
Sofia let her tears fall one by one onto her yellow slender cheeks. There was no intention of wiping or stopping him. Similarly, Nando who just looked at him fixedly without a word
"Did I say it wrong?" whispered slowly with a confused face. Sofia shook her head. All she did was re-hug her husband tightly and bury her head in his chest, seeking warmth in that bare chest. Only Nando's heartbeat and the caress of his hand being unraveled were he feeling.
If this moment what Nando said about his feelings was a lie, he was willing to be lied to. If only to please her, then she would gladly accept it. However Fernando is his first love even though the man is a widower. She may not be the first, but she hopes to be the last and the only one her husband has ever known. Almost she felt the story of her life was like a lady Diana who was loved by many people but did not get the love of her husband, the prince who became her first love. A beautiful woman who even had to give up on Camila, her husband's first love. Poor Diana, Diana who only became a victim of matchmaking among nobles.
"Sofia????"
"Yes." Yeah."
"Do you want to grant my request?" Slowly, Sofia raised her head. Staring at Fernando who was also looking straight at him with shady eyes.
"Stop college."
"A..what...what do you mean?" of course Sofia was so surprised at Nando's request that it made her depressed. However, being a specialist is the goal since long ago. He was so happy because he netted the government program and was determined to graduate as soon as possible.
"Why did you ask me to stop?" Nando cupped both of his cheeks with his big hands.
"Because there's another life in your stomach. He needs extra attention and care. You can't be too tired."
"I'm sure I can keep him healthy even though I work while in college. You have to believe that." This time Sofia tries to convince Nando because she is not a weak woman who is easily tired, weak or gives up. She's a mother-to-be who's as strong as steel.
"I ask nothing of you. I just want you to stay home a lot and pay attention to our baby. I've never asked you to stop being a doctor or a country man even if I wanted to. I know enough of your wishes and ideals Sofia. I just want you to focus.ahh fine if you don't want to obey me." Nando let go of his fingers.
"That's not what I meant. This opportunity, I have been waiting for it for a long time. Please let me stay in college."
"I can even afford to study at any university if you want, without joining the program." murmured Nando with a glare. Too many wounds and memories were re-spinning on his head.
"But this is my dream." Sofia again persisted in her opinion.
"I've also helped you make your dreams come true Sofia." Sofia's face turned fierce as Nando said so. There was a sense of disbelief in her husband's words. He knows Nandolah has helped him pass S1 and live a long koas, but why is he bringing it up now?
"So you want to say I owe you a favor and now I'm obligated to pay it in your opinion? Didn't he? You're so naive. You even gave anything to Emma without asking anything from her, but to me?? Why don't you share all your gifts with my sisters and parents? or a donation to my village that I'm gonna get tired of paying you like Emma's tired of being next to you." Fernando clenched both his hands until his knuckles turned white. His teeth were struggling with anger. Quickly he got up from Sofia's bed.
Why was the name re-named and associated when he wanted to open a new page with a new woman in his current life? why does he always love the wrong woman? as powerful as possible Nando hit the mirror in front of him until a deafening sound was heard. His hand was wounded, full of blood but not as painful as his heart which was also covered in blood. Born as a rich young master, handsome and have everything still can not buy happiness and love for him. He remains empty, alone and pitiful. Nando was sitting limp in the corner of the room. He ignored the drops of blood that littered the floor and clothes. His soul was empty, wounded and empty. His loud screams filled the room. There is no point in opening the heart, maybe his whole life will be swallowed up by darkness and misery.
"What's going on?? Ohh gosh..young master." cried Alex who immediately approached the young master. He had just walked out of Nando's study to deliver some files, but his ears heard a noise from the young master's room whose door had not been locked as it should.
"Let me alone Lex." Nando ordered. Alex stopped his steps, closed in on him for obeying orders. But he was so worried about the safety of his employer and brother-in-law. But what can he do? A little bowing he went back towards the door and out of there. Her long steps lead her to Sofia's room on the first floor.
"Sister." called her when she saw Sofia crying in her half-open room. The woman looked at him and approached him.
"What's wrong?" this time Sofia's hoarse voice dominated. His eyes were red, and so was his nose. Alex knows the couple is not doing well.
" Nando's brother is hurt."
"A ..what?? to..why?" panic, that was all that happened to Sofia. Hearing her husband get hurt has frightened her a lot. Without a second thought, his hand pulled the P3K box and ran up quickly, opening the door to Nando's room.
"Astaghfirullahaladzim...what are you doing mas?!! screech to make Nando look and throw a murderous gaze at him.
"Go!" nando jolted with angry eyes, but did not discourage Sofia from approaching. The young lady was getting closer.
"Go say!!" nando yelled loudly until Alex stood around in shock. He had never seen the master this angry and destructive because of women.
"grand ..ayo..."
"You go."
"But...
"He's my husband Lex, and I don't want to get away from him." This time Sofia forces Nando's injured hand, but is knocked down by Nando until his body staggers and almost falls.
"Go both of you!!" nando shouted again while standing towards the door. Sofia hunted him down and hugged the sturdy body from behind. Cry broke.
"Mas.calm yourself. For the sake of this baby.prospective of your child.our child." said Sofia sobbed. Nando's body stiffened, motionless from its place. Alex who knew enough himself took the initiative out of the room. Make room for the couple to solve their problems. He believes that both Nando and Sofia are old enough to face problems.