
“ Zhu... “
I heard a voice I once knew. Dag dig dug my heart full of drums. A figure of gondoruwo who had been very scary approached me. Strange, he never called my name. Why did he call me today? I haven't seen him in a long time, why is he showing up again?.
“ your offerings less today. What are we supposed to do? Adhan and brother Firas not kampucus now “
Jinny whispered small, seeing this gondoruwo coming.
“ why he's in a classroom aren't they one class?”
“ she is getting closer, prepare yourself I will hit her with my bag if she dares to touch you “
There's still a drum in my heart. Why and what wind does this gondoruwo call my name. He's still walking straight towards me. Nyaliku shrieked, Jinny has prepared his bag as a weapon. Right at the crossroads.
“ Anita,come quickly !! announcement already out “
“ Yes “ he immediately turned to the right.
Getting further and further away from my existence. Jinny and I breathed a sigh of relief together, as we looked at each other. And immediately take steps to leave. Take class until the school hours and go home. I was shocked when I crossed the campus gate. Adhan was perched there, he said he wanted to pick me up. He was always like this, as nice and as he wanted to take me or pick me up. I was also not left anywhere by myself, he was always on standby to accompany me. I think he was born a big brother.
We always do a lot of activities together. Worship, eat, go for a walk, watch movies and exercise in the morning together. Like this morning, he's taking me for a morning run. Unlike him who is very accustomed to living healthy. My footsteps could not keep up. He was far ahead of me, while I was still running as I could while enjoying the coolness of this place. There were a lot of greenery around me, it was cold and very fresh.
“ good morning Zhu !! “
I set my eyes on her, Brother Firas already showed off his beautiful smile. We ran together, talking lightly. Suddenly I felt something pulling my leg. My body was almost drowned made, lucky brother Firas quickly caught me.
We did not make our eyes collide, so that unlike the soap opera story ___hehehehe__ kak Firas immediately released my body from his arms, I blushed and embarrassed to throw my eyes and felt very silly this early. But wait, where is this brother Firas who should be in front of me ? why did he suddenly disappear? I slowed my gaze in all directions and I have not yet found her figure. Still standing, I turned my gaze down.
Apparently Brother Firas was busy justifying my loose shoelaces, I couldn't say anything. Just silently stared. After confirming my shoelaces he stood straight in front of me, smiling and saying.
“ it will harm you, be more careful “
I just smiled and nodded. The feeling of shame and pleasure mixed into one, so I could not make my face look neat. We walked a little, approached the drink merchant.
He let me sit on a long bench waiting for him to pick a bottle of drink for me. I chanted both my legs, while the grin was like a possessed man. I got my very neat shoelaces. It looks so sweet, and it was a very sweet thing. Brother Firas came with a drink bottle in his hand. He was sitting not far from me, he also unscrewed this bottle of drink until I was ready to enjoy.
I took a sip of water that felt very fresh in this esophagus.
“ soon brother graduation, is it ready? “ I started a small conversation.
“ if not, do you want to help? “
“ help what? “
“ set up that need to be prepared “
“ prepare your concubine? “ Adhan was present in our midst, he opened the sitting distance of me and brother Firas.
This creature is really like a ghost, appearing all by itself
I looked at him sharply.
Where had he been, why had he left me alone?
“ why? “ he returned my sharp gaze that judged his presence.
“ where have you been? if there had been a kidnapper, he would have taken me “
I said ketus, asal just erupted without thinking.
Did ya? I did not know that there are many CCTV__hehehe__
We stopped our morning activities. However, I don't know why Firas' brother is always in my memory. His smile, his unexpected presence. Always makes my heart race. I could no longer paint any words, even Adhan's presence had already turned from before. I feel compassion as a good sister to him. Like she was always the best sister for me.
He always looked at me, trying to cheer me up when I was lonely and tired of saying hello. Besides Jinny, my stepbrother can also be my best friend. It's just that I'm still hesitant to tell any story with him.
“ Brother Adhan ! can I take Zhu for a walk? take it easy brother, I won't eliminate him “
I heard Jinny's voice from downstairs, as soon as I got out of my room checking the truth. Apparently it was Jinny who came, I saw him very neat and casual.
“ alright, but if there is anything directly contact me”
“ready brother !! “ Jinny went up and headed towards me, whatever he had in his mind.
He looks different than usual. His behavior is very cheerful and full of question marks. I just obeyed, changed my clothes and went with him. He took me to a shopping mall. I thought he would take me shopping. But it turns out,
“ My brother wants to take you for a walk, you just go for a walk with him while I will go to the cinema next “
“ how about if Adhan finds out? “
Jinny didn't shine my voice, he just passed by. I'm so restless and agitated. Adhan strongly forbids me to be alone with brother Firas, what if he suddenly sees me alone with brother Firas ? where is Firas now?. My eyeballs are busy combing all the corners, I still haven't seen Firas's brother.
Jinny is brash, how could he leave me without clarity ?
Someone put a jacket on my shoulder. I turned and,
“ I'm sorry Zhu, it's so hard to get you out without Adhan. So I did this “
firas's voice was really soft riveting.
“ so would you like to take a walk with me?”
this question makes me weak. Maybe now that my face has turned red by itself, I nodded obediently. While Brother Firas waving a smile and holding my hand to walk hand in hand with him.
Why is my heart beating so wrong? brother Firas, too tight to hold my hand. He's different than usual, what do I hear isn't wrong? is he really interested in me?
We just walked the route of the road. Pointing to this and that, enter this and that store. We didn't feel like we were joking around laughing together, laughing at this and that. Try everything there is. Including this one
“ you want that? “
“ Time Zone? “
brother Firas nodded and without my consent he had already dragged me inside. GILA I'm like a PlayGroup kid who was mummified just invited here. We played everything there. I can laugh freely with Brother Firas, this one man is not much different from Adhan. I want to invite me to play, but I'm happy enough to erase all my boredom and fatigue.
At home I can only play with Adhan, all the corners I see Adhan. But here, there's dolls, games, colorful lights, multicolored sounds. Unlike at home there is only Adhan's voice. Unlike Adhan who always keeps the image, brother Firas actually does not hesitate to play and laugh freely with me. I feel labile, maybe my feelings for Adhan are completely drained away. So I can laugh happily with someone beside me right now. Obviously he likes me, obviously he's interested in me.
But he still hasn't expressed his feelings for me. Maybe it's good I don't get carried away. I was scared like the beginning of the story. It's been my whole feeling for Adhan, but reality slaps all that and it has to go away. I want reality to side with my nasi this time. Don't want reality to play me back.
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