Dear Husband
Decisions

"Don't go Sofia." said Fernando, holding Sofia's hand, who was about to leave her side.

"I have to prepare the bed so you can rest comfortably." Reply Sofia who wants to move quickly opened the main room on the first floor. The room where she lived when she gave birth to Rafa first. She couldn't possibly have people take her husband upstairs where his room was because it would only be troublesome. But Fernando refuses to let go of her hand checks until Sofia gestures to the faithful nurse standing nearby to push her husband's wheelchair. Now he's the one who's holding the infusion. After putting the infusion on her pole, Sofia let the nurse out.

"Let me help you to the bed." He bargained for Nando who was still holding his hand. The handsome man nodded. He stood up and put his feet into the bed. His body was still feeling very weak now, but he did not want to miss the moment when his wife returned to their home.

Sofia immediately enveloped Fernando, confirmed the location of the infection and injected the drug Shandy brought from the hospital earlier in the infusion. Shandy and Fransisca entered just as she finished her work.

"Are you still dizzy?" shandy asked Fernando. Almost the prospective professor laughed when he saw the hand of Nando who tried to reach his wife's hand, but did not get a response because Sofia was seriously staring at him and his in-laws.

"Hmmm yeah." Funny right? earlier in the hospital the man continued to whine to be allowed to go home for various reasons as well as the typical threat of a young master who lived pampered since youth. And now? this ludicrous young master was even pretending with only a throb when asked.

"Sofia, actually sister Nando should not go home because of her unstable condition. But he kept pushing and declaring that you were the one who guaranteed him to come home because you were his wife. The hospital allows him outpatient as long as you keep an eye on him for the full 24 hours." Sofia straightened up, staring at Shandy and Fransisca alternately.

"But this afternoon I have to go back to Jogya Shan. We've booked the tickets." Sofia is going to be back soon. Too long in Jakarta will only make him reminisce about the past.

"Sofia." Again and again that sentence came out of Fernando's lips. Flat sentences with no pleading tone at all. A sentence I don't know what it wants.

"But I have to stick to Jogya Shan, still....."

"Go Sofia.I won't hold you back, take our children with you. I am a man who never meant anything to you. All I did was hurt your feelings, not. Forgive me for all the mistakes I made, whether intentional or not. Again sorry.you also deserve to be happy. Go, pursue your happiness." - shrieked Fernando with my face. The young master's eyes glazed over. A single tear fell down just as he closed his eyes tightly, trying to sleep and forget everything.

"Please leave me alone. I promise I'll be fine." he continued. His eyes felt very heavy because of the effects of sleeping pills injected Sofia earlier. But really, it was the deep pain and loss that made him want to sleep forever. In his heart he continued to recite the prayer, begging the izrail to pick him up immediately. So that this heart wound does not exist, so that this pain is not felt. He had lost enough in his life. The first love that betrayed him, his possessions and the success he was proud of, as well.lost his most beloved wife, his beloved children with all his soul and body. Suicide is not prohibited by religion......

"Well Fernando, the nurse will stand guard at your door, son. Call him if you need anything." Fransisca looked sad. As a mother, she did not have the heart of her son. But he knew, it wasn't him that the son needed. But the young lady who stood straight in front of him right now. He just wanted to know how much this woman would love her son who was already on the verge of destruction. Fernando will not even be able to pamper him again with property because he still has to struggle to stabilize his morat-marit company at this time. Fransisca also wanted to know what her son-in-law would choose.remain and accompany Fernando in all his conditions or return to Jogya, enjoying every freedom and luxury of all he sent.

Fernando's eyes were tightly closed when he heard his third footsteps coming out of his room as well as the sound of the door closing again. After that it was just quiet, as soon as. He wanted to move but his body felt weak. Opening her eyes she can't. Only sleepiness kept attacking him. Again and again drops of tears fell without him being able to wipe. Even when he was in the dream only the pain and despair he felt.

An outstretched hand wiped each tear and replaced it with another drop that fell from its petals as well. Yes, she wiped away her husband's tears as well as her tears that had united there. Sofia was crying looking at her husband's grief.

"Rest hubby.I'll take care of you." wittily as he kissed Fernando's forehead with all his longing. Her fingers continued to caress the man's head like a mother putting her son to sleep.