Criminal: I Love Criminals!
I Love You Villain!
Every time I look at you, all the sunlight flows through the waves in your hair. And every star in the sky points to your eyes like a floodlight. My heartbeat was a terrible drum that got lost, and it was looking for the same rhythm as you. You can drive the dark out of the night hole, and turn it into a light-flaming lantern. I have to follow you, because everything I know is useless until I give it to you.
I can make this night feel forever, or I can make it vanish, by dawn. However, I would never be able to do it without you, Do you really want to see me fall apart? Crawling begged you to stay by my side, and let me stay by your side. Because I could never do it like you, bringing out the love of mediocre things, so simple.
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The night was so serene in its majesty. A star itself docked towards the surrounding crowd of stars. The star is slowly twinkling and appears increasingly rigid in its orbit in the middle of the universe that is so vast and dark. Maybe humans are not that different from stars. Every human being must share everything he feels, so that he is stronger and stronger in the era of onslaught of life problems, sharing with others does not mean reducing the loneliness he experienced, he said, except just so as not to be too heavy to bear the fate of his solitude. And maybe so is Love, like me and Morgan. While clouds from the edge of the horizon are getting closer to form a thick cloud.
Tonight I'm home alone, Morgan's been gone since this afternoon and hasn't been home until now. Maybe, he robbed a lot of places because the money was out of shopping yesterday. I sat on my folding mattress on the floor, staring at the moon from inside the room while hugging my pillow.
“It's been going to rain, but he still hasn't come home”
Every now and then I see my new phone, I'd love to call Morgan, so he can go home. The night suddenly felt quiet. Light street lights dim, sometimes life sometimes dead. Every time I looked at the building outside, I remembered the red night, I remembered the children's spirit of survival, survival, and mutual protection; that behind simplicity and lack lies a quiet, gentle, loving spiritual side. And in fear lies a strong courage to endure and defend.
“Kring! Kriing..!”.
Lazily I grabbed back my phone, her ringing interfered with my solemnity reminiscing about Chiko and the others.
“Halo, I'm here,”.
“Not sleeping?”
Oh, how surprised I was to hear Morgan's voice! so stupid, that I don't remember that in this phone I just keep the contacts. I'm a little nervous.
“But,” Answer.
“What are you working on? Washing dishes? Cook midnight?”
“No, I read a book..”
“What book?”
“Oh, very long time. Not finished reading. Want to cook?”
“Already, I just always reread it, so always remember and better yet cook it.”
“You haven't answered yet, do you want to cook tonight? I came home a little late. Close the book and go to sleep, don't wait for me to come home! And don't forget dinner.”
“Sure.”
I still can't believe he called me in the middle of the night just to remind me of dinner. This was out of his habit, and it was certainly his first time. What's up with him? And what's wrong with me? It may be true, says the advice. That love is a struggle. Someday it will surely pay off. Or it could be wrong. If it really happened? And if it doesn't?
A confusing night. One thing that saved me from getting restless was going to bed. But, before that, I had to turn off my alarm to keep my rest going, and Morgan wouldn't wake up again like yesterday, he could rest until the sun rose to the high heavens. While I would take care of the house as best I could, so when he woke up all the work was done, then he was amazed, amazed and in love with me. Hehe.
“Good sleep, Morgan. I'll see you in the morning. I love you you villain.”
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...Though I bowed my gaze, the thud of my heart was delivered......
...When we are together, our moods become colorful....
...Even if you pretend to be indifferent,...
...i'm pounding wanting to tie a promise......
...when we were together, the view was so beautiful......
...Chapters-15...