Considered Trivial After Giving Birth
chapter 18

Since yesterday afternoon until two days Mas Doni never again greet me, I am here absolutely no object because since I gave birth I have lost the figure of a husband , I feel the widow of one child, ahhh why do I even think about that can not later turn into reality.

Until now I became the wife of Mas Doni I never knew at all about the income of a Mas Doni , which I know only me every month given ration 2.5 jt, jt, eiits wait first 2.5jt it's a lot of budget in his like motor installment, electricity cost, kitchen cost, all incoming budget 2.5jt, all the budget 2.5jt  , at first I didn't really care about my husband's living because I also had a job that was very big 'so when the spending money ran out I would use the money to meet the needs of the kitchen .

But since I am pregnant and can not work anymore then automatically I do not earn and no income at all then I have to press as much as possible expenditure especially now there is salman of course also exists the needs of salman, the more days my savings depleted , not to mention if there is a sudden need such as salman when sick, I have to be very frugal, Mas Doni salary was not enough , ' he said ,for the needs before Salman alone less especially now its members are increasing by one, lucky when my birth did not cut my savings at all because all the needs in the hospital had been borne by my parents even though I was disappointed in the attitude of Mas Doni who had no love for the second my parents were supposed to be her responsibility.

Postpartum I feel I am not like myself because I am now more sensitive to everything that happens what may be due to postpartum hormonal changes.

Every day should rack the brain how to cook simple and delicious with a minimal budget,

But I was disappointed with my mother-in-law's attitude that every day at the dinner table always wanted fish, meat, chicken and every meal should be sold as fress, he should have understood the condition of his son at this time, but he often added to the problem..

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"Punya mantu is useless, has given birth to a lot of debt now cooking it every day tempe know how to mulu mulu nutrition, " said Bu fatmah cynically while his hand opened the hood of food.

I who was washing dishes in the sink just turned to look for a while and returned to finish this job as free for me if serving the words of my mother-in-law because it was getting hurt.

" Ri you are horrified if you talk again, do you pretend to be a bitch, mother pray yes let you really be a budek" said Bu fatmah again.

" Mommy, riri is not a bitch and listen to what you say," I replied trying as gently as possible.

"Keep if you're not good at what, you can't answer what you say, you can't answer, what do not-don't guess Ri's true mother if you deliberately eat this cuisine every because you corrupt the shopping money given by Doni for you, even though there is also a mother's ration to eat Ri, you really have the heart yes, you let mom eat food is not nutritious in this old age" said my mother-in-law who was able to make myself ride black with passionate emotions how can she conclude I did this all because I deliberately corrupt money from the doni mas, which is not good,how can I conclude that I am corrupt while the money is lacking.

"Mom, we have to save because Riri needs more, now there is also a need for salman" I replied still trying to speak very softly.

"Halaaa Ri needs what if the little boy, you are like your parents are too excessive"

"Yes Ri, you should think of being a wife, work there if you don't want your money to be lacking" said my mother-in-law with his leisure because it is now open the door to my in-laws, long ago when I was still making money I was always at the number one but now when I was not earning it was always to blame even everything I did in this house senha nothing was ever right up front my mother-in-law's eyes.

"Mom, did the current mother forget that Riri already had children, Miss Riri did not work it also had a reason, there is a reason, if riri works who will take care of salman while currently salman still needs asi from Riri" said me memgebu at this time because on the other hand I want to serve the mother-in-law.

"Within being the mother who pinter Ri, dong initiative, her son in learning to drink a drink of milk do not just Asi you are like a difficult person"

"Oooo trus all this time assume we are not difficult people and always sufficiency even we are very rich yes so bu"

"Yes it's clear that all this time the mother was very very very well, the proof is that she had a socialite arisan gang, all friends of rich mothers, but this is all because of your son who was the unlucky bearer, he said, because she was present, mala's mother rarely gathered with the mother's socialite gang" said the mother-in-law with anger so that the atmosphere in this kitchen was getting heated up.

"Remember ma'am, salman is the mother's grandson how can the mother easily call the mother's grandson by the name of the unlucky carrier"

"Yes because you and your mother's salman can't join the socialite mother's gang"

" it's my fault that salman is the same where mom, so that it can prevent mom from gathering with the socialite gang of mom, while I and any salman ever trouble mom every day so that it can hinder mom" I said a little angling my mother-in-law because I want her to be honest, although I actually know what the reason is that she can not get together with the members let alone try if not for lack of fun, even if not for lack of fun, because I know when the association they often go to tourist attractions so that it can be sure will be a lot of spend very deeply.

My mother-in-law suddenly heard a question from me.

"This is all because you and the salman cause you can't get together with the mother's socialite gang" he replied with a wave.

"Yes keep what the reason is so that mother scapegoated between me and salman, explained dong bu so that I understand and try to improve myself" 

"That's why you're a k..." 

I haven't finished talking yet 

"Assynogaic"