CHOICES IN LOVE
7. The Conversation of Alan and Bella.
Kenan looked at Sasha who was looking at him as well.
"then…?" kenan asked a short question to Sasha's remark that said, if the area of his house can not be entered by a car.
"i mean, can you just drop me off in front of the house?" sasha's reply was on Kenan.
Looking beautiful in Kenan's eyes, Kenan immediately turned his eyes on his phone back.
"whatever to you. Leon just follow what he wants." Kenan's orders are still busy with his phone.
"good sir." reply Leon quickly.
The car was silent again, until the front of the narrow house alley where the address given by Sasha, when Sasha was about to get out of the car, was stopped by Kenan.
"wait for Sasha." call Kenan, Sasha looks at him.
"yes sir?"
Kenan took off his outer coat, and handed it to Sasha, Sasha seemed confused.
"why sir?" tanya confused Sasha.
"it's already night, and the weather is cold, your clothes are too revealing, so use this." Kenan responded by continuing to extend his expensive outer coat.
"but sir, this is not necessary" Sasha refused.
"no but-but, hurry up and get out of this car." Kenan replied with a cold face look.
"well sir." replied Sasha who was lazy to argue.
Sasha immediately took the outer coat given by Kenan, quickly Sasha wore the suit that looks great on his body. After that, Sasha got out of the car and looked at Kenan for a moment.
"thank you for the ride."
"mmm.." replied Kenan with a nod of his head without a smile at all.
The car speeded up, leaving Sasha at the end of the alley, and Sasha quickly stepped into the alley, and headed to the simple rented house where she lived.
Sasha came home at exactly 12 p.m., and her mother was still waiting for her return. While his beloved son was already sound into the dream realm.
"one night home sa…! and why are you dressing up in a dress like this?" tanya wondered her mother, seeing Sasha's beautiful appearance tonight. For a very long time Sasha did not look as beautiful and graceful as she is today.
"there was an office party, this is just a loan dress ma.." reply to Sasha's lie so that her mother does not worry that she has been exposed to problems.
"ooooo that way, you've eaten son…?" ask her mother, while closing the front door and locking it.
"already ma..., this is the night mama rest first, thanks still waiting for Sasha to come home."
"yes dear, you take a shower and rest too, looking so tired."
"yes mama." replied Sasha with a sweet smile.
Sasha is grateful that in the hard times of her life, there is still a mother who accompanies her days. Especially now that Sasha has a son? which is his responsibility. Sasha is grateful there is still a mother who takes care of her son when Sasha is busy working.
Sasha rushed to take a bath and cleaned herself, having already missed her handsome son who had fallen asleep.
After Sasha took a bath and cleaned herself, she climbed into the bed where the son always slept with her. Sasha kissed Ryota's forehead, her only child, her favorite son.
"beautiful dream my dear." whispered Sasha as she gently stroked Ryota's hair.
"excuse me dear mama, because today mama can not accompany you to play, but mama promised after finishing this mama's work, we will go for a walk, wherever Ryota wants." sasha whispered while kissing both cheeks of Ryota's bully.
When Sasha sees Ryota's handsome face, Sasha recalls meeting Alan Kendrick, the ex-husband she's been avoiding. Because Ryota's presence is enough to make Sasha can forget the pain of heart and love for Alan.
Until Alan can not know the existence of Ryota in this world? Ryota is only his son, and his own. Although Sasha knows Ryota misses a father in his life, Sasha does not want to lose Ryota if only Alan and his family know of Ryota's current whereabouts.
Ryota's shadow is captured by Alan and his family, making Sasha's entire body shivering and will not be able to lose Ryota in his life. Sasha would rather die if not be with her son.
With all her strength, Sasha will continue to hide Ryota's whereabouts at any time. In the end, Sasha fell asleep next to Ryota by hugging the tiny body of his handsome son.
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"you're happy, aren't you, seeing your beloved ex-wife that you can't forget…!!" bella began to break her heart.
Alan just silently looked at Bella with his flat nose, he was already very tired today and could no longer argue. Alan was still silent as he turned around to go to his room. But it was stopped by Bella.
"why are you avoiding?"
"it's Bella, I'm so tired tonight" Alan replied trying to be patient with Bella.
"you're glad you're not seeing him anymore."
"what do you want Bella?" alan asks who knows that Bella is not satisfied with the answer.
"i'm your legal wife, Alan, until when will you remember that woman…!" bella said in a slightly loud tone.
In the early days of his marriage with Bella, Alan never once forgot Sasha, because after all? sasha and Alan used to love each other, because of the circumstances and the wishes of his extended family that made Sasha and Alan have to separate.
But Alan also tries to accept Bella in his life, trying to love and love Bella as Alan used to love Sasha. When Bella gives him a beautiful daughter, Alan tries to love her, and it can be a little. Alanpun can start to forget Sasha and her love.
But either way since when Alan felt his love for Bella was lost, because Bella's busy business made their relationship tenuous. Alan and the princess, who feel less attention and affection from Bella, are fed up and Alan's affection and love evaporate.
But not for that reason, Alan had to blatantly declare himself who never forgot Sasha. Alan always tries to harbour his love and longing for Sasha, and begins to forget Sasha and her love, seeing the presence of the daughter he and the Alan family want.
"Bella, did I ever say that I can't forget Sasha?"
"you never said it, but it is your love that never existed for me that proves it" Bella said.
Alan looks into Bella's eyes, a love that never existed for her.
"for so long you've never felt love from me, so what kind of feelings have I had for you?" ask Alan back, who does not accept Bella's expression, about Alan's feelings of love that never existed for Bella.
"it's just that I care about you because I gave birth to your daughter, which you and your family have always wanted" Bella said, which made Alan dislike Bella's self-respect.
"you were forced to give birth to my daughter, so why did you accept the match?" alan asked, starting to growl.
Bella was silent because of Alan's question. Bella also actually did not accept the matchmaking from the beginning, especially at that time she still had a lover who she loved very much, and Bella accepted the match because of the forced, forced, and she was still in love with her husband, there are strong reasons and threats from the Bella family, if Bella refuses the match.
But Bella has to keep it a secret, because the entire Alan family only knows Bella likes and loves Alan secretly, they do not know that Bella has a lover who she loves. So that the matchmaking happened and was agreed by the Alan family, with the reason that it was enough Bella who loved Alan and learned to make Alan love him too.
The secret that Bella must keep, because a few years after her marriage, Bella began to forget her lover and began to love Alan, Bella fell in love with the charm and attention of Alan to her, Bella can actually feel Alan's love for her even if only a little, but over time Bella feels something has changed for Alan lately. Alan's attention and love for her can no longer be felt by Bella.
Bella grows suspicious that Alan can't forget Sasha, his ex-wife whom Alan loved dearly. Bella just shifted her feelings and thoughts, to her work and business that began to develop, even though it was with help from the company of Alan Kendrick. Who injected him with big money.
"i used to love you secretly, and you know that, too, you used to start caring about me and start accepting me, but why have you turned cold to me lately, she said, you're no longer as warm as you used to be." Bella defended herself, and told Alan not to talk about the matchmaking issue again.
"are you not aware of Bella…? I'm changing because you're always busy with your business and work, and do you know how our daughter is progressing?" alan asked with a serious face.
Bella swallows her saliva, Bella shuts up and thinks.Is it true that she is always busy? so the lack of attention on Alan and his daughter, not Alan who has changed so Bella busies herself. That selfishness is in Bella's heart and mind right now, she does not want to be blamed. Because all this is Alan's fault that can't forget Sasha's ex-wife.
"you're the one who changed Alan first, not me. I'm distracting myself from getting too hurt, because you can't forget your ex-wife."
"you're good at turning things around, it's up to you, and what do you want now?"
"i want you to forget that woman, and go back to being a husband and a father to our family" Bella said, wanting to regain Alan's love.
"how many times do I have to say Bella, I don't care about her at all, your presence and our daughter is enough for me, who should have changed and realized it should be you, you, at least pay attention to your daughter who always wants attention and affection from you." said Alan who was always sad to remember the princess who asked, 'when did mama come home from work?'
Bella is always busy working and comes home late at night, after her daughter falls asleep. Not once did Bella ask how the princess was doing? and the princess never met her mother who was always busy working and coming home at night.
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