Cliches
30. I love you

Today without Adhan's knowledge, brother Firas invited me to enjoy the beauty of the night star. It's a very beautiful place, and here I can enjoy the night lights and the smoothest expanse of stars. We were on vacation for a few days, heading to the house of Firas' grandfather who was in the city of Malang. It's a really cold and beautiful place. His friendly family and warmly accepted my presence, making me feel at home.

It was the first time I met them, but they seemed to be very close to me. Talking about everything, they also asked everything. Brother Firas always takes care of me, making warm drinks at all times. Take me around Batu city, Malang. Spending time on this playground and so on. While Adhan contacted me many times, just to ask me something that I felt was very light, I ate what and when I was going home. Not infrequently also he contacted brother Firas just to remind him to take care of me and not do anything.

Maybe he just wanted me not to get hurt and whatever he wanted was just for my own good, sometimes it just sounds like an over. But that's how Adhan looks after me, takes care of his sister. He just wanted to make sure I was happy without getting hurt first. He never realized, I was hurt by it. I had more feelings for him, even if I realized it was a sin. But sometimes I laugh when I remember all that. Sometimes life needs to be laughed at, I'm attracted to and in love with my brother. While he was just trying to take care of me.

The way to keep, the way to pay attention is very different from the big brother in general. It may be natural that I was ever interested in his attention. Which woman will not fall away with constant attention.

I stood upright staring at the beautiful glitter of the city lights from the courtyard beside this house. Even though the air was cold and cold, but the night wind was still able to breathe out. It felt smooth caressing every pore of my body. My long hair was unraveling, fluttering loosely. I was shocked when a jacket perched on both of my shoulders. Brother Firas greeted me with a smile I only answered him with a smile anyway.

“Zhu, do you already have no feelings for Adhan ? “

I don't know what made him think about asking that question. I was able to present a look of wondering and nervous eyes.

“ you give him more love ? “

his eyes probed, I got more nervous and worried.

“I only gave her love as a sister for her brother “

my voice suddenly trembled

I've chosen you, and I just want you

I could only scream in my heart, the words could not be thrown from my lips.

“ I know, you're not good at expressing feelings. But was I there ? “

his eyes were sharp probing, his facial wrinkles were very serious this time. I lowered my gaze, just staring at her. Confused and not knowing what to do?that's how I feel now. I was wrong, wrong behavior and whatever.

You are here, you are in my heart, and every stroke of my breath makes your name Brother Firas

Again, I can only speak in my heart.

“I'm afraid of losing you, but I won't force your feelings either. Feelings are the right of every individual, cannot be forced or directed “

I'm getting scared and scared. How can I answer that statement. Is he really going to leave me now ? I have to be honest and talk.

It turns out that attitude is not enough to express feelings. But I didn't know where to start, I could only look at her occasionally with reluctant lips quivering. While he looked at me getting sharper and probing.

“ me.. “

I paused for a moment, should I say it?. But what can I do besides that ?.

“ love you “

akirnya the word was spoken also even though it was just shrill and slow.

“What ? “

firas looked like a hearing-impaired person.

“aku love you “

I repeated the word still in a soft voice. I want to be honest without lying, but it feels so shameful to say that.

“ emmm, I think the sound of the wind is louder than yours. After all you are talking staring at the ground, maybe your voice is carried away by the current and does not reach my ears. Can you talk to me ? “

My lips were still trembling, my fingers were also trembling nervously. I looked into her sharp eyes drugging. For a moment I took a breath and exhaled it with a gust of wind.

“ I love you “

I think my face is red at the moment. Saying this word alone makes me need preparation.

“ then ? “

“ then ? “

I repeated his words full of question marks. While he answered with a stretch of hands and gave me a gesture to welcome him. I began to understand what he wanted, I immediately threw away my gaze.

“ emmmm, I'm not saying I shouldn't do anything weird even if I love someone so much."

“ she always hugs you all she wants, why can't I ? “

“because she's ka..”

“whatever “

sister Firas passed by just like that, while my lips couldn't say a word to hold her back. I'm quite sorry, did I mispronounce her so that it hurt her feelings. If this was the case, would he abandon me and abandon his feelings ?

maybe it's good I followed his steps. Just two small footsteps away, I suddenly jolted, someone hugged me quickly and tightly even very tightly. I don't know who's holding me tight, I haven't had time to lift my face and look at it.

But from the color of his clothes, I feel like this is Brother Firas. I touched his left arm just below his shoulder. Muscled and stocky, like a swordsman. Slowly he took off this tight hug. Both of his arms just coiled around my shoulders. He had to lower his face slightly to be on par with mine.

“ I'm your lover, but why are you still ashamed ? “

he looked at me thickly. I was drugged by his eyes. He can still casually say any word.

“from now on, never hesitate to hug me. Whenever you want to hug me, then hug me “

We were silent for a moment, without me saying a word. A moment later she smiled and hugged me warmly again.

“ I love you “ that melodious voice I heard right in my earlobes

“ I too... love you “ once again I have the courage to say that word.

Maybe now I'm afraid to lose it too. I feel safe and comfortable living beside him.

After the night changed, we decided to return to the original city. Brother Firas must return to running his activities. In addition, now Lai's brother is also in a workplace with him. I feel they are quite good in the world of trading. Sis Firas always successful with his restaurant, every day there is no word quiet customers.

Customers are always made comfortable with the atmosphere and service and of course with the taste of the food served. Likewise with Lai's brother who is agile and good at taking advantage of opportunities. He made a special treat and captivated the customer's tongue.

His coffee shop, cakes and everything he treats successfully make the tongue vibrate. My sister is also getting busy with business trips with my dad. Sometimes I visit Jinny where he's fast asleep. Clean the flattened mound and sow a number of flowers. After that I will go to his house and accompany his mother to activities.

He must be very lonely. Mother also often visited and chatted with him. When I'm here, I'm gonna go to Jinny's room and clean up Jinny's stuff. I feel like he's still thick here. His laughter never faded from my ears.

“ Zhu,help mom change bed sheet Firas yes “

“ well ma “

As long as I'm here, it's only Firas's room I've never been to. I never once entered his room. Either when I stay here, or after I'm officially in a special relationship with him. I only heard from Jinny that there was a picture of me on display.

“Firas, usually diligent. All neatly arranged, but maybe this akir-akir he's busy so all to mess “

“ is only natural ma, maybe he is tired “

I helped mama change her sheets, clean the floor and tidy up her desk. I looked at every corner, all very simple and interesting. True Jinny said, here is my photo. Looks like Jinny, brother Firas and my face. Jinny is very carefree in the pictures

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