
I kept staring at him, even though this time it wasn't smoldering like before. While he was back as silent as before, only this time seemed more relaxed.
“If you love because of something that is in me, doesn't that mean that something in me you already know your love feelings can fade? Hasn't the awe of one's superiority tarnished the purity of love? Just like the fact that you are still someone else's fiancee, isn't it tarnishing your feelings towards me?”
“Admiring the advantages of people is not an excuse, nor if I know you more deeply, not because I will leave you because there is no longer any curiosity. Loving is precisely the reason for us to know each other more deeply. Because what is the meaning of unity while our souls are not united? So is my status as David's fiance, not a stain on feelings. Because after he hurt me and I left him, I had nothing to do with him.”
I let out a long sigh while continuing to rub Lily's forehead, lest she wake up.
“The natural nature of love that is present unwittingly is born based on cause and effect, for I know you as a result I admire you, just like the birth of Being in this world.” Diplomatic answers.
“Yes. But I think, without compromising your respect for your love, you better not love me, first, because our world is different. My world is too harsh and risky if you enter into being a part of me. Second, because we are different. You who want to be loved and I who can not express love.”
“Hmm,” I shut up for a minute. “It is in vain that I have at length explained all this, for it does not clarify the path of your mind. I know you made such an offer to keep your life going without the distractions of a noisy girl like me, so that I could get away from you as soon as I became independent. Never mind, it will not change my choice, even if one day you throw me out, I will definitely keep trying to find you and leaf near you always. I say once again, I love you and in the rooftop you allowed me to fight, period.”
Suddenly the sky turned white again, then a great thunderbolt came. I hugged Lily's body immediately and Morgan did the same, but not just to Lily, she hugged me too. Under the same blanket, he protected us again from fear. I don't want him to take it off, can we sleep like this till morning?
“Ya, I'm here.”
“Above all things, I have basically also been sympathetic to you, probably since our first meeting. But I realized I couldn't open my heart and believe if I could take you through the twists and turns of my life, because I'm not just a delinquent thief. I realize we have a much different world, and I shouldn't have known you to this extent.I'm not very sensitive to someone's feelings, she said, because my heart has been trained to not easily fall in heart. That's how when you expressed your love for me, I knew I had sympathy for you when I thought about you all the time. I woke up from that thought and realized that you had become such an important part of me.”
Tears filled my eyes. I lowered my head while rubbing my eyelids with my hands. While the rain continues to harden, eyewitnesses to a new history that is about to materialize.
“Do not cry.”
“No... I'm just moved.” My answer.
“Morgan, please don't let go. I want to keep sleeping like this in your arms until I wake up. Just this once, I want to keep the details of tonight in my memory, I want to keep remembering what it feels like to have your arms warm so I feel safe. I want to keep this in mind, even if one day I can't see even touch you again.”
Morgan was silent for a moment, but his hands clenched my body tightly, “Ya. I won't let go. Sleep, it's night.”