Considered Trivial After Giving Birth
chapter 5

"Unfortunately, they could have just left without telling me where Riri is" my husband was upset as both of my parents just left.

At first I wanted to marry Mas Doni because he I was amazed by his obedient and obedient nature towards his mother, which woman is not amazed when she sees her partner glorify her mother because I think that a man who glorifies his mother will certainly also glorify his partner, but I am wrong, it turns out that only his mother is glorified ,I was like someone else in his eyes.

Then Mas Doni stepped into the administration to ask my place of hospitalization.

"Excuse me for asking, the patient gave birth on behalf of Riri Fitriani is in the room where mbak" asked my husband in the administration.

"Just a minute sir, let me check first" he replied while checking the data on the computer.

"Yes" replied my husband while nodding his head.

"Patients in the name of Riri Fitriani are in the room jasmine number three floor one pack, straight father just down the stairs turn left, the room is at the most north of the pack"

" yes thank you" my husband said, then he walked down the hospital hallway as directed.

"I finally found Riri's room" my husband muttered.

I who is currently in the room alone staring at the ceiling of the hospital room nuanced white feel alone in this world, is alone, even the husband I expected to be next to me when I gave birth to Mala did not reveal her nostrils .

"Ceklekkk" the sound of the door opening was able to shock me from the daydream, immediately turn this gaze towards the door, it may be mother or father ,or it could be the nurse who came to bring my baby because until now I still have not seen for me, but how surprised I turned out to be my husband Mas Doni, who came, whether I should be happy or angry to see him now, in my heart I am disappointed in Mas Doni's attitude, but however still he is my husband, and the father of my son.

"Mas Doni" I said slowly, then he began to step his feet towards me with a difficult gaze to interpret, as if he was not sincerely visiting me.

"Riri you how the hell, how mala gave birth secar, do you lazy to struggle to give birth" she said spontaneously without further ado and without thinking about my feelings of having just undergone surgery for the sake of giving birth to her child.

"does he not think that I myself do not want to give birth separately, but what is the power of all is also the destiny of God, God, then this is also because he also did not immediately take me to the midwife because it had contracted and the amniotic fluid broke, even though he continued to obey what his family said, now it has happened to blame me, it's still a good thing that my life and his son survived, you have no brains" I muttered in my heart.

"Indeed you think I want to give birth as a mas"I asked my husband back.

" yes it is you who do not want to fight to give birth to our children, say you are afraid to feel the pain of giving birth" replied my husband.

"The mouth of my husband spoke, did he not think I had felt the contrition alone, without being supported by him, uh now even say I do not want to feel pain" I muttered in my heart.

"Yes, all women must feel Ri's contractions, you don't feel better"

" what mas, more you say, should be here you realize, you as a husband must already understand the symptoms of people want to give birth, not what other people always say, I need support from you a husband not even if you keep on beating me, as if this is all I set it, you have no brain anyway mas" said Riri took out all the grunts in his heart because he could not stand him pendam from earlier.

"Are you unable to refuse if you want to be dealt with the operation as a second, you are good to stay the operation is done, do you now not think you want to pay the hospital costs using what, if you do not think, remember Ri you have no health insurance" said Mas Doni with a sharp look.

"Mas Doni Mala could worry about hospital costs rather than the safety of his son, I don't have a health insurance card but I have enough savings to pay for the hospital bills that I deliberately kept secret from Mas Doni, "my germs in my heart.

"Can you talk while sleeping mas "reply me but the more doni mala looks into my eyes getting sharper.

"You can't sleep, let alone my condition, which at that time fainted almost died with your son, uh when you came angry, you better not come mas"

"True mother said yes Ri, you now dare to fight with the husband, Ri's sin remembered that"

"Mas, I don't volunteer, but here I'm just answering all your questions and I'm just defending myself"

"But Ri you're really upset, you now use the first class, you do the operation secar, keep all the costs who nanggung Ri, you know, yes surely the end of your parents who haunts Mas to pay, you're good Ri stay quiet" 

"Yes it is your responsibility as HUSBAND" I deliberately emphasize the word husband so that he would understand.

"Keep using what money Ri to pay all the hospital bills, you know how much I pay in the factory"

"Yes, that's your risk mas, wrong yourself you never want to save all this time, try if you sow even though a little certainly will not be too tight, you never want to save, besides I'm operating as not entirely my fault this is all the destiny of God, still mending mas I do not demand your mother and sister because they have planned to kill me" said I who was immediately able to make Mas Doni silenced, who was able to make,here I do not mean to turn on them, but here I want my husband's mind open so as not to obey too much what people say, I want my husband to think more clearly not just always obey without thinking the consequences.

"So because of all this you turned on my family Ri "snaps Mas doni, fortunately in this room there are only two of us, but there are only two of us, if I was in third grade, there would be a lot of patients on the right and left side, so we can be sure many people heard our conversation.

"I'm not saying I blame your family, I'm just saying about your mother and sister who planned my murder" 

" just Ri don't you under them in our affairs, once you bring up about them I won't make the money to pay the hospital bills, anyway,let your poor parents pay and I can make sure you're here forever" said Mas Doni

"Are you done talking stupid stuff like that Don" your dad said when he came in.