CHOICES IN LOVE
67. Hard Choice Sasha.

***Hospital***

Sasha And Kenan are still standing facing each other. The pregnant woman now strongly rejects the goodwill of Kenan who wants to take responsibility for the pregnancy and also his family.

"Yesterday you desperately refused and insulted me, now you are dying to accept me. You are too arrogant and always want to win by yourself, Mr. Kenan Diandra." Sasha said with a look of hate that she did not like what Kenan wanted from her.

Kenan is silent. He knew Sasha was heartbroken by all the insulting or condescending remarks he had made, and his rejection all along. He realized that was what he did to Sasha, because he did not want and expected Sasha to be his life partner or wife in the future. For there was still another woman whom he expected to come, his old lover. Maura Darmawan's.

"There is no need to marry me to take responsibility for this child, for I can still support and keep her alone." Sasha sounded very firm.

"Whatever you want to say, whatever you want to think of me. Go ahead, I don't care. I will marry you anyway, because I don't want my son to be considered an illegitimate child by someone else. Agree or not, whether you like it or not. In reality, that child is my flesh and blood, my biological child, and the successor of the Diandra family. Catch that…!" Kenan said he held back his emotional tone so as not to be emotional.

Sasha knew and understood. He also knew that was Kenan's assertiveness.

Sasha thought for a moment, did Kenan realize who he wanted to marry? Sasha is a woman who has one child at her first marriage, can Kenan accept her child? What's Ryota's fate if he has to marry that haughty man?

"No sir. Pare your intention to marry me, none of that will and must not happen." He said with his cold eyes.

"Have I said whatever you thought of me, I don't care." Resist.

"I can't marry you. Even if I am pregnant with your child. I can't do that."

"Why? Because there's Ryota…!" Guess what Sasha was thinking and worrying about.

"Ryota will be my son. As soon as we get married." His reply was enough to make Sasha quite surprised not to believe what he was listening to.

Sasha smiled miris. In his mind, this was probably another trick used by Kenan to melt his heart. No, there is no way Kenan can accept Ryota well and consider Ryota his own son.

"Why are you smiling like that?" The man asked suspiciously looking at Sasha's paltry smile.

"Don't use Ryota to melt my firmness sir. That's not gonna work." Sasha replied with a smile.

Kenan knew if it was not easy for him to melt the pregnant woman's heart. Making Sasha believe in her actions and decisions, takes time and effort that is not easy at this time.

Kenan stepped closer to Sasha. With a stern look on his face and a sharp look, the man said.

"Remember one thing about Ryota's truth. Your son is a descendant of the Kendrick family. Are you sure Alan won't take his biological son away from you? Remember that.... To defend Ryota from Alan Kendrick, you need someone like me by your side to support and defend Ryota from Alan Kendrick. Remember and think about what I'm saying." Kenan emphasized a few sentences that were important for him to say.

Sasha can digest well what Kenan says. At least he also has to think and remember there is still Alan Kendrick who he now has to face. His life is on a difficult path and a difficult choice.

"I can help you to keep Ryota by your side, by making Ryota my legal son after we get married. I'm gonna make it hard for Alan Kendrick to take Ryota from you. Think about my offer, I know you're smart enough to think about where this is going." Reveal it with a thin smile.

Sasha clasped her hand tightly. He knew that what Kenan said was true. Alan Kendrick would not have stayed silent if it had anything to do with Ryota, his biological son.

Sasha is convinced, gradually Alan or the Kendrick family will try to take and take Ryota from him. Sasha didn't want that to happen. The woman also knew that Alan Kendrick was not an opponent he could easily face. Sasha has neither the power nor the wealth that Alan Kendrick has.

He should think quickly and take immediate action on this matter.

'What this man said was true, Alan Kendrick is not an opponent I can easily face. I'm also sure Alan would want his son back. Nope, no. I can't lose Ryota.' Sasha murmured in his heart.

'But I can't marry this haughty man. All the ways of my life have been made very difficult choices. What am I supposed to do? Ryota is the only reason for me to live this life. Ryota is mine, my son. I wouldn't be able to live without Ryota. But if I accept this marriage, this man will greatly underestimate me in the future.' Mumbled confused.

'Oh my God, what should I do? I feel uncomfortable about this. My choice is very difficult at the moment. If I marry this man, Ryota's position will be difficult for Alan to take. If I don't marry her, will I be able to fight Alan and keep Ryota by my side? Right he said, I need to have someone who is also strong to fight Alan Kendrick, he is the one.' Mumbled. Sasha was still at war with her heart and mind.

The look in his eyes looked in the direction of Kenan's eyes. He has not been able to take Kenan for granted, but on the other hand he also needs Kenan's strength and power to defend Ryota from Alan Kendrick.

Sasha knows that. He can feel Kenan's sincerity, but he is still afraid to trust the haughty man. Her fear was more on the marriage that the man was talking about. Sasha is not ready for a marriage.

"I'm sorry for all my past abuse, and my rejection of you yesterday. I'm sorry.Honestly this is out of my control." Sincerely speaking.

Sasha was astonished by Kenan's apology. It was never in his mind that a Kenan Diandra would say an apology and admit all his mistakes.

"I know you won't be easy to forgive me, and take this reality for granted. I realized, we both don't have any feelings. But at least let's do this wedding for Ryota and the kid you're carrying." Reveal Kenan with his sincere intentions from the heart.

Sasha remained silent and tried to digest and rethink everything well.

"Sorry sir. Give me time to think." That's all Sasha can say.

Kenan was silent and looked intensely at the woman before him. Kenan can understand, if this is also difficult for Sasha. He will try to be patient and give Sasha time to think back about their problems.

"Alright if that's what you want." The reply.

Kenan felt it was enough to reveal what he wanted to say to Sasha. He'll go to give Sasha some thought time.

"I go first, take good care of yourself, your mama, Ryota and also our baby. I'll be back once my business is done." He said, his eyes looked sincerely saying all that.

Sasha was silent fixated on Kenan's sincere-sounding words. Without saying much, Kenan passed away from that treatment room.

Sasha was still standing in her place, staring at Kenan's departure who had now disappeared from behind the door that was in front of her. Sasha then stepped closer to the mother who was still faithful to her sleep.

Sasha grasped and kissed the back of her hand gently and affectionately to the woman who had given birth to her.

"What should Sasha do, mama?" His words sound sad.

Eyes glazed. Sasha is confused about her current path and destiny.

"Mama, wake up.Tell me what Sasha should do about this. Mama must have heard my argument and Mr. Kenan didn't. What am I supposed to do?" Again he spoke to his mother who was still unconscious. Her tears just fell.

"All these options are hard for me Ma. I don't want to lose Ryota, and I can't do that wedding. I am not ready to re-marriage, I am afraid of making a mistake and will fail a second time in marriage. The marriage that the two of us are going to do, is a marriage bond that has no feelings in it. Can we survive the wedding?"

Sasha's cry broke. He could not endure his sadness anymore.

"But what the man said was true. Alan Kendrick won't stay silent, he'll definitely snatch Ryota from me. Alan is not an easy opponent for me to face. Alan Kendrick is full of power that I can't fight. For that I need Kenan to be by my side to fight Alan Kendrick. All of this confused me and was really on the hard choice."

"Mama.Sasha please, wake up.and give your answers and suggestions for this matter, Sasha please…." He cried down in front of his mother.

Sasha was crying in silence. Without him knowing, if Kenan and Leon listen to all the outpouring of Sasha's heart earlier. Kenan and Leon stand behind the slightly open door, they come back to bring Sasha and Ryota breakfast.

Everything was clearly heard by the two men who paused their intention to enter. They sat on an iron chair not far from the room. Giving time for Sasha to cry and releasing a bit of burden in her heart. Two men who could only sit and be silent with their own thoughts.

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