
“ why did you give me a phone? “
“ your phone is broken, right? I just want to easily contact you . Already sleeping there soon “
“ tap... heii, Adhan... “
he turned off the phone, I was really surprised at this one guy. He always provides and presents what he feels is best for me. Makes me think of Dad. He always guessed and gave me whatever I wanted. Mom always gave me more than anything.
For years since that incident, I have not seen them again. I lived in an orphanage and eventually I decided to live alone. I used to work as is, even had time to be a housekeeper.
That day, whatever day but I consider it the saddest day. That incident just happened. I'm looking for a booze counter at the station. My carelessness has been around since I was a child, I left without telling my father and mother. I just want to buy some water and come back, I don't think it'll be long. After I got the water, I went straight back to the train. I'm heading for mom and dad's seat. But when I walked through the car, I didn't find my parents. I, as a thirteen-year-old, forced myself not to cry and remained calm looking for my parents. I noticed one by one the people sitting in the seats along this train.
Until I got lost and the train stopped. People say this is the last destination of this train. I immediately went down and waited for my parents, even I asked the security guard to help me find my parents. Until the morning, I was still sitting alone in this station. If my parents were here, they would have listened to the information team's call. And they must have been looking for me, found me and hugged me this time. I was speechless, I went out and walked without direction. Cries were endlessly accompanying my steps. I was confused, worried and worried. What am I supposed to do? how did this happen?why should I leave without telling mom and dad? Where are mom and dad?.
“ dad, I'm afraid, where am I now? where's dad? mom, “
while thinking hard I stepped down through this foreign city. I can't do anything, I don't know what to do. I never traveled before. This was my first time traveling. My feet stopped reading a series of letters that read “ Orphanage “.
Someone approached me and asked me a lot of questions. Perhaps his pity took me in and fed me and drank. He also allowed me to take care of myself and rest. I thought as I found my way back, I'll stay here for a while. My days are going normally here. I can eat, drink, and get good educational services.
I'm enjoying my life here. Maybe God has another way. You must be asking, why don't I just go back home? the babysitter has sent me home. But when I got there. The house has been sold and has changed residents. Both my parents are no longer there. Dad and mom did say that we were going to live in a new house, but they didn't tell me where to stay? Since we didn't find both of my parents, we decided to go back to the orphanage.
The mother left the phone number to the owner of my new home, and told me to call when my father and mother returned. But until this year, there was no news of my parents. When I was fit to work, I chose to work even as a housekeeper. I want to make money by sweating myself. I try to live more independently. The mother of the parlor also helped me to get the best education.
I can go to school, I can go to college. Entering the second semester, I was released from my job as a housekeeper. I got a better and more relaxed job. With the rest of the salary from the previous job, I can pay the cost and meet the needs of my life.
“ Zhu,,, Zhu,, wake Zhu,,, ZHU “ my body torn, I immediately opened my eyes
“ what is Zhu,why are you crying? “
sisil's face was clearly visible to me. Apparently he woke me up, I was delirious and crying. Maybe he was distracted and immediately woke me up.
“ it's okay Sil, I'm just a nightmare. Sorry if you were interrupted “
“ no, I also want to wake up tahajud. You better take ablution and we tahajud with“
I agree with Sisil's remark, we immediately carried out two sunnah rakaats together. In do’a I always remember the faces of my parents. Maybe I miss them so much now. Or maybe they miss me too. I hope we meet soon if they are still alive. But when they have returned to Him, may they be placed in the most beautiful place together.
After two rakaat in the early hours of the morning, I was preparing to leave for college. Sisil made me a glass of milk and cheese bread. I wonder why he made me this special breakfast today. Sisil also gave me an apple and an orange. He said I should start getting used to chugging healthy food.
“ money from where for all this stuff?“
“ just calm down, you just have to eat why protest, quickly eat and drink milk until you finish“
“ did you get a new girlfriend ? “
“ Zhu...I see there's a new phone on the table, that's your phone? what's the number?“
“ you can check by yourself I did not lock it“
“ zhu, no message from Adhan“
“ don't read !“
the habit of this one unstable child is kepo with the contents of other people's messages.
Today I didn't pick you up, I had a little business. Your legs are healed, right? you can walk alone. See you on campus
~Adhan
“i also didn't ask you to fetch“
lirih. Maybe it's my feeling, he'll leave me when the gift on this leg comes off. And today he started dodging, he gave me a cell phone just so he knew where I was. But it's okay, I won't be greedy anymore. Enough to see it, I was so happy. I have felt his concern, he has always protected me in all circumstances as long as I am ill.
I was doing my usual activities. From morning I haven't seen Adhan's face at all. Until lunchtime came, I still couldn't see it. What the hell is he doing? is he really avoiding me now? I walked to the campus cafeteria. I don't have an appetite, but I have to keep eating to be energetic.
“ bu, chicken onion noodles ya“
“ wah, his mbak“ runs out
“ lhoo, it's still a lot of bu“ I pointed to various kinds of instant noodles on display.
It's so strange to look real up the mountain so it's still said to run out, I can't see? hmmmm
“ oh, this is all booked mbak“
“APAH ?? “
I decided to buy chicken rice. Once regrettable, I had to buy a menu at a price above the price of instant noodles. My mother also gave me a lot of vegetables.
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