate. But he also has to make a quick and correct decision. Ainisha could only be silent to see John sitting limp in the waiting chair. For Ainisha there was a bit of joy between her sadness.

It's like karma, or is it just a rebuke? Is it time for me to carry out my plan? inner Ainisha.

Ainisha approached John and sat down beside him. Ainisha hoped her plan of approaching John would work.

"John, patience. I hope you are strong in dealing with all this. There will definitely be wisdom behind all this" said Ainisha softly.

"Thank you, Clara. You still want to help Resia even though I've been bad to you" John said, staring at Clara.

"That should have been. Even though I hate you so much, because you never thought I existed, but humanity still has to be held in high regard" Clara said.

"I'm sorry, I have to make a decision right away. Do you think I should take the advice of a doctor to remove Resia's uterus?" ask John.

"I can't give you any advice. Just do it as you please because later, you will be responsible to Resia when she asks you. I can only provide support for you," replied Ainisha softly.

"True Clara, John. As a friend, I can only hope that everything will be fine" Haikal said.

"Thank you" said John sadly.

John finally decides to wait until Resia comes to her senses and decides to be with Resia.

While Haikal drove Ainisha home because the night was too late. Along the way, there was no conversation between them. Only Haikal, occasionally glanced at Ainisha who was sound asleep beside him.

Haikal's car stopped on the side of the road near Bu Minarsih's house. Haikal did not know how to bring Ainisha into his house. Haikal had to wait until Ainisha woke up. Haikal took off his suit and shrouded it into Ainisha's body.

While waiting for Ainisha, Haikal threw himself in the car seat. Two hours later, Ainisha awoke and was shocked to find herself asleep in Haikal's car.

Ainisha removed her seatbelt and looked at Haikal who was still sound asleep. Ainisha took the coat that Haikal had covered in to his body to immerse it into Haikal's body.

While enveloping Haikal, Ainisha shed tears. There was a deep longing for her husband. He also wanted to say that they already had a very handsome son. Haidar Ziyan, a baby that he had never expected before would be present among them.

Ainisha's tears turned a smile. There is a happy feeling knowing that Haikal still misses him to this day. But who was the woman who was with Haikal yesterday?

Ainisha got out of the car and went into the house. It turned out that Ms. Minarsih was still waiting for Ainisha to come home.

"Clara, are you home?" mrs Minarsih asked after opening the door for Ainisha.

"Yes, Mom. Why aren't you sleeping?" ainisha asked after kissing the back of Ms. Minarsih's hand.

"Mother is waiting for you. I was worried, after hearing Resia crash," Ms. Minarsih replied as she looked at Ainisha.

"Why did you suspect I was involved in the Resia accident?" ainisha asked suspiciously.

"Mother ... didn't mean it that way, Clara. I know, even though you are eager to take revenge on Resia, but I see that you are not a cruel person," replied Bu Minarsih trying to dispel Ainisha's suspicions.

"Mother, the event that befell Resia, was entirely the will of God. Ainisha did not take part in the least. Maybe it has become a lifeline that must be natural Resia," said Ainisha with a sigh.

"Actually I'm just worried about how you're going home. Especially it's late at night. It's hard to get a taxi" Ms Minarsih said later.

"Mr Haikal is with me" replied Ainisha briefly.

"Thank God, then. Then he's the one who drove you home?"

"Yes, Mom. Oh, Ainisha is very tired, Ainisha wants to rest," Ainisha said as she yawned.

"Rest, I'm going to rest too."

Ms. Minarsih and Ainisha headed to their respective rooms to get some rest. However, although Ainisha had tried to close his eyes, but the shadow of his togetherness with Haikal full of joy and sorrow made it difficult to sleep.

The next day, Ainisha rushed to take a bath and changed clothes. He wanted to see if Haikal was gone or not. He quickly got out of the house, and found Haikal's car no longer there. There was a hint of disappointment seeping into his heart. But it is unlikely that at the moment he took the wrong path because now his goal is to get close to John and get him to leave Resia.

To realize her goal, Ainisha goes to the hospital and sees how John's relationship with Resia is. Ainisha sees how John tries to persuade Resia to agree to plastic surgery to return her face to what it used to be. In that case, Resia was luckier than him. Resia can use her own face unlike hers.

But it also did not take away Ainisha's gratitude to God. That he was still given the chance to live longer. Even living with the fruits of his love with Haikal.

For several days, Ainisha followed the development of Resia. The thing that makes Resia quite satisfied is when she saw Resia saddened by her decision to lift her uterus. There was a slight smile on Ainisha's lips as Resia cried and shouted.

Have I turned into a psychopath because of a grudge? inner Ainisha.

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