
With all the flaws and advantages he has, he lives and tries to be himself. It was definitely not an easy effort all this time. Many of the risky choices he took, by setting the course of life as a criminal, a robber, and a rebel, many of whom he sacrificed for it all, almost as much as he wanted and what he got.
I just knew him, and I realized I wasn't as good as him. But, since my first meeting with him, from the help he gave me and the people around him, he has become one of the most important men in my life. “you are my will, the form of my desire, he said, and it was my resting place that provided the serenity of this depiction of my soul. You are the reason I have to change my pet-like personality, which is usually spoiled and depends on its master.”
“I told you Name Om, who?”
“Morgan”. Answer is short
I was attracted to him because he was different from me. When compared to her, my thoughts, feelings, behaviors and ideals were much simpler. She was a mirror I had never seen before.she had a world I had never seen before. I think I fell in love with him, because he taught me how to put these complex elements in me together into simple form. He is the vision I have been looking for.
Early in the morning he was in the kitchen, I lost time. He came home late, or did he not sleep? At the kitchen bar table, he had already prepared fried rice with a half-cooked omelette on it.
“You cooked it? Why don't you wake me up? Don't take away my duties after being picked up!”
“I don't want to die fast! Your food last night was like poison”
The tight answer made my lips pucker, “Morgan yes, it fits perfectly. Your expressions and actions really reflect Morgan”
“What did you say? Eat Nasanya first”
I bribed the breakfast he made, yes. The good feeling lulled me to the point that I realized that my position could be threatened, that if he cooked, and I was useless, could do nothing, I could be driven away.
“You came home late at night, then woke up early this morning. Make breakfast that is not easy like this, you do not get enough rest tau”
He put his tablespoon back, landed on the plate. His long breath was so clearly heard in the ears. I got up from my seat and walked around to him.
“Hei. Want me to entertain no?” whispered to him.
He then replied, “I told you to stop!! I'm not an easy guy obsessed with that, I can't be seduced by a desperate teenager like you”
“Why should you seduce this? Want you what? If I'm really obscene, how about?” resounding
“EH.. Yeah no problem, I've never done that with another guy anyway, just offer with you
He got up and reversed the position of pressing my body on the dining table, both of his hands blocking my body on the left and right sides.
“You want to Play with me?”
“Ti.no not so”
Oh, stupid.I was the first to seduce him. But now I am so clumsy. My heart was beating like this. Like it's about to explode into pieces of stars.
BRAK!!!
I gulped the saliva a little rough, silent for a moment. I circled my slightly shaking hand over to her neck rod “Let me ask back..” I said hanging a little bit of my speech.
“But in front of you there is already a woman who humbles and gives herself to you, there is a woman who does not respect herself just to seduce men, why are you still thinking about appreciating it? You are a criminal, then what is the difference with attacking me as well?”
“Hah?”
“Why has your expression changed? The weird one is you, Morgan. Until now I had no skills to survive, I asked to be picked up by you in hopes of helping you at home, but I was too lousy, I couldn't cook, I couldn't, clean up or whatever to please you. What if I seduce you? I'm willing as long as it makes you happy, and not to throw me out. For me it's a fitting reward.”
Morgan pulled his hand that was pressing against the table, he grabbed my shoulder and pushed me a little away from his body, maybe uncomfortable or something.
“You're stupid huh? What's your name?”
“Isabella”
“Where do you live? The guy who hit you yesterday, have you ever done this to him?”
I lowered my head not daring to look into his eyes, “I live contracting in a small apartment downtown, the man yesterday was a person I had only known for a few days, he said, then when engaged he was caught making out with other women. I rebuked him and he got angry and hit me that way. Yes, indeed when I first knew him he was a little difficult to control lust, but I was a little surprised that he was apparently also someone who was rude”
I'm sorry mom, I didn't mean to disown your existence, only I was afraid that if I was honest and she knew I still had a family, she would actually throw me out of her place of residence. Although there was a bit of a lie, but about David the mottled nose I had to tell it in detail.
“You can't do anything, if you can only indulge, then what is your purpose in life?”
“A..Me, I'll try..”.
“What effort? Don't try to fool me! I don't know how your relationship with your lovers, which is certain that if you try to seduce me just to survive and live, I say I'm not interested in your body at all, then what if I kick you out now?” strictly speaking, he raised his tone making me stunned.
“I don't know how...” I replied in a slow tone.
He straightened his body perfectly, his chin slightly rising looking slightly arrogant, his eyes looking at me sharply. There is no smile at all. Maybe this is the way to make other people reluctant when he talks.
“You have to study, work!!”
I hold my head up now, my pupils round my eyes focusing on Morgan's unpretentious figure.
“Chiko, the kids in the parlors, and the other little kids out there they can all work and make money. They learn and try to live standing on their own feet”
“ta..but.”
“No money, no place to live, no ability whatsoever, just can sell the body. You are too spoiled and think too shallow for this age, let me nourish that weak soul of yours, I let you stay here!!” Reciprocity.