Criminal: I Love Criminals!

Criminal: I Love Criminals!
Morgan's girlfriend


I got out of bed, really bored. I haven't eaten all day, because I'm waiting for Morgan, I'd love to have dinner together. I opened the door of the room standing on the balcony, accompanied by music flowing from the phone, the rhythm was clear as a drop of dew. The sky was so bright, the stars scattered around the round and full moon. How old is this universe? The wind started rushing in, moving the clothes I was wearing, it felt so fresh. Lost all for. I think to get out of the house, since living here I just stay at home, there is nothing else I do. want to feel around, know the environment while looking for the Wind.


The music accompanied me in search of a decision, as well as the wind and the stars, I was silent for a moment, then with my spirit turned back into the room to lock the door and go down.


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My step slowly down the road, “Haa..fresh” I said. I was swept away by the thrilling pleasures of nature. This city, it must be this cool because no human being has ruined it. I don't know, between being grateful but not also with the state of this lonely city. I was reminded of the book I just read earlier, an extermination against the group in a certain area. “Did this city die because of that too? Is this city also a victim?” haha, silly. It seems I have also been lost by the theory of scientists in the book earlier.


All my pleasures were gone, and I saw two men, one man and one woman at the end of the road. I was trembling at his voice. I was silent, silent. The heavy sounds I hear often. Right, it's Morgan's, he's with a woman. The woman hugged him, is this the partner Morgan meant? Even I, who lives at home with him, is not that easy to reach his body. That woman must have a special position in Morgan's heart space. Could it be because of this woman, Morgan always refused to touch me?. I tried to doubt it, but the sight I saw alive kept getting rid of my rebuttal. Oh, how tormented I am with all this. Immediately I turned back carefully then went as far away from them as possible.


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The night suddenly felt quiet. There is a star that is aloof, away from the surrounding star clusters. The star was so moody, but it remained rigid in its orbit. I sat down in the garden chair, looking at him.


I didn't dare go home, really worried after seeing Morgan with that woman. So I decided to go outside first, it would be really bad if Morgan took the woman home, and then she saw me there. He will misunderstand, and their relationship can be problematic. Wh why? I was thinking about their relationship instead, I shouldn't be happy if their relationship is messed up, and then it's over. I don't know, maybe because I'm also a woman, still have tender feelings.


“Why did Morgan take it for granted? It's much different if I did it.”


Crushed me like a lump of rock that exploded, into small pebbles that spread on the ground, and continued to be accompanied by bead grains that came out of my eye. I shouldn't care, right? Why, why? I'm jealous of people I don't know completely, I'm jealous of a vagrant criminal who picked me up. I'm such a fool. I was staring alone in the garden, until I heard the same voice calling me.


“You okay?”


My eyes were round as I watched this person in front of me. That woman, I didn't mean Morgan's girlfriend.


I just shut up, what do I think is why this woman is here? Means Morgan didn't bring him home.


“Yes, you will be safe if there are adults who accompany you. I'll accompany you until your family picks you up. You are free, think of anything!”


“Thank you” I said to him.


He's so nice, it's only natural that Morgan likes him. He kept talking to me, despite how many times I ignored him. I finally collapsed too, we had a light chat, I also told him all my complaints, about Morgan that I liked, but I did not mention his name directly.


“So yes, maybe you are drowning in fear until you can't move. He said fear is a troublesome thing that can move and stop a person's steps. I heard it from someone, hehe. But, wouldn't it be better if you kept going?”


“...Even though you finally realize that everything is free, you still get the benefits. Aye right? There is something you need to do.” Reciprocation


“Which need I do?”


He then got up from his seat and spread out his arms wide, “Things you can't say, as well as your secrets, everything. Do everything you need to fight for yourself and the people you love.”


“I am a human being like this! I have this kind of nature! Even so, do you want to stay with me? Want to accept me?” timpale's back. Then he lowered his body slightly, matching my position.


“In addition, the good person you talked about earlier, must trust you very much. Hence, you better believe it as well. You like him, don't you? Then you have to fight for it too.”


“You.... Is correct. I'll go home.” I said, I got up from my seat and said, “I have to fight for my love for her.”