Cliches
14. Heartbreaker

“ and that, that handsome hunk and that's your sister. Bu's son Dance from a previous marriage, he's three years older than you “

I have not succeeded in guessing the answer to my question, father has made lightning move over my head. It feels like thunder is breaking my heart right now, the person I've known all along as the person who grabbed my heart is my brother? my half-sister? what am I supposed to do? What's in my mind? I felt so silly this morning.

“ she will definitely be a good sister to you dear, she is smart and great at everything. I am so proud and happy to meet you “

“ but wait, what was Zhu last night staying here?”

“ my beautiful sister is very careless, she plays with rain water and takes shelter under a tree. Because she was soaking wet so I took her home. We don't do anything, mom don't think negative “

“ have you believed in you. Thank you Adhan for taking good care of Zhu “

What are they talking about. Adhan could be that relaxed in saying. It means he already knows that I am his sister. All this time he was kind and took care of me because I was his sister, not because he was interested in me? I still can't believe this.

But this is the truth. The fact that I love my sister, the fact that I'm hooked on the charm of my own feet.

I ran nonstop with tears to Jinny's room, I knew Jinny must be in his room. Still running, I opened the door with the gold color and landed my body in Jinny's arms. I paid no heed to Firas's presence beside Jinny. Jinny was confused and kept asking, but I just answered with a relentless sobbing. In the confusion, Firaspun asked a question.

“ what happened? “

I only nodded when the question came out.

“ Zhu,, “ Jinny also tried to clear the confusion.

“ You spent the night at Adhan's house and now you're crying like this. What happened to Zhu, what did Adhan do to you? “

Jinny still insisted on wanting to know. He even stroked my head affectionately. I raised my head and looked at Jinny full of days.

“ I met my father “ still with tears I throw word. The tears are still pouring down my cheeks.

“ Your father , your real father? ALHAMDULILLAH.Isn't that good news Zhu? “

“ Adhan is my brother. Son of my father's new wife, he's my stepbrother “

I again washed away in Jinny's body still with a cry that became. This isak that I cannot stop feels gnawing at my body.

I was washed away and getting washed away. Until my dark eyes don't shine, no matter what's going on. I really can't accept the fact that the person I love is my brother. Although not a sibling, but clearly it becomes an obstacle that is not trivial. I can't possibly continue with this feeling, but I also don't know how to outsmart this feeling.

If love can be solved with a chemical formula, I will learn well while sitting in the High School.

“ Zhu, have you realized? “

I opened my eyes slowly. Brother Firas is right beside me, Jinny and his mother are also accompanying me at this time. Brother Firas quickly passed and returned with a glass of water. What the hell's going on? Was I unconscious when I hugged Jinny?. Mama Jinny let me rest again and soon passed closing the door to this room. While Jinny was looking at me sharp as a machete.

“ you should have come here to visit the sick, not even faint in the arms of the sick ! “

judas once Jinny's gaze and words at this moment. So I fainted? sorry, said Jinny, I accidentally__hehehe____

despite judas like this, Jinny is still very attentive to me apparently. He immediately took a step and returned to resting in his room. While Firas really wanted to massage my feet. I tried to resist, but he still wanted to massage my feet. He knew my feet were vulnerable, I could no longer walk far, run, stand for too long or even fall. It was very much banned.

While Firas's foot was on my foot, I was silent in my thoughts about what I had experienced. What should I do to face the next days. Dad would've asked me to stay home, and there was definitely Adhan in that house. I feel I can't yet set my heart. What am I supposed to do?

“ Zhu, do you love Adhan? are you interested in Adhan? “ questions Firas made me aware, I looked at him with watery eyes. Not a word came out of my lips, I cried.

“ Zhu, “ once again Brother Firas tried to calm me down.

Both of his palms touched my two cheeks. His eyes pierced through my eyeballs that were still flooded. This look of an eye calms my sob. Gentle and affectionate, he tried to convince me to accept reality a little more. It's not easy, but it's what we have to face.

Reality as bitter as anything, must be able to face. Brother Firas drowned me in his arms, no matter how long. But this embrace gave me tranquility, but his eyes also gave me strength. He convinced me to face all this. It's not easy and this reality is a war in my heart and brain. I love Adhan more than myself, but when love speaks and begins to flutter on his throne. All I have to accept is the fact that the person I love is my own brother, even if not a sibling, but he has been officially written as a sibling on my family card. As big and great as any of my love for Adhan. All must be limited, must have the edge of family.

In the arms of Firas I saw Adhan right behind the door. He looked at us very sharply, his thick eyebrows were shrinking and his lips were exhaling****** sharp, smelling bad conditions, brother Firas took off his arms slowly.

“ I want to talk to Zhu, just two “

that voice, that voice is very fierce. Brother Firas quickly passed by without hesitation, though I tried to hold his arm. He just closed his eyes as if saying “don't be afraid”, after that he went and nailed the door of this room. Adhan approached slowly with a gaze that was no less fierce than his voice earlier. I'm more scared right now, he's sitting in front of me and, uh,,

“ what makes you cry? “

the question was made softer than the initial sound, there was no answer from me I just took a deep breath and thought of the right reason. His fingers touched my hands, I tried to answer.

“ I'm very happy to meet dad, really very happy. Moreover, I now have a new family, have a mother and a very good brother, a brother who is good at everything. I'm very happy“

really I throw this excuse neatly so as not to grow suspicious in his mind. I glanced at the smile growing on his face. He pulled my body down between his hands.

“ from now on, whatever happens is just crying and smiling in my arms. Not another man, do you understand? I am a brother who will keep his brother's honor. So just fill my words“

I nodded in his arms. I am increasingly unable to control this heartache. Didn't he really feel that there was something else in this heart, something different from this look in the eye. Is it not the slightest bit that he feels, or indeed does not feel?. Or maybe I am too stupid to show this feeling?.

I should be happy to have this kind of person. She must be a very good sister, a sister who will always take care of me. Keep everything about me. Actually I didn't fall in love in the wrong place, but reality made me go awry.

Today too I was asked to leave Jinny's house and start arranging a new day in the house that should be. All my things were prepared and Adhan packed my things and carried them one by one in the car he used to catch up with me. I say goodbye to the Jinny family, Mama Jinny hugged me happy and should he also ask me to visit his house often. My best friend Jinny also hugged me for almost fifteen minutes as if she did not want to escape. Right in front of Firas's brother, he stretched out his arms to hug me. However, his arms were restrained. Adhan stopped the arm and looked at Firas's brother sharply.

“ don't touch it ! “

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