Considered Trivial After Giving Birth
chapter 9

I who was very pregnant with Mas Doni was only able to nod without being able to argue because I did not want to be a widow after giving birth, even though I know how her family treated me, she said, moreover, I do not want if later my son grows up there is the presence of the figure of a father at his side, while when entering my room Madam Mila immediately circulated her gaze as if amazed by what was in this room, it is classified as very complete even in my room there is a refrigerator that contains various kinds of drinks and fruit, without my permission Madam Mila directly opened the contents of the refrigerator and took out drinks and some fruit.

"Enak also livedmi ya Ri, gave birth in an instant way and treated in the first class room anyway, indeed top you Ri , if spending money husband" said mbak mila while his mouth was still full of pieces of fruit that he ate.

I who heard the remark from Madam Mila was only able to stay still without answering, because I was afraid of prolonged and my stomach stitches also felt pain if used to speak a bit loudly.

Then Mas Doni took a chair and sat down next to me with a very sweet treatment towards me, then he whispered a word once again that made my heart even more painful like being stabbed by a dagger many times.

"Be like I'm the one who pays all the hospital bills, I don't want them to be disappointed, you notice the consequences if you argue my words" whispered Mas doni lirih in the gut but able to hurt this heart.

Then Mas Doni with his drama he started giving me very sweet attention like bribing me, taking me a drink.

While from the look of the face of the mother-in-law who did not close her eyes, she looked at me sharply and full of dislike.

"Just I don't want to know Ri, finished the puerperium you have to work again immediately to help the mother's child repay the debt in the factory, if you don't work what we want to eat, if you don't work, what we want to eat,not to mention motorcycle installments, debt installments, just you usually "said my mother-in-law.

I was only able to answer with a nod of my head because I did not want my household to be destroyed after giving birth and I did not want my son to grow up without a father figure.

"Good, indeed you should always help to ease the burden of the husband, not mala pregnant you become spoiled and do not want to work, yes this is how it would be if the fit of pregnancy is too spoiled, pas lahiran was spoiled as well" said the mother-in-law without seeing the condition of her daughter, because her daughter in a household had never worked at all to help the family economy, especially when pregnant her child is late and even drink it always call her husband, of course I know because the neighbors often tell the nature of Madam Mila to Me.

"If it has happened like this who will be difficult, difficult husbandry, not to mention the condition of your child who carried out special care, especially, why if parents say it is heard and used do not mala enter through the right ear out through the left ear" 

"Listen that Ri what my mother said, if only you when at home did not ask your parents for help and still survive at home mbak guarantee you will definitely not be operated secar, he said, because the name of the contraction was for days, was you just feel the contraction has been a world of great excitement " mbak Mila said while continuing to eat fruit in the refrigerator and lying in the sofa did he not realize in the hospital kok kayak at home.

"Based on insolent brother-in-law, I could blame me and my parents, "my curse in my heart,

"Yes that's right Ri, if you're not grusa-grusu definitely will not experience something like this" continued the mother-in-law, here I felt cornered and more hurt because my husband did not open his voice to defend me, let alone be in the hospital, he said, being at home I never get a defense from my husband if I get bad treatment from his mother and brother, which is there when I am increasingly blamed if I do not obey what his mother said.

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My plan is now that I'm allowed to go home by the hospital, I want to go home to my parents only because if I was at the house of the doni mas I'm not sure the parents of the doni mas treat me well especially now I have a baby, if I go home to my parents, then automatically me and my parents can take turns to look after my son, because the name of the baby child can not be predicted whether the child is easily fussy if midnight or her child is a henchman so that as parents must be on guard and postpartum mothers can not do themselves must be there the accompanying fear is too soybean, but this plan I have not talked to the doni mas and in the depths of my heart I want the doni mas to understand and allow to live with both parents.

 My mother and father were saying goodbye to his house because there were some fields harvested and my parents just checked and after everything was done they would return to the hospital again, actually, I am very grateful because the family of doni mas came when my family was home, if my parents were still here, I don't know what would happen, there would have been a second world war, it can be seen from my mother who since yesterday has harbored a lot of emotions in her heart.

Mbak mila is still the same as the activity of sleeping on a long sofa while watching tv , ' he said ,my mother-in-law was sitting on the sofa next to mbak mila while the doni mas was busy with her phone somehow what was her busyness that clearly seemed to be very serious.

 Suddenly the sound of knocking on the door made me look up at the door, I was afraid that if my parents were coming, I did not want my mother to be made to ride the black with their behavior.

Tok 

Tok 

Tok 

"Get in" replied mas doni

"Czech ", there was the sound of the door opening

"Alhamdulillah turned out to be the doctor and nurse who came to check my condition" I said in my heart because I was relieved.

"Good afternoon Riri's mother, we're here to check on her condition" said the doctor with a smile, then he immediately attached his totescope to my body, after that the nurse attached a pressure meter to my hand to check my blood pressure.

"Alhamdulillah mother everything is normal, mother tomorrow can go home, but..