Criminal: I Love Criminals!
I Love You!
“What are you doing? Already settled yet? The transport car has arrived. Let's quickly bring each one down!"
Again, it seems that Morgan is already very familiar with the habit of appearing suddenly. The dreamy me was surprised, long stay with Morgan, I could have a heart attack.
“Siap, papa!” sahut children simultaneously. They hurriedly pulled the zipper of the bag and ran down to the bottom.
The driver helped arrange the goods in the rear box, after which the children climbed into a car that carried quite a lot of passengers accompanied by Rossy's aunt. Morgan and I were sitting in the front of the box that was transporting goods.
The car we were riding kept going. He keeps humming. His voice really amuses me. How could a man as gentle as this be? Ah, if only.. and how could she possibly want me to accompany her to a romantic dinner like David and I used to? It's nothing special, because he and I are used to eating together at home, but tonight, my God, I hope to have dinner together with him to enjoy the stars in the roof top, that'sthat's all.
We then stopped at a three-story building with a calm atmosphere. We immediately brought the small items up, because the top floor was a room. We followed in his footsteps from behind.on the top floor there was an open space from which the view of the sky spread wide. All were busy packing, so that the sky did not feel dead, the sun began to slip westward, towards its resting place.
Aunt Rossy called from downstairs to take us to dinner. The children again scattered to the dining room.they were very enthusiastic, It seems to have been very hungry, running out of energy because of a day of packing the move. Then I quickly grabbed Morgan's hand before he went downstairs.
“Why?”
“We had dinner at the rooftop together, yuk! There's something I want to say.”
“What's About?”
“Cute first.”
Morgan finally complied, he followed my will. When we got to the top floor the panorama of the night sky spread wide, as if our meeting took place under the blessing of the stars. But this open space made the night wind blow hard to touch our bodies, I shivered when I first came into contact with the wind tonight. The sensitive Morgan took off his leather jacket and spread it over my body.
“It's cold, better we just go in and have dinner together with the others.”
“Wait a minute! We'll talk to each other in here for a moment tonight.”
“Morgan, this morning I heard a sentence from Anthony. About the love of a world figure named Albert. I'm sure you'll know, but more definitely, that sentence represents how I feel about you.”
I shut up for a moment, fixed the jacket he had worn on me, and then said, again,
“For you this may be something strange. How could I possibly fall in love with you? I'm just a lonely Isabella, with no friends and a betrayed fiancee. Finally, distressed, he ran to someone who helped him when he was persecuted. He was picked up by a criminal man who was always involved in criminal acts. Then he presumptuously fell in love with the criminal man and asked to be treated in a half-forced style. But I don't care about that kind of judgment. I love you, I love you so much. I can't hold it any longer. My soul is no longer strong to hold this feeling.”
He was silent stiff. What I just said I think is still very clear in his ears.
“I love you,” I said. “I express this feeling, because as you explain to Anthony and the children that love is the ability of one's soul to contemplate the world that is the object of his reflection, until the soul becomes full and vast becomes universal. This feeling is yours, if you ask me why I can love you, for it is something that exceeds the limits of knowledge, it is wider than the reach of the brain. So whatever you are, I don't find any reason for this love.”
He looked at me, then said,
“Isabella, love in Albert's sense is love that is not raw, but mature. In love, lust is a core strength that is so strong even though everything that is lustful is not necessarily in the land of love. Mature love is able to divert the impulse from physical boredom to rationality satisfaction, so that one's creative power becomes strong, such as Albert.”
“Acuate Atomic Bomb?” my many.
“If it is as strong as an atomic bomb, I am like the city of H and you are the city of N. Love will make us die, broken and destroyed.”.
The wind was blowing more and more, the night suddenly felt more and more silent.there was a solitary star. It was then that her hair was broken because the knot had slipped and I saw her natural good looks, her facial lines were so balanced with perfect anatomical sculptures.
However, behind his form full of energy blazing. A sorrowful expression. I wanted to feel like I was hugging her, even if only tonight, just so that she was not too heavy to carry the burden of herself that was stored so well, that no one could disturb her.
“Forget your feelings Isabella! Because we'll only end up ruined if there's love. Like the city of H and City of N that died from the atomic bomb Albert, the work of his love for knowledge.”
As soon as the warm fur fell down my cheeks, I sobbed and was powerless to wipe away these tears. Morgan was reluctant to look at me, whether I was hurt by his rejection, or I was hurt by the twinkle of his eyes that held sadness, I slashed as I felt him as if in pain by the wound in his heart.