Considered Trivial After Giving Birth
chapter 14

Accidentally, Ms. Fatma saw the surprised expression of the child behind the car, making Ms. Fatma frown at the astonishment of what had happened to her child.

But Ms. Fatmah tried to neutralize her curiosity because she did not feel good about the iron if it directly approached the child.

After long pleasantries in the living room, finally Pak Yanto and Bu ros decided to leave for his home because they both felt his body ached all too long back and forth to the hospital.

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"Eh Doni wait a minute you do not go inside first" said Bu Ros to doni who at that time will step his foot into the house after delivering the return of Mr. Yanto and Bu ros

"You ask me what mom"

"Mom wanted to ask why you looked so surprised in the trunk of the car"

"Ohhh no ma'am, just surprised to see the in-laws' groceries for my son are so many" said Doni lied because if he said the real incident would be exposed if not himself who paid the administrative bill.

" ohh kirain what ,lagian your in-laws are so busy to shopping so much, for babies just a little while again will not use that much stuff"

" well how else ma'am, his name is also his first grandchild, "

"Yes too, uh but wait Don don't go in first, I want to ask again, " said bu fatma when he saw Doni will enter the house.

"Otherwise mom" asked doni lazily.

"Mommy wants to ask again, you did the rush really, mom wants to ask about the cost of the hospital, how much Riri costs in the hospital"

"Luckily, I saw the hospital bill, if not for sure I am now stuck when asked by the mother" Doni muttered in his heart.

" emmm had run out about twenty-five million rupiah" replied Doni immediately made the mother open her mouth with a wide because she was surprised by the nominal that did not play , how not to run out a lot because Riri uses surgery with the latest methods and first-class care so do not be surprised if the nominal figure is up to twenty million.

"Huuuu can't stop thinking this mother Don with his wife and family can-can they do this all without thinking about your condition" said Bu fatma upset because with nominal money so much can be used to buy jewelry eh mala is easily made for the cost of giving birth.

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Pov Riri's

On Tuesday, 7 January 2020 was born a son whom I gave the name salman alfarizi, all my family and my husband's family happily welcomed ,after 3 days in the hospital the doctor finally allowed me to go home, I had to undergo surgery because I had lost a lot of amniotic , when the hospital all the family no one messed with my way at birth but when I got home then all the drama started..

When I got home all the neighbors also flocked to see me and my baby, they were very enthusiastic because there were new members but when they were congratulating me ,in contrast to my mother-in-law from the beginning of my home he looked at me with a cynical look that was difficult to quantify, but when I was talking to my neighbor, I heard the word insinuating insinuations.

"Congratulations, Riri, because you are a mother now and your child is so sweet that his nose is as sharp as yours" said Ms Sani, enthusiastically welcoming my baby.

"Yes ma'am, thank you mom" I said with a smile.

"Yes Riri congratulations, your son is very nervous I want to take him home" said bu Jumi.

We were all joking in the living room and there were many mothers who gave me the opportunity to be a good mother.

"Where Ri stitches you now feel pain not because yes it is indeed the anesthetic is gone, " said Ms. Sani because she was also secar when giving birth to her last child.

"Yes it doesn't hurt anyway ma'am, because it hasn't made Riri much movement mom" I reply .

"But it's good as Ri because it doesn't feel the pain of giving birth" said Ms Marni, my neighbor who is famous for being very julid,

"What's the matter, if you say that, between second and normal just as well as know the pain is even more secar" replied Bu sani fiercely.

"Ihhh ordinary time ma'am Sani if you say do not insist anyway ma'am, women will not be perfect if they have not felt the normal flow" said Bu Marni immediately made me feel inferior, honestly, this is the deepest thing I actually do not want to do as well but God gives me another way and that is also for the safety of mother and baby.

"Yes that's how the child now that no one wants to fight, more choose a shortcut only" said the mother-in-law increasingly makes me unwell.

"Mbak can not be that this loh also has the path of destiny "said bu Sani calm the atmosphere.

"The first child is already a secar especially later the 2nd child to 3rd yes definitely continue as lo" said the mother-in-law ketus .

My heart is like a very sharp dagger, on the other hand I am happy to have a son but I also have to get insulted because it does not succeed in giving birth to normal, is it wrong if women do not give birth normally, that's the value of women when giving birth as a second, as well as, actually this heart wants to scream but I have to be strong because this is the beginning of me being a mother and I should not baper to face all this because there is a child that I have to take care of with all my heart, if I keep pondering who's going to take care of my son.

"Can't be like that mbak, the proof was that the son of the hajj sir was initially secar but the 2nd and 3rd children are perfectly normal kok mbak, we can't you go ahead of destiny " said Bu Sani, indeed Bu Sani is a very wise figure.

"Yes not possible, if once had been menggerasain delicious lahiran sekar ya sure the 2nd child will be addicted and he was lazy to struggle with giving birth to normal" ma'am Marni said she kept pumping on my mother-in-law.

"if you don't want to talk dong, look at that new birth rini struggling, I realize you can talk like this because you have never felt the pain in secar, I realized you can talk like this because you have never felt the pain in secar, remember mila your child is still 1 even though you have cooked you do not want to have children again," replied Ms. Sani

"Udahlah Sani you do not be too belain Riri is indeed he who is difficult to say" ucao mother-in-law ketus and immediately left so that made some neighbors also follow away but sarmi still remain here to accompany me..

"It's Ri don't put the heart of their speech, they can talk like that because they haven't felt" said Ms. Sani while stroking my shoulder and of course I also continue to shed tears.I reply to her words with just a nod of the head.

"Don't think Ri later your baby is fussy, because when the mother's heart is not good the baby will also become fussy and your asian production is drag, because when the baby's heart is not good, the baby will also become fussy and your asian production is dragged, and the baby's,yaudah mom came home first remember your mother said do not let the thought of their weightless talk" said Ms Sani and left me.

When in the room I suddenly cried myself remembering the words of my mother-in-law I told my husband everything from beginning to end but my husband's response was very different and mala made me more hurt.

"Udah is the deck, you are too baper" he said, I was getting hysterical when I knew my husband's response and during the night I couldn't sleep and kept crying if one of the mothers gave birth separately, luckily my son wasn't fussy at all and he was a pinter and a henchman all night.

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The next morning my family and Mas Doni's family were discussing a suitable name to give to my son..

"I just donated the name salman for the extension to you guys" said my father and I also agreed because from the beginning I coveted the name salman for my son.

So many proposals that make us confused what name is suitable for my son, when in the middle it turns out that both my parents have to leave because there is a sudden business.

I had proposed the name salman alfarizi but my husband's family strongly opposed and so many reasons that without me they discussed themselves without involving me when I was the one who gave birth to this child, he said,

My heart hurts as if I am no longer of any use..

Finally, when I told the people the name of my proposal because I also did not know the name of my husband's family proposal, it was not my fault that I told the people that my son's name was salman alfarizi.

Suddenly my husband pulled my hand so tight that it caused pain and redness in my wrist.

"You know what the hell, you know the neighbor by the name of salman alfarizi when the name of my son salman abdullah "he said with a tone full of anger.

" from when my son Salman abdullah, where did you get it from" I replied.

"Yesterday night I was brought up with mas and mbak and mother and they decided the name of our son salman abdullah" said my husband.

"Trus you confer all of that without involving me, you consider who I am" I reply fiercely, without feeling tears also fall because of heartache feel not considered.

"Halaa is a baper pack crying all" said my husband.

I finally got out of the room without caring about it and I kept on trying to give my son the name salman alfarizi.

"Please Ri, you name the child without consulting us" suddenly the mother said nyalang.

"It's not me who was not invited by the mother to discuss the name of this child, the mother trus consider me what, even though I gave birth to this child" I said.

"Pinter says you are now the same mother" said Doni from behind,

" i'm just defending mas, and I'm just talking reality without any engineering" I said.

"Some of that son is also son of Doni and he's my grandson so naturally dong if I give my grandson's name" said the mother-in-law as if to corner me.

"Yes bu rini understands, and this is also the son of rini, rini who gave birth, what is wrong if rini gives the name to the child who was born "my word to the mother...

"Halaaa it's Ri you now pinter by the way, most of all your expenses are also my son who bears so right I give the name to the child, he said, you can't afford your normal birth to continue a lot of behavior" replied the mother-in-law fiercely.

I who at that time had to hide the lie from the husband finally inevitably had to keep quiet when the mother brought up the matter of hospital payments, he said, but here I am very disappointed because at the event the birth of my son who should be happy must end with sadness because of each selfishness.