CHOICES IN LOVE
50. Sasha's Decision.

***K.R Group Hospital***

…Sasha Yorina's…

Like lightning striking in broad daylight, I was still fixated on what I heard behind the door that was in front of me? I could hear two men at odds in the hospital's infirmary.

I heard clearly that it was the voice of Kenan and Rion, the two brothers who were arguing, and it had to do with me. They talked about the pregnancy and the baby I was carrying.

'i'm pregnant…!' that's the question that's in my heart right now.

I personally prevented Madame Kania who claimed to be the mother of Kenan and Rion from entering the treatment room. The voice of their debate that mentioned my name, made my hand reflex to prevent the movement that mistress Kania wanted to do.

I can still hear clearly how Rion's defense and trust in me? I can also hear how Kenan's current doubts are with the baby I'm carrying? Kenan clearly doubted that the baby I was carrying was not the child of the seed she had planted a few months ago in my womb.

Disappointed, I am certainly disappointed. Sad I am definitely sad. Angry, I'm definitely angry. But I could only shut up and accept everything calmly. This has all happened, the rice has become porridge and will not be able to become rice again.

I was still silently faithfully listening to all of their debates. Mrs Kania, Leon's assistant and Kris's assistant who was with me were also able to hear all their debates. The three of them looked at me who was just looking straight at the tightly shut door in front of me.

Not a single one of the three of them dared to make a sound. But I also remained silent without any movement? kenan's doubts make me unable to do anything? kenan's doubts proved all his words a few months when we both realized from our actions that we shouldn't have done.

That memory was spinning back inside my head, without me being able to prevent it.

Flashback…

"why are you silent and crying? do you think I'd sleep with a woman like you? I also had to do it so that your brain would not go crazy." said Kenan who flashed inside my head at this moment.

Memory after memory of what Kenan was saying at the time? now just turn around again.

At that moment I could only look down embarrassed, I was already like a cheap woman in front of Kenan. My tears kept flowing because of all Kenan's words that pierced my heart. It hurt my heart at that moment, Kenan's words that seemed to think of me as a dirty and cheap woman pierced my heart.

"sorry." That's all I can say in front of Kenan.

"never expect anything from me again, I should have lost doing that relationship with you" Kenan said.

Kenan grabbed something from inside the nightstand drawer beside the bed. He wrote something there.

"it's a blank check, can you write whatever nominal you ask? never let this happen be known to others. Otherwise, you and your family will I destroy." Kenan's threat stared intently at me.

His cold, flat-face mimic dominated at the time, all Kenan's sayings really put me in a place like cheap women and*****didn't know myself. I immediately stared at the check on the bed, then turned to look at Kenan who was standing next to the bed.

"never expect anything from me? remember clearly, you're not the type of woman I want, and another one…!" he said with a tinge.

"if you're pregnant, make sure it's my son or another boy" she said, leading to more distrust.

The arrogant and arrogant attitude of Kenan has been very outrageous to insult me. I laughed mockingly at Kenan. I thank you, because Kenan was willing to help me on that night, but my gratitude I pulled back. Kenan doesn't deserve my thanks for everything he said.

"you take it easy sir.if I'm pregnant, I'll make sure she's not your son. After all, you are very confident sir..by playing once, do you think you can make me pregnant? don't be too confident sir, not necessarily your stuff can quickly make me pregnant with one play." I said with a penny every word I, to reply to Kenan's words to me, while deliberately glancing towards Kenan's boxer pants.

I was really upset and offended by Kenan's words. Debate after debate happened to both of us.

"it's too bad you're insulting mine."

"it's the truth, sir…"

"women like you I easily get, even prettier and sexier than you, you remember that…!!" point Kenan at me.

"so when you're done, get out of here…! my room is tainted by your presence here. I have to go to the office" he said, kicking me out.

My fists were so strong that my knuckles turned white held my anger. I was hurt and really angry about all Kenan said to me.

"remember you were my servant in the contract, you should have served me, didn't you Miss Sasha…?" kenan said again to hurt my heart.

I pulled and exhaled slowly before replying. I tried to be calm with pride, but Kenan's arrogance and arrogance to me.

"remember, sir, never lick your own spit, never draw and betray all these words of yours, I hope and pray you can get the woman you want, but remember one thing, sir…!!" I said firmly, to avenge Kenan.

Kenan was silent with his fists firmly holding back his sense of regret, of my words. Moreover, my calm demeanor and shady gaze made her feel something.

I rushed down from the bed, holding a crumpled and achy body. I reused the dress I had last night, all I wanted at the time was to return home, because that night I didn't go home without permission to mama and Ryota. I don't want to make them worry about me. I left without Kenan's check.

When I receive that check, my pride will be trampled. Although I live a hard and poor life, but I am not a cheap woman or a woman****** that sells myself, as Kenan accuses me of. Debates and insults that I will always remember at any time? Now it's spinning perfectly inside my head.

Flashback…

Armed with a bitter memory for me, I want to solve this problem. I experienced it firsthand, not wanting to involve anyone? I don't want to hold anyone accountable? I will live my life as usual.

My pregnancy is their problem, will not make them continue to dissolve in the problems that I will bring and solve by myself. It was enough for Kenan to doubt the baby I was carrying, even though this baby was his child.

Kenan is no longer entitled to the baby I bear, this is my own son. I will take care of him myself, this baby does not need a father who doubts his presence, this baby will only be with a mother who always loves and protects him.

Slowly move my hand to the doorknob, all staring intensely at me. Even the call from Miss Kania I ignored. My heart is currently too sore, disappointed and angry at the doubt and memory of all Kenan said to me.

The door opened with the gazes of the three men inside the treatment room looking at me. My flat gaze was still loyal to my face, the tears of sadness I could still endure. Seeing Kenan's face made my heart even more angry.

"nona Sasha." call Rion staring at me intensely.

My gaze turned to him, while Kenan got out of his bed and stood looking at me with a gaze that no one could read? Kenan stepped up to get close to me.

"stay there sir" I said at the end, I don't want to get too close to the man who made me disappointed, angry and sad at the same time.

"Sasha." call Kenan while stopping his steps.

"just remember everything you said to me at the time. Never lick your own spit and betray all your words. Mr. Kenan Diandra." I said firmly.

I really held back the anger and tears that wanted to come out of my eyes.

Kenan knew and remembered clearly what I meant to him? Kenan was still fixated with a pushy look at me. I'm not affected at all, I stick to my current choice.

"i know what you mean, but answer my question. Is that baby my son?" ask Kenan straight to the point.

I smiled, not believing the question. Already I guess she herself was doubtful about the baby, how could she be called a papa?

"not. This is my own son." I said firmly.

Everyone knows I'm implied by Kenan's disappointment in his own baby. Moreover, Miss Kania who is sure, if the baby I bear is her grandson. The next descendants of the Diandra family.

"miss Sasha, we can talk about all this well and calmly." persuaded lady Kania while gently holding my right arm.

I looked towards Madam Kania, and I quietly and gently removed her hand from my arm.

"sorry madam, this is all clear. So there's nothing more to talk about" I said, shaking my head.

"no, Miss Sasha, don't listen to my stupid son" said Ms. Kania, still loyal to her stance. She was very sure that the baby in my womb was her grandson. Seen from my attitude and Kenan's strange, and everything that has happened proves everything.

"enough mistress. Please respect my decision. It's enough to get here, besides me and your son don't have any relationship?" I answered trying to give understanding.

I stepped back with my arms accompanied by the headband of Miss Kania, she looked unwilling if I wanted to leave that place.

But my decision is unanimous, I don't want to have any connection to the Diandra family. I'll do it myself, whatever happens in the future?

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